Salam..
Hye korunk...acap kali kan ak update blog skunk
Hirm...meh nk cter skit...sal what happened today

Today...jnji dgn that guy jumpa kt mid. My rummates all ikut..jmpa..ok.
Mkn dlu..snyap jap...xtaw nk ckp apa..

Dlm hati..ok...dy xbrubah..hahaha .then gerak ke mph...tyme mkn tu dy ad ckp kwn dy nk join..

Tyha tnya, girl or boy..dy ckp girl..terkjut eden!! Ok..mental breakdown...

Kt mph...jmpa..dy tgu that girl kt dpn..xmsok lg...then tgh tgh me plih bku...
Dy dtg with that girl...tyha was like..
Eira..ada org nk knal ni..
Ak cm..huhh??

Ok..jmpa...shakehands..knal nma pe smer..i dont dare to look of that guy and her direct in the eye..
Awkward and shock !!!!
Its trUe that between us xde pape...but...introducing a girl that he said not his gf...awkward...makes me feel weird...

Mental breakdown...my gigirls all mrah..mcm laki ni...xbtol je...mainkan prasaan ak...

Asked them...couple?
Nope..then??
Friends......
Really??
Yeah...

I heard her name before...i saw her face before...i knew her before...

Ok fine...lau ye pown...sngaja or x...not this way...ckp tros terang bleh kan..
Eira..i want u to forget me...leave me away..
Bley je ckp camtue...kan...

Not this one!!!!! Sakit gler hati..not like i still have feelings toward him but....we used to b...STC..

U want me to give up on u...when i already am...fine...i WILL...

Permenantly...forget u...
Btw...tell ur sisters and family that we are no longer together...tell them that bfore doing this to me...what do u think i am...??!!

Salam..
Ok..today..ak nk cter skit sal kolej ak kt KL ni..
Called FTMS international college. I like the name. Financial Training And Management Service.

I got accounting and finance here. I loves this college so so much. Why? Yes..bcause it is mara. I got mara. Then, bcause it is international
I got to meet various kind of people from various country.

Most of them, from Nigeria. I meet new friends which i never thought i would meet. Sure that they cant replace 'her' but...now..here..i have them.

The facilities here Are great..the library..the court..the moden facilities make thing went on cool. The college area too. Its in thr techno park bukit jalil. Awesome when we found out that there, not only FTMS..but, other private college as well. It really make me feels im in oversea..

Here...i got experience staying at a penthouse. With other 11housemates + 2 roommates. Everyone were great. Of course we would have issue but...not fighting..no serious fighting occurs.

I enjoy study here most bcause of the environment. I get comfortable. The guards, admins...everyone in it were great friendly..of course they would be strict but..they re friendly..dont be afraid to ask and respect them. Thats all u need.

But....i guess i need to say bye bye after all...i got two offers..the first once..im not sure whether i will be accpted or not but, the second one...uitm. i didnt know that i got upu..so, i just ignore and bashed ipta all along. My heart closes for iota sNce i enjoyed staying here A LOT..

Tried to convince my parents...but, i dont want to burden them with money..ipta is better than ipts. That what people said. And they believe it. I guess, i will listen to them snce i need some permit to stdy. I need their willing heart.

FTMS and everyone in it....i will miss u guys...i love you guys so much. Even thou im just a new student...but..i know my feelingsm i loved it here..

Stay forward kay. I will pray for ur success...always...

Salam
Hye korunk...i wanna share a little bit things bout a guy named harui naru..and another guy

Harui naru. Ive come to like that name so so much. Rather than having a so called boyfriend name, peter.pan ..this virtual name is more official. Peter.pan is a so called name describing how that guy would be and how my dream guy might look like.. harui naru is a virtual name i made for him..when i meet him one day

Previous one...i used Syaoran snce i loves ccs and tsubasa chronicles so much. My childhood friends would said im the sakura. If im sakura, my bf would be syaoran - that what i thought. Then, i ve overcome that era...

About another guy...im not sure how i feel about him. Weve been friends for such a long tyme. I did distance myself away from him bcause he has so many fans. The girls like him. I can see. But, one day..he wave at me smiling. I got pretty shock. He said that..ive became different, we were close but suddenly i went distance from him. He is hurt. The days after he wave at me, we bcame close again. Im glad that i have such a good friend like him.

I did thought, 'ahh..a good guy like him..i wonder if one day he bcame my bf' but..that is just too impossible.

I dont know why. Mybe ive bcome too desperate to hve one...bf...hurm...im crazy. I know. I admitted it. My feelings toward him? Hurm...some part of my heart thinks he IS really special to me and i dont want to make he hate me. Some part of me only thinks him as a friend. Im confuse.

I guess..im scared. If he knew how i feel toward him, mybe he would distance himself from me and mybe i would ruin our friendship..

I always share my probs with him bcaise i feel comfortable. He is a nice guy. He likes to tease me and i can never wins againts him. I feel comfortable.. sometimes i wish that he would likes me..hahahaha..but...i guess he only thinks me only as a friend.

Syaoran? Sometimes..part from me thinks of him snce, he is the first one that bcame my bf. As the matter of fact, i dont even know whether he actually likes me or he is just going on with the flow toward me.. if he ever ask me back...i dont think i can accept. It depends on the situation.

About that another guy...i like him. But i dont want to ruin our friendship. If he likes me back...thats OKAY!! Lets go on with it..! Hahaha...but, for him to like me would definitely be impossible. To tell u the truth, im confise with my own feelings. I want to wait for a guy to come to me and confess that he likes me and then manage to make me fall for him. That kind of guy.

To tell u the truth too..sometimes, i did think to go up to that another guy..and say.. 'can i at least pretend to be ur gf for the meantime u find a real one?' How i wish....but.....

Ill just wait...someone somewhere..is made for u..for me..............

Im jealous seeing couples!!! I want to share my stories and probs with a real trusted guy too....sobss...

Harui.naru i will wait for u. And sometimes, i do wish that u would be 'him' ~HiRo~

Salam..hye hye korunk...
Today...ada head of college msok class kitorunk..he asked us to write something..topic, my first day in kuala lumpur...

I wrote it very well then he asked me to present in front. He said, he was observing me during that time all along. I wrote very smooth...he said. Kekekee...

Presented in front and he liked it very much. He said my english is very good. And also...in my head..i was like, sir..im an english novelist and i loves story telling...

Well, ended those session. I got really stress when i read moments and status about a friend of myne.. she always stressed out. I got worried.

Ko kne control n byk sbr. Ko kt sna..xde org knal ko sgt lg. Diorunk xtaw lg ko cmner. Jgnla cmnie..nnt benda y jd kt kmj berulang balik..ko jgn kta, ko nk dk sorng2 kt sna. Xde org kt dunia ni bley dk sorng. Everyone needs someone, at least friends. Nabi ada someone.

Have faith in urself more dear..im worried. U r a big girl now. U can make ur own decision but please make those decision b positive and good also wise. Dont make speechless yet useless decision. Dont say things like, 'for their own good' 'dont wanna involve anyone'

I know that u r strong but....dont take all the burden for urself. Dont b like this..ur fmily might b worried if they knew...dont make them wlrried. U r already far from them..

Whatever happen, im still ur friend. We r still friends. Dont forget that. Dont forget that im always here for u...always...my dear eryn...

Be positive always......good luck..smile always..stau cheerful..

Tsuyoikini..mutekini...genki..honki..suteki...yuuki..shinji....

Salam..mornin
Hye guys...the first thing first...im hungry!!

Meh nk cteer skit sal housemates ak...
Me here...19YO second old here...kt umh ni ad tiga org akak y about two years older..

Mmula msok..jmpa a girl..one year younger..name J..and her friend, yaya.. j from kedah. Yaya from sabah. Both of then were very adorable..i like seeing then handle n managed their life here..like they are already matured...

Met, kak ya and mila. Kak ya also from kelantan. Mila is an indian girl. Same age as me. Kak ya is a very sportive sister..she is very responsible too...she is strict and serious is some matters..mila, dont talk much..but she good..she reminded me of harshini from kmj..hahaha

Met nora...a tomboyish yet cute girl..from perak too..she got a boify from kelantan..hahaha..one year younger..

Met the two indian siblings. The elder doesnt talk much yet..but the younger is a very friendly one.

Met farah and seri..farah, same age as me..seri younger..everyone seems ok..even thou they are quiet social..but they are ok....not all of then are social thou..hehehe...for now, im okay..

Met shahira...she rarely here at the house..i dont see here around the house yet..but we met quiet frequent in college thou..

My roommates?? Met Tyha n Jiha. Both from klantn.same age..gahaha...i think the one that get to my sense most is, Tyha..poor Jiha always get bullied...hahahaha...

A surprsing thing happend...we didnt realoze that we bcame thus close..we bcame close fast..how did we bcame close??

Tyha..i bcame close with her mother on the first day..automatically with her as well..tyha is humorous. Full of sense..like jokes..easy to go..

Jiha, she often volunteer herself to do works. Chores..honestly, me n Tyha doesnt want to push and force her to much..but, she always volunteer doing things. She gets scared easily too..jiha, u need to raise up ur confident since u will be in a different class from us both. Me n Tyha in the same class...be independant kay, jiha..we're worried about u..

I just hope nothing will go wrong between us three...siNce we're roommates and we are each others first friend here..

But...i guess....my dear friend from kmj still the best...hahahahaha...we always argued...missed that idiot girl...kik3
Take care urself there....enjoy...!! Dont stressed out...in two days will be ur birthday thou...kekekeje..

Salam..hye korunk
Nk taw perkembngan ak?? Ok...jom..ak nk bercerita..

Smlm...hantar my sis ke UMK bachok..
Mmula tgk kampus dy...fuyyyooo...ok ok...ak interested...du ambk tekno kreatif...dan ak mnat gler bidang tu...sokey...my sis bley ambk...

Then...gerak kt hostel...errr..lbih kurang cam plkn ak jerp..hahaha..ok..bkn nk mnghina...hakikat..

Trok gler..tandas...blik...awfull!! Sokey sis..be strong....bykkn bsabar..huhu...i support u awaysss..

Tros gerak ke KL utk dftr me kt my kolej lak...salam2 smer..gerak..

Otw uh..chats dgn bbdk kmj...Sporting gler diorunk..aduhh..tahan gelak je..mntang2lar rmai from KL..hehehe..untung btol kan...syukur ad kwn cam diorunk..

My dad start ngantuk tyme drve..mcm2 cara me n mom bt..nk bg dy segar..xjd..ak sruh brenti rehat dy xnk...tp, last2 brenti gk jap...smbung perjlanan..arrved in kajang...

Stay at marvelot hotel kajang and curi line wifi free...hehehe..

Me? Im going to enter..FTMS international college...Financial Training n Management Services International College...ambk kos Accounting and Finance...

Well..everyone...wish me luck..kne stdy BI dlu 3 bln...utk IELTS...huhu..ganbarimassu !

Go go!