my Mr. MIND

its bothering my mind ever since then

ever since i met him again - i thought we would never meet

but, everything change.kono kanji..wakaranai

jiwonya..!! haha

kono wa kanji..watashi wa wakaranai

am i..how i feel about him

how i feel when he return..

i just dont get it..!!

 dont understand my own feelings at all..i'm confius

am i heppy dat returned? or am i not..mybe i feel burden or uneasy..

knowing the fact that my friend seem to still liking him

then , he looked for me..

my last words dat tyme was very hurtful to him.to hurt for him to face me

but then, why did he look for me..?

i dont want to give him any hopes..cuz i dont want it toO

even if u dont feel anything anymore.but to me, our friendship from that tyme hurt me alot

not only hurting me, but u also hurt my bestfriends..how can i forget that easily?!

its better if u dont contact me! its better if u dont look for me!

but..it happend now.all i can do is just ignore u

but...i cant seems to be able to do that

why u return! why u show up again..?!

why cant u let me forget u..!?

my friends keep asking 'mybe u lke him'

NO!

i dont! and i wont!

i dont care! if u like her than be it.she is one of my precious friends.i need to understand her feelings

kid..i wont fall for u..even if i did..i wont going to consider it

yes..i forgive you..up until now..i forgive u..

but

i cant forget bout it..NEVER

like Kazehaya Shouta-kun..be able to blend with others..

everyone admire him..everyone adore him..

i'm going to be like him one day..

i'm going to be myself starting when i get into the university

star new life.new friends..many friends

no BFF .just many FRIENDS

dats the ME that i'm going TO BE

KEEP COOL AND CALM , EIRA

TAKE a deep breath..exhale..inhale exhale..

you're strong EIR!

KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

ISLAM FOREMOST.future first.friendship second.romance last