Eira as SMF

Salam, heyyaa,, 

I;ve been one of the JPK during my diploma years and now, 

in my degree years, I've become a SMF

what is SMF,, 

similar to JPK, but, JPK is more toward things regarding the UiTM hostels, 

SMF is more toward the faculty, 

at first, i joined SMF because i thought the merit can be included into the hostel's merit,,

but, it was all a misunderstanding,, 

but i dont regret in joining the team, 

i was introduced to SMF by my friend from diploma time, 

with the introduction as SMF is being under the command of MPP,, 

UiTM's highest student councils

i went to the interview,, 

i dont know much about the organization, but, i joined them , 

i passed the simple interview, 

questions as such;

'ur experience'

'what can u commit?'

honestly, i joined their whatsapp group,

the group was sooooo quiet,, 

a faculty program been spread,, but i know nothing about it,, 

for my opinion, i think SMF should handle the event, 

but why does no orders or notice been giving?

not being satisfied, i speak to the group asking why arent SMF involved in such events?

pointing the facts about the idleness of the group 

a MPP who was in the group too , approach me,, 

saying things like how she admired me being a very straightforward person,,

being brave to speak like that ,

first official meeting held, 

everyone was literally, 

'oh, u're that eira'

'u r the eira ....'

YES,, THATS me,, whats wrong with it?

time passed by, 

there's event and activities that i joined as the newbie SMF 

a new interview happend, to elect the high council members of the SMF,, 

without knowing the purpose at first, i went to the interview again, 

i was informed, it was a filtering interview, 

a new era came, 

i became the secretary of SMF 

me and few other members join the election for MPP,

well, i lost, but i gained so much new experience, 

i experience of being sabotage, 

knowing whose friends and whose foes

 when the MPP was announce, i was the happiest person,, the ones that won , 

was the one that i mostly agreed with that decision, 

new semester came, 

two MPPs elected, 

one from my campus, one from the other

saw their true colors, 

disappointed,, 

one is okay,, another one is,, dissapointing, 

i vows to protect my team, 

to do the best for them, 

to make sure the team's image will not go wasted, 

we're already rising,, the upper authority saw our values, 

always seeking out help, 

always seeking to collab with us, 

yes, i lead them , 

i may not be the president, but, i lead them 

being a secretary sure is busy,, but, 

president should play their roles well,, 

i'm having the other high council members as 'busy' people, 

by the end of the semester came, 

meetings and events were missing them,, 

the team started to depend pn me 100%

i started making decision on my own

discussing only with the top authority , 

i lead so many

i gained so many

people started to judge 

i had many argument with the other campus's MPP

misunderstanding, hypocrisy

argued with their side, 

they came unannounced but rushed us, 

'we did so much, already' is what they're trying to potray

my treasurer back them up, blaming me to treat them harshly, 

'they volunteered to do the research, why r u treating them like this?'

I DIDNT ASK THEM to do that

'they came all the way here, so far, they event rent the car, how can u be like this?'

HELLO, they came here RARELY, its US that always RENT cars to go to their campus,, 

its US that always HAD to go to their campus

they came to our campus only twice!!

where's the fair and square in that?

my assistance back me up, saying 

'is the treasurer stupid?'

but, i said nothing

NOTHING

its time for the new election, 

certificates must be distribute, 

as the symbol

the high council became impatient, as they want their certificate asap

they became unsatisfied with me as i always discussed things behind their back, 

(its them that always idling me, so i gave up in discussing with them) 

pushing about the certificates, i went silent, 

why would they asked me when they can ask the authority themselves?

they said i'm being rude to the president, 

sorry?

i'm only rude to those that rude to me

get what i'm trying to say?

hierarchy or not, if u dont do ur job and take ur responsibilities seriously,,

i'll lost my respect to u

misunderstanding happend, 

its time for my internship, 

new elections of MPP happend, 

being far from them, having my internship in a happy mood

everyday

not being stress about SMF at all..

new semester began 

first week, 

the rest of high council calls for a meeting, 

to dissemble their position, 

to find another high council members

to resign 

where is their promises?

to keep the position on until i fiinish my internship?

i havent finished yet

there is their promises?

why the rush?

where's their responsibilities?

they elects 'incompetent' people to replace them?

what the hell is that?

did u not know their qualification?

election through voting?

no interview?

and official , right awayy???

what the heck is thatt?

i cannot believe how unprofessional can they be

and they call themselves, seniors?

i was once 'marked' as power greed, 

i was elect as the advisor for the team by my MPP

and yes, 

i WILL be the power greed advisor,,

u see

i have faith in my new MPP

and i wont let him down

i wont let the team down, 

hate me

judge me

u WONT know the reasons i do things

dont try 

i gave up on u people

selfish people

i've come this far since the first time i became a SMF

i came from an unknown SMF to a WELL-KNOWN SMF team in the campus

i'll leave and graduate from the PRESTIGE SMF

insyaAllah