try to forget you but....

ak still ingt..memories of myself when i was still in skolah rendah

hurm.meh nk cter skit sal sorng tu

Mr. MT

tyme skolah rendah..ak envied kwn2 ak ad adk angkt..smak2 plak tu..cute2

so, ak ad ckp 'wahh..nk adk angkt gk la sorang'

sorng kwn ak y dgr tu, ckp nk tlg ak crikan sorng..

she suggest of cute good looking boy..fell in love at the first sight..cehhwahh..

not in love love la..just adorable..adore him.xdela feelng lbih dr kwn uh

so..ask him to be my adk angkt

cute..!

he ckp, mnx izin dgn akak dy dlu

akak dy approve since she is my senior..and she kind of like me..haha

he become my adopted brother.tnpa usul periksa..

a year later

our hbungan maintain.but then..problems happen.

my friend seems to have fallen for him

dont care.but, her adopted brother cared about it.blame my bro

i backup my bro.salah fhm happen again

fitnah blaku..budak2 skolah rendah p0wn pndai fitnah (?)

my bro become attach to that friend of myne

he blame me.tyme slh fhm blaku tu, nmpk mcm smer slh ak

my bro ask me to ptus dgn dy.alah, sbg adk angkt kak angkt je..bknny pakwe makwe.

pesal nk kne declare ptus.lain mcm je.

ak diamkan diri je.ignore him

then he give me a treat letter -->

'lau xbreak hbungan kter sbg adk angkt, kak angkt nim, i'll use force.ak akn buat ko break dgn ak.ak akn paksa ko.termasuklah mlibatkan kwn2 ko skali.jgn mnyesal'

seyes, ak mmg xsngka y dy akn pergi sjuh nim.

so..ak diamkan diri lg.akhrnya, dy dgn geng dy bt kacau

rmai kwn2 rpat ak merana kes dorunk

diorunk bt kwn2 rpat ak nangis.rosakkan brg2 kwn rpat ak..merana kwn2 ak.kwn2 seklas ak y xde kne mngena p0wn kne dek diorunk

dasar gangster..!

lastly, ak buat pe y diorunk nak.ak declare kuat2

'ko nk break sgt?  break arh.xyah mnx dr ak p0wn dh oke.pesal ko pressure ak sgt? pesal nk ak declare break?  fine!! ptus.ko bkn adk ak lg..ak bkn akak ko lgi! ko jgn kacau kwn2 ak lagi.klau ko buat hal lg..walau skali..siap ko, ak blasah korunk, xkira k0runk laki or pompuan.ak blasah k0runk! jgn ms0k cmpur dlm hdup ak dan kwn2 ak lg!'

dasyat x amarah ak...hik3.

smpt gk ak bg ceramah kt 'kwn2' ak uh

dorunk pnya psal la jd mcm ni,..! geram aku..!

xlma uh.tyme khemah agung akhr thn 2007, kes fitnah tu reda.selesai

diorunk taw dorunk salah

mnx maaf.ak boley maaf n lupakan smer bnda y kwn2 ak buat..but, mybe ssah utk ak lupakan ap y MR.MT bt dkat ak n kwn2 rpat ak..xkn..!

one day, dy krim surat dkat ak tyme kt skolah.since it is the last year ak skolah kt ctu

dlm surat tu.dy mnx maaf.dy hope bley baik mcm dlu.boleh jd mcm dlu

bley jd adk angkt ak cam dlu blik.dat tyme ..tyme ak bca surat uh, ak mnghadap dy.

dy duk dkat bngunan seberang,mnghadap ak

ak tgk dy..dy tgk ak..kwn dy y krim surat tu dkat ak dk sblah ak..

ak pass msj dkat kwn dy uh utk bg dkat dy

ak ckp -->

'ak boleh maafkan ko.tp, klau nk hbungan baik sperti basa sbg adk angkt akak angkat..agk mustahil la'

kwn dy uh, pergi smpaikan pesanan uh.ak dk perhati lg.lpas kwn dy sampaikan pesana uh - y ak pasti dy xkn tokok tmbh cuz bdk tu honest la jgk.

Mr. MT pusing kt ak. dy tgk ak.ak buat pokerface slamba badak.ak snyum then blah.

kwn2 ak kt sblah, sengih then jelir dkat dy.ksian gk..but, nk bt cmner

Mr. MT . . btapa seksanya ak.mcm2 cara utk ak try to forget you.finally, dr thn 2007 hingga 2012, pd thn 2012 lah ak akhirnya dpt lupakan ko spnuhnya wahai budak..!

2012 - ak cbuk dgn Spm n so on..busy..too busy..

but...why..!! why did you appear in my life again you IDIOT..!!

ak xtaw ap y ko pk..yeah..mybe you forget about what happen that tyme..but i stll clearly remember ur face that tyme.

bg ko..mmg xpnting..but to me..it is one of the most mportant things that ever happen in my lfe

sbg satu pngajaran..ak xambik adk angkat lg dh.tyme skolah mnengah..no more adk angkt..sori

ak bahagia sgt cuz rmai bdk2 junior mnx ak jd their akak angkt..but..i cant..no more

MR. MT - that tyme. can you tell how much i loved you? of course u cant. u're an idiot.day by day..i found out that i loved you as a big sister. no more. not less.

cuba bygkan..ore y kter pernah syg..ore y kter syg..buat jahat..then, kter cba sdaya upaya utk lupakan dy..akhirnya, kter dpt lupakan dy..ttiba dy muncul blik dlm hdup kter..aduhh..

cnfius ak..but, its okey..dy bknnya cri ak p0wn..dont worry eir

he dont remember you at all..

dy xingt sal that day, right? RIGHT?!

tlglah jgn ingt..ak nk LUPAKAN KAU..!!

satu2nya kenangan hitam aku adalah ko..!satu2  nya org y ak nk lupa adalah ko..!

tabahkanlah hati hambaMu ini Ya Allah..AMIN.

. . MR.MT . .

please dont ruin my life

again