tertarik dgn lgu nim bler tgk romantic and idol season 2..

BToB Minhyuk played this song and Jewelry Yewon choose this song

the song was cute..so sorri about my background blog song..

mngganggu k0runk tuk dgr lgu di atas ni kan..?

so..bka youtube lah ye...hehe

FinKL - Forever Love

below is the english translation..

LoVe this Song so so so much..!

My love now I want you to be my everything I want to lean on
I need you to promise me you always stand by me called unchanging, eternal love

Himself does not seem to me that your love Do not turning
Uneasy worried about your own future ahead of just
You wish to look better, not greed
Now in love If I'm really happy.

I need you by my side always necessarily want to leave only to me
Listen When you know how to precious man, you're the only

Hard they maybe do not know the time we walk together
But to trust you more than anyone says
Surrender hope for me now to know them a little bit?
I love only you, my little chest full of

I need you by my side always necessarily want to leave only to me
Listen When you know how to precious man, you're the only

Look at my eyes hold in your arms, so my heart
Winding our eyes the distant future than anyone else happy until the day like now
Your love by my side (along with me)

its bothering my mind ever since then

ever since i met him again - i thought we would never meet

but, everything change.kono kanji..wakaranai

jiwonya..!! haha

kono wa kanji..watashi wa wakaranai

am i..how i feel about him

how i feel when he return..

i just dont get it..!!

 dont understand my own feelings at all..i'm confius

am i heppy dat returned? or am i not..mybe i feel burden or uneasy..

knowing the fact that my friend seem to still liking him

then , he looked for me..

my last words dat tyme was very hurtful to him.to hurt for him to face me

but then, why did he look for me..?

i dont want to give him any hopes..cuz i dont want it toO

even if u dont feel anything anymore.but to me, our friendship from that tyme hurt me alot

not only hurting me, but u also hurt my bestfriends..how can i forget that easily?!

its better if u dont contact me! its better if u dont look for me!

but..it happend now.all i can do is just ignore u

but...i cant seems to be able to do that

why u return! why u show up again..?!

why cant u let me forget u..!?

my friends keep asking 'mybe u lke him'

NO!

i dont! and i wont!

i dont care! if u like her than be it.she is one of my precious friends.i need to understand her feelings

kid..i wont fall for u..even if i did..i wont going to consider it

yes..i forgive you..up until now..i forgive u..

but

i cant forget bout it..NEVER

like Kazehaya Shouta-kun..be able to blend with others..

everyone admire him..everyone adore him..

i'm going to be like him one day..

i'm going to be myself starting when i get into the university

star new life.new friends..many friends

no BFF .just many FRIENDS

dats the ME that i'm going TO BE

KEEP COOL AND CALM , EIRA

TAKE a deep breath..exhale..inhale exhale..

you're strong EIR!

KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

ISLAM FOREMOST.future first.friendship second.romance last

ak still ingt..memories of myself when i was still in skolah rendah

hurm.meh nk cter skit sal sorng tu

Mr. MT

tyme skolah rendah..ak envied kwn2 ak ad adk angkt..smak2 plak tu..cute2

so, ak ad ckp 'wahh..nk adk angkt gk la sorang'

sorng kwn ak y dgr tu, ckp nk tlg ak crikan sorng..

she suggest of cute good looking boy..fell in love at the first sight..cehhwahh..

not in love love la..just adorable..adore him.xdela feelng lbih dr kwn uh

so..ask him to be my adk angkt

cute..!

he ckp, mnx izin dgn akak dy dlu

akak dy approve since she is my senior..and she kind of like me..haha

he become my adopted brother.tnpa usul periksa..

a year later

our hbungan maintain.but then..problems happen.

my friend seems to have fallen for him

dont care.but, her adopted brother cared about it.blame my bro

i backup my bro.salah fhm happen again

fitnah blaku..budak2 skolah rendah p0wn pndai fitnah (?)

my bro become attach to that friend of myne

he blame me.tyme slh fhm blaku tu, nmpk mcm smer slh ak

my bro ask me to ptus dgn dy.alah, sbg adk angkt kak angkt je..bknny pakwe makwe.

pesal nk kne declare ptus.lain mcm je.

ak diamkan diri je.ignore him

then he give me a treat letter -->

'lau xbreak hbungan kter sbg adk angkt, kak angkt nim, i'll use force.ak akn buat ko break dgn ak.ak akn paksa ko.termasuklah mlibatkan kwn2 ko skali.jgn mnyesal'

seyes, ak mmg xsngka y dy akn pergi sjuh nim.

so..ak diamkan diri lg.akhrnya, dy dgn geng dy bt kacau

rmai kwn2 rpat ak merana kes dorunk

diorunk bt kwn2 rpat ak nangis.rosakkan brg2 kwn rpat ak..merana kwn2 ak.kwn2 seklas ak y xde kne mngena p0wn kne dek diorunk

dasar gangster..!

lastly, ak buat pe y diorunk nak.ak declare kuat2

'ko nk break sgt?  break arh.xyah mnx dr ak p0wn dh oke.pesal ko pressure ak sgt? pesal nk ak declare break?  fine!! ptus.ko bkn adk ak lg..ak bkn akak ko lgi! ko jgn kacau kwn2 ak lagi.klau ko buat hal lg..walau skali..siap ko, ak blasah korunk, xkira k0runk laki or pompuan.ak blasah k0runk! jgn ms0k cmpur dlm hdup ak dan kwn2 ak lg!'

dasyat x amarah ak...hik3.

smpt gk ak bg ceramah kt 'kwn2' ak uh

dorunk pnya psal la jd mcm ni,..! geram aku..!

xlma uh.tyme khemah agung akhr thn 2007, kes fitnah tu reda.selesai

diorunk taw dorunk salah

mnx maaf.ak boley maaf n lupakan smer bnda y kwn2 ak buat..but, mybe ssah utk ak lupakan ap y MR.MT bt dkat ak n kwn2 rpat ak..xkn..!

one day, dy krim surat dkat ak tyme kt skolah.since it is the last year ak skolah kt ctu

dlm surat tu.dy mnx maaf.dy hope bley baik mcm dlu.boleh jd mcm dlu

bley jd adk angkt ak cam dlu blik.dat tyme ..tyme ak bca surat uh, ak mnghadap dy.

dy duk dkat bngunan seberang,mnghadap ak

ak tgk dy..dy tgk ak..kwn dy y krim surat tu dkat ak dk sblah ak..

ak pass msj dkat kwn dy uh utk bg dkat dy

ak ckp -->

'ak boleh maafkan ko.tp, klau nk hbungan baik sperti basa sbg adk angkt akak angkat..agk mustahil la'

kwn dy uh, pergi smpaikan pesanan uh.ak dk perhati lg.lpas kwn dy sampaikan pesana uh - y ak pasti dy xkn tokok tmbh cuz bdk tu honest la jgk.

Mr. MT pusing kt ak. dy tgk ak.ak buat pokerface slamba badak.ak snyum then blah.

kwn2 ak kt sblah, sengih then jelir dkat dy.ksian gk..but, nk bt cmner

Mr. MT . . btapa seksanya ak.mcm2 cara utk ak try to forget you.finally, dr thn 2007 hingga 2012, pd thn 2012 lah ak akhirnya dpt lupakan ko spnuhnya wahai budak..!

2012 - ak cbuk dgn Spm n so on..busy..too busy..

but...why..!! why did you appear in my life again you IDIOT..!!

ak xtaw ap y ko pk..yeah..mybe you forget about what happen that tyme..but i stll clearly remember ur face that tyme.

bg ko..mmg xpnting..but to me..it is one of the most mportant things that ever happen in my lfe

sbg satu pngajaran..ak xambik adk angkat lg dh.tyme skolah mnengah..no more adk angkt..sori

ak bahagia sgt cuz rmai bdk2 junior mnx ak jd their akak angkt..but..i cant..no more

MR. MT - that tyme. can you tell how much i loved you? of course u cant. u're an idiot.day by day..i found out that i loved you as a big sister. no more. not less.

cuba bygkan..ore y kter pernah syg..ore y kter syg..buat jahat..then, kter cba sdaya upaya utk lupakan dy..akhirnya, kter dpt lupakan dy..ttiba dy muncul blik dlm hdup kter..aduhh..

cnfius ak..but, its okey..dy bknnya cri ak p0wn..dont worry eir

he dont remember you at all..

dy xingt sal that day, right? RIGHT?!

tlglah jgn ingt..ak nk LUPAKAN KAU..!!

satu2nya kenangan hitam aku adalah ko..!satu2  nya org y ak nk lupa adalah ko..!

tabahkanlah hati hambaMu ini Ya Allah..AMIN.

. . MR.MT . .

please dont ruin my life

again

hello there . it's been a while, rite ?

well , spnjng cuti nim . ak xtaw nk buat pe . well , dk kt umh . kdg2 g kerja . kdg2 g zeccom

k0runk ingt lg post ak sal ak nk bli PSP ?

ye ke ? ingt ? 

hahaha . k0runk bca my blog ke x nim ?

aisyhh . xpe2 . 

mmndngkan PSP mahal . so , abh ak decde utk bli Android consul

well . bg ak okey r . cuz ak lg minat android stuff

abh ak order 2 . satu utk ak satu lg , ntahla

lama jgk nk arrived stock android nim

so , lama then lama tgu . . 

terlintas nk g jenguk zeccom . dtg plak andaian , 'abh g mana? ambk my 'PSP' ka?'

 smpai zeccom , abh ak ad kt zeccom gk

dtg ke sni ke sana..ulang alik..mundar mundir . . 

abh ak tgur , ckp 'hadiah adik dh smpai uh'

terdiam ak . 'hadiah?'

tyme ni ak tgh tgu dua jnis brg . satu psp uh , then satu lg . brg on9 y ak order

sbl0m spm lg order . xsmpai2 . adoOi. tp,sokey . ak akn caya kt unnie order tu

smpai kt umh . nk ms0k dlm umh . abh ak y bru kuar dr kete pggil .

'tgk nihhh..tadaaa!!' dy tnjuk kotak berbungkus . bsar nya!!

lawak p0wn ada . dy tnjuk kotak uh cam dy tnjuk kek y dy bli yesterday

'jeng...jeng..tadaa!! jeng jeng jeng'

hahaha . bahagia la tu , dy n mom dah abis exm OUM

standby2 , kmas pey patut . ready utk bka kotak 

wahhhh!!! excited nya !

pkir2 nk ms0kkan game pe

projek updating my android lahh

ms0kkan MP4 video . . haha . enjoy my tyme spending with my Andy

Andy ? wahh!! goOd name . spontan je kluar . hik3

aanyway . i got this on 30 December 2012

new year present la k0wt . . haha

ak mntak dgn abh sjak ta0n 2010/11 lg ehhh

sesapa y dpt slepas tarikh2 berikut . attention ! 'ak x tiru K0runk !'

srupa dgn hp ak . Champ putih

y lma.y mkin murah day by day uh

i got it as PMR present . 2010 lg kay!

so , ak TAK tiru KORUNK !

cehhh . marah nim!! hahaa

akni jnis y xske ad bnda y sma dgn org lain . so , xkn nk tiru org kan

i lke things y ONE AND ONLY je

thats it 

anyway . enjoy my Andy below

thats it all for now . 

so long , farewell . to you my friends . goOd bye for now . until we meet again

ja ne~ sayonara~

ne ne~ mitte mitte

aduhhh..sakit blakang..lama dk mngadap laptop

hurm..tringt lak kisah interview AFS dlu

well . lau k0runk ada bca sal entry ak kisah - interview AFS , korunk akn taw r

how much fun i had dat day . 

well . there is a otouto-kun dat attract me during the interview

by loOking at his appearance , he lOoked somehow unique

at first , i didnt expect anything from him . just participate the activities held like others

have fun

my eyes keep on a chinese girl - bcuz she talked to me first . i knew her first

my ears were focus on what our guide told us . guide? well..haha

then, me and dat otouto-kun got into the same group . i was surprise !

i hear his words

'wahhh! he really knows how to gve attractive words'

without noticing , i pay a lot attention on his words

his english was very goOd and i love them

indeed english have been my life-long-passion , everytime i watch english , hear english . i bcome passionate with it . but , otouto-kun 's english really attract me . he used them very well

i still remember the time when i was loOking forward for more english from him - he keep silent and said 'why you all are so silent.why dont talk?'

hahaha. i cant believe that  respond to his words 

'bcuz, you talk to much!'

i was surprise when everyone n the group gave response to my words - they laughed

i automatically laugh toO

few weeks after the interview . i manage to add his fb account

honestly i dont think he is the kind of guy that always on9 - and mybe it is hard to contact him

meanwhile , i was having problems with my friends back at school . 

i manage to keep in touch with otouto-kun , we exchange phone numbers

 i dont remember when is the first time we msj each other

but , i do remembered that i text him asking opinion about PLKN

that time i was having issues with my friends bout PLKN

he comfort me . honestly , i dont know who to contact or to share my probs

syao ? i dont think he bring his hp

ichi ? i always troubled him and i dont think i'll be able to hear things dat i want from him

ariey ? dont want to bother him

BFF ? well . i dont know . 

i played with my hp and saw his name was being on 'recently added' list

so , i texted him . he comfort me somehow since we both love Japan

then , when i joined a SPM camp . having issues with 'someone'

dont know what to do!

played with my phone again . saw his recent text , 'arhh! lama xdgr khabr otouto-kun'

so , i text him toO in the end

without me noticing it , otouto-kun has become a person that i always share things

stories . opinon . japan

everytime i;m having issues with my friends . this otouto-kun seems to be here by my side..always

thank you otouto-kun

honestly , there are a lot more to tell bout you . but my mind seems blurr

and my sis want to use laptop .

dear otouto-kun , be strong . keep moving forward . be you! most important

keep coOl and Calm . 

for being such a mature nice guy - even u're younger than me . . . THANK YOU

Raja Norizqan

ja ne~ sayonara neko-kun

Assalamualaikum

hehehe..ttba lak tringt nk bg salam..slalunya xbg p0wn kan...hahaha

tringt lak my new latest task to do . buat novel . 

actually novel baru ni special skit . skunk dlm kpala ak , ad dua novel . 

novel baru y bakal dihasilkan oleh miss EiraAthirahZulkifle

heheh

#1 novel . well . diberi tajuk ;- Sketching Love Song

hero - elle , heroin - sherry

novel ni mngishkan sherry y pndai melukis . she is good in arts . her grampa was a popular artist . sherry ni pndai juga dlm main piano . she has a very nice voice . tp , dy xpernah tnjukkan bakat dlm muzik . paremz sherry ni dua2 terlibat dlm muzik . tp , lepas ayh dy tingglkan dy n her mother smata2 demi muzik dan mnghilang mcm tu je , atuk dy tr0s bnci muzik . ayh dy tingglkan dorunk tyme her mother mngandungkan dy . her mother died tyme mlahirkan dy . tp, mother dy smpt nyanyikan satu lgu utk sherry dan sherry ingt lgu tu smpay dy bsar . sherry ni seorng y pndai dan bjaya dlm lukisan.

si elle ni lak . dy dan bbrapa org geng dy bru je ms0k unversity y sama dgn sherry . geng dy ada 4 org termasuk dy . dy dan muz sama umur dgn sherry . sekelas . dua org lg ahli geng elle (band-GEMS) shrai and gray lebih tua satu tahun dr dorunk. shrai sbg leader GEMS . mmndngkan dorunk dh jd artis idol y popular, kdatangn dorunk ke U tu mmg meriah . at the same time , dorunk tgh mncari bilik utk dijdikan pangkalan dorunk utk djdkan kelab muzik dan tmpt utk mereka blatih . 

setelah bertnya guru mrk , pihak U tsebut tpksa mmbubarkan kelab seni utk ditukar djdkan kelab muzk khas utk GEMS . pd msa y sma pula , sherry akn mnyertai ptndingan seni utk mnjd wakil btnding pd peringkt negeri seterusnya utk antarabangsa . 

smestinya , sherry dan kwn2 kelab seninya tania dan susan tdk gmbira dgn berita pembubaran tsebut . sherry tahu jikalau kelab tersebut dbubarkan , pratus utk dy mnyertai ptndingan amt tipis . 

setelah elle terdengr sherry bermain piano dan mnyanyi , dy tertarik dgn kbolehan sherry . tmbhan pula , stelah elle berkenalan dgn atuk sherry y kebetulan memerlukan ptolongannya . elle mndgr byk cerita ttg sherry dan mula rasa bmnat ingin mngenalinya dgn lbih dkat . 

taktik elle memrangkap sherry utk mnyertai kelab muzknya y akhirnya dgabungkan mnjd kelab seni dan muzik tlh mmbwa pelbgai kenangan . sherry pula y slama ini mnjd kbnggaan U dan mnjd kesenangan rmai tlh bjya mndpt musuh krn terlalu rapat dgn GEMS . bagaimana pula dgn tania dan susan?

wujudkah cinta bersegi2 antara GEMS dan the ArtGirls?

bagaimana pula dgn reaksi atuk sherry setelah sherry mulai masuk ke dlm dunia muzik?

siapa pula lelaki y setiap hujung minggu mingintip sherry?

nntikan novel terbaru Eira Athirah ni eh .

(w/pun sy sndiri bru sdar bhwa novel ni ada skit2 hmpir serupa dgn crite drama Korea, Heartsring . tp , novel ni original from me)

>Sketching Love Song<

2# novel kedua ;- Memory - my ever_lasting friends

novel ni watak utama dy of course la me!! hehehe.xdela..

novel ni mngisahkan kisah benar . ttg ak dan kwn2 satu sekolah ak . tp , novel ni fokuskan thdap kwn satu sekelas dgn ak shja . menceritakan kisah kenangan pahit manis ttg kami pelajar 5PA1 2012 SMKT . 

i just dont want our memory fadejust like that . so i decide utk tulis novel pasal kitorunk . and hopefully , dpt la memenuhi setiap ruang kandungan bku tersebut . novel psal kami ni , mmg plan utk terbitkan dan bukukan.insyaAllah...

sbl0m end SPM lg  ak dh bgtaw my daddy y ak nk PSP

mmndngkan mommy akn cbuk main komputer . my sis lk mesti gna her laptop . laptop ak , rosak

so, ak gtaw daddy ak . yang ak nk PSP .

 dy ckp - tgu la lpas SPM lau ye p0wn

ak ckp blik - okep! lpas SPM ehh...deh3!!

so , SPM ended . ak sering jgk sbut sal PSP jerp . 

bka internet . fuhh!! jmpa sekor Dochi , hedgehog . 

terkenan lak!! nk !! hahaha..

oke2 . gtaw abh .rm 100 je sekor . 

(skunk ni ak slalu mnx2 brg/bnda dr abh) - bru prasan >_<

abh bg no komen

then , mmula abh ckp ; xley bli PSP . mahal . terkilan ak

kan dh jnji . ner ley cmnie . 

no!!

fine, bli psp je..xyh hedghog . usha2 psp kt kb . ada la y murah2

abh nk bg lmpu ijau lau jmpa murah lg

ksian Dochi ak 

 dlm kete . my mom ungkit sal kejer tyme ak cuti nim

ak ckp ak nk g klas music . tr0s abh ak ckp . plih, nk psp or join klas music?

hahhh!??!!!!! ner ley gnm . kan dh cancel Dochi . terkilan ak buat kli kdua

kan sbl0m SPM lg ak dh ckp . nk psp n ms0k klas music.pesal baru nk bg kata putus

sakit ati nya ak...!!!!!

jnji tak ditepatila gnim!!!

fine! ak kumpul duit sndiri . syg sgt duit . jnji xtunai . cari duit n byr sndiri la sng . 

ikutla, lau ak jd pncuri, prompak...why i care..why they care..

stress aku..!!

nk buat cmnerla pasni . aduHHH!!