Salam..hye korunk..nk ak cter something x??

its about lovesss and relationship..
When people asked me how would my dream boy be...i would say.. 'he is someone that likes me first and manage to make me fall for him' thats the truth..

Then, i began describing using idols world..first up..my kpop crush..SUJU kim heechul.. to b honest, i like his rude and straightforward attitude..we're alike..so i put that he is my crush since i want someone that is similiar to me..
This way, we could be comfortable and be close..

After that, i began to liks SUJU Lee Donghae..he is sooooooo childish..i like him goofing around..he is so cheerful..happy go lucky and cute in his own ways..

I like someone with those attitude...this way, everyday will be fun...heeeeee

Then, i began to like EXO KAI..
his talents are the best..i like him dancing...somewhere whithin himself attracted me..

I began to know EXO ChanYeol...yup..he is my bias now..childish..happy virus..beagle line..born in 1992, not far gap from me thou.. i like him..everything bout him..

He is my dream boy indeed....to b honest..if i look at a guy..i dont look at their face or appearance first...i look at their personalities...Yeolie stole my heart by using his personalities...

Toodaayyy....is the first day...the first tyme...i met someone and i fell for his looks...he is the same as i am...wanna know more about him?? Aint telling u....not just yet...u too Eryn, i know u read my blog..hahaha..dont ask me bout him yet..dont wanna tell anyone yet..ngeee..

My dream guy...is someone that likes me first and manage to make me fall for him in return with having those above criteria...manage to make me fall for him..fair n square..honestly from the bottom of our heart...

salam..korunk..missed u so much..
xsmpt nk updaye blpg since komp bru format..well..raya mcm mana??hehehe 
ok ok..ak xnk ckp sal raya pd entry ni sbnarnya..nk cter la skit ..
smlm, ak p braye umh geng ak..mmula umh tqah..ichi n azmira also aiman pown ad..then join ichi ke umh aira, my kembar ..
since lma xdgr khbr masing2, bka la topik diorunk y kapel2 ni..mmula aira cter kisah dy n him..ok ok..
tgh tgh dy syok bercerita, dy tnya sal me n syao...i told her randomly, eirasyao dh xde..dy nk taw cter lg lanjut..me pown cter laa

mmula break dgn dy..dy told his friend y dy n me dh xde pape..ak tkjut sbb dy xde mnx break pown but ttba dy gtaw kwn dy cmtue..ak tnya dy sndr..btol ke?
he admit it..he wanted us to be back as friends . ok..im cool..still kwn kan..xkisahla..end

dpt lak cter, from a friend of mine told me that he wanted me to wait for him..since both of us were still stdying..nnt lpas abis bljr bru proceed..i think..bt xtaw sal this matter..snyap..
me start to open my heart to another relation..trying to forget him..forget my previous feelings toward him..
then, ichi lak cter..he said he havent told me this but syao said something to him bout us both..dy ckp msa ichi bt open house few days before.
syao ckp, he cant give me any komitmen..err..i wanted to ask ichi,aira n azmira badly..DEFINE 'KOMITMEN'
apa mksud dy???
ichi ckp lg..syao worried if kitorunk still kapel..what if something bad happen to him..since syao is in upnm..askar..so dy bmbng if ad something bad happen to him..what will happen to me??
my friends who know bout this all support me and him by saying syao is such a nice guy...arghh!!

im confuse...stop mixong my feeling .im trying to forget u..u are my past..ak xbk bertepuk sblah tgn..korunk..apa pndpt korunk!!

adoyai

hai hai hai...

salam..

these past few days...apa y aku buat,.\\..?? hurm..

kalau nk cter smer...mmg rasanya, lbih juzuk Al-Quran..hehe

dlu dlu punya cerita...erm..ttba bley kuar dgn my aunts, uncle and kazen..

ke mana...? ke KBM..

my kazens singgah dlu at my house..then dy ckp nk g KBM..

ak p0wn ckp la..bestnya..nk mcflury oreo..

tr0s dy ajk join...xpnah2 ak cpt stuju dy ajk join..

amat jarang n susah utk ak kuar lepak dgn family members without my sis along..

tp, kali ni..laju je...tr0s naik ke bilik...tukar bju..bersiap pkai shawl..

naik kete dgn dy...mnuju ke rumah nnek utk pick up aunts and uncle..

che sue, che ha n ayah p..

mnuju ke KBM..

diorunk ckp, nk singggah someone jap..mkn2..ak on je la..

ke KBM dlu...pusing2..cari seluar yoh p n che ha..

me plan cari kasut...found..cari case tab...errr...xde y berkenan..

singgah mcD..bought mcflurry n large fries..

mkn dlm kete.. (ni cter bkn zmn puasa)

then, gerak ke...Cherana Resort...utk mkn2

jauh jgak la perjalann ke sana uh..

sampai je...jmpa aunt and uncle with their children..

join mkn..solat dlu kt resort tu..

tgk tmpat dy..wahhh..awesome..

took few pictures..agk xpuas hati sbb kamera bkn DSLR..sobs sobs..

then, gerak balik..

otw balik, singgah ke Balai Islam KB..

ada kempen..

ms0k kjap..

ada ceramah from ustaz Don..

xms0k p0wn dlm dwn dy...sbb smer pkai sopan2...berjubah..baju kurung..

kit0runk..?? err...hahaa..

rasa awkward gler..tr0s balik..

ni cerita dlu dlu gk - pesta wau kelantan..antarabangsa...

ak mmg xpnah lg ke sana..walaupun klantan tu tmpt ak..

tp, xpnah lg p..

thn ni..Alhamdulillah...ada rezki p..

mmg excited gler..

mmula, pergi wktu mlm..tgk y bercahaya...berlampu bagai..

esknya, p jgk..first singgah kt wau wau sekalian..

took photos..excited gler ak...

selca p0wn ak xmalu waktu tu..slalunya malu je lau khlayak rmai..

tp, dh hati ni excited gler dah...hahaha..

wahhh wahhhh..!! ak pkai terkois putih that day..

cahaya kt pntai lak..overload..

so, gmbr...lawa laa..good good

suke giler !!

then, ke pntai seberang...mandi manda..

join kazens n sedara y lain kt sana..

diorunk je mandi..ak dk tepi je sorng2..took photos..

uncle ak ad sorng nk angkut ak lempar dlm air..ak cabut !!

then, join diorunk bt istana pasir...haha..cam bbdk..

tp, gmbr2...perghhhh..awesome..

candids...full of memories..memories captured..

aku dalam proses buat lesen kete...huhu

agk penat n membara r...mnguji kesabaran bt0l akak2 n abg2 kt pjabat dy uh

aisyhh! geram ase

sabar sabar..

hari tu...ak ada join kursus temuduga SPA...dy bg tips cmner nk lulus pass tmuduga SPA..

ak ajk kwn2 ak join in..

mcm2 alasan diorunk bg..fine lah k0runk...

in the end...ak ajk one of my trustworthy friend, my kazen..same-aged..

dy on..oraip !!

jmpa kt sana..venue..gelanggang seni..

agk penat..

we talked a lot..hahaha..tp, kitorunk focus kay..

end, che sue mai ambk...kak mimiey p0wn ada..

diorunk bwa kitorunk ke OldTown Coffee..

first time..for me..

enjoyed...ske dy punya cafe..

mknan p0wn best..i mkn chicken chop jerp..

with grape juice..

best..!! took photos..my friends ingt ak kt KL..kikkikkik..

otw, balik..g hntr hanchan balik dlu..pasir mas..

solat kt umh dy..

knal2 rumah dy..org umh dy..

took picture with her...nnti i upload dlm fb eh, hanchan...

kitorunk ada salam gaya sendiri..gaya laki..

hahaha..gaya shinee k0wt..terkjut ak..

ak hulur tgn nk slm dgn dy..dy sambut salam..n buat gesture salam tu jd lain..

style laki salam..haha

lawak la..mmula sbl0m hntr dy ke umh dy ni..dy dh salam dgn ak..salam cmtue la..

ak ingtkn dy tersalah capai tgn ak..

then, salam last sbl0m ak blah..dy bt cmtue gk..

haddoOi la hanchan..lawak lawak..

sokey..i like...hehehe..trademark kter..

tp, ak xckp pape p0wn sal tu//hehe

until we meet again hanchan..buhbye!!

so nice spending time and talk w

skunk ni p0wn dlm proses mncari swasta punya school...

err..university..

taylor U dah melepas...money overload...sobs...

sokay...one day..ak hntr ank2 ak stdy sana...

insyaAllah

hhaaa...skunk ni dh ms0k bln puasa..

amcam korunk..??

heheh..y gigirls tu..fhm2 lah kan..kompom2 xckup sebulan..

well..happy fasting..

happy Ramadhan..

and JULY..please be nice to me..

till next time..baiiieee...~

sayonara

annyeong

salam..

hye hye

lama x update blog kan k0runk..

sorry ssgt..xde mood n xde topik..hehe

sejak dua menjak ni..?

hurm..well, kita abaikan dlu crite alkisah aku..

meh, ak nk cter sal someone dlu

budak paling senget kt KMJ - Kolej Matrikulasi Johor..

kolej mencari jodoh..haha

siapa? 

nak taw..? bt0l..? oraip..jom, its story telling time with eira..

hehe..

budak ni..dy slalu je cari pasal dgn ak..yes? a girl..

mmula ms0k kmj..lngsung xtlintas akn rapat dgn dy

first kt kmj..ak rpat dgn Shidah..then, with Shini..then, no longer rapat..

rpat plak dgn Zehra..

after that..this girl ttba ajk ak kuar lepak sesama..kuar mkn sesama kt cafe

'xpnah lg mkn skali dgn eira' - katanya..

plek n heran ak jadinya..hurm, ON jela..dh niat dy baik nk knal2 dgn ak..

ptg2, turun ke pdg..lepak..riadah...

cycling..and played tennis too..its her first tyme, i think..

she is the first girl / friend y ak cter scara open sal SM..SuJu..

aku p0wn surprised..susah utk ak crite sal tu kt org..

but, she seems interest..ak bley nmpk y dy mnat SM..so..myb tu y buat ak sng cter kt dy sal SM

tmbah2, bler ak cter kt dy..dy nmpk excited..ak p0wn excited nk share lg..

lma2, jd mkin rpat..n skunkjd gila2 rapat dgn dy

buat kerja gler..together gether..haha

dy bad mood, ak cover..mulut dy pedas - ak cover..

hahaha..

ak fhm sgt perangai dy..myb sbb ak nmpk diri ak pd dy..

my sis always say that i talk a lot..well..ak n bdk ni ad byk persamaan..

tu dr segi pandangan ak..cuma ak xde gtaw dy sal ni..

but, yes..ak nmpk je baik..but i'm a lot like u when i'm here at home..

dy sng rpat dgn ckgu..

ckp byk..yes..

but...dy sportive..jujur ak ckp, wlaupun dy mmg BANYAK ckp..but..

lau xde dy...mmg xbest..

yes, ak akui..ak mungkin akn mnyesal sluruh hdup ak lau ak xknal rpat dgn dy tyme kt KMJ..

its fun to know her..even thou we get in a lot of troble..but, that is what we called EXPERIENCE..

lau xkrn dy..ak xdpt mkn KFC..haha..dy blnja..

lau xkrn dy..ak xkn dpt kuar KMJ g hospital..cari pngalamn g MUAR..

lau xkrn dy..ak xde pngalamn kuar KMJ dgn fmily dy

lau xkrn dy..ak xkn dpt enjoy kt Melaka..

lau xkrn dy...ak xdpt knal dgn bbdk floor dy

lau xkrn dy..ak xdpt nk share n jmpa kepercayaan y serasi utk kongsi byk rahsia ak

lau xkrn dy...mungkin smpai bler2 ak hdup dgn shabat y tdk berkekalan

krn dy, ak dpt rasa persahabatan cam style laki..

style y xambk kisah sal org lain

style y xcerewet

style xpengekut..style y xmngada2..

style AKU..

tyme kt Melaka, ak badmood - dy lembutkan hati aku..

dy bt ak tringt sal Ajiq y susah pyh join kitorunk lepak..

lau xkrn dy hari tu...mmg ak mnyesal..

dy slalu ingt y dy slalu sakitkan ati aku..

ak dh biasa la..ak dh msak dgn prangai ko..ak xkisah

ko xlayan ak tyme ak ckp..ak xkisah..

asalkan ak taw ko dgr - sbb tu hari tu, ak ckp dgn ko..but ak dpt rasa y ko xdgr..

then, ko tnya ak 'apa'..next tyme..listen to me, ok!!

kdg2, tyme dy badmood p0wn ak ckp xbrenti..ak taw dy badmood - lg lah ak ckp byk..haha

first tyme ak nmpk dy nangis sbb ad probs skit kt KMJ dlu..mmg terkilan gler

wOow!! manusia mana..y brani bt dy nangis? - tu r ak first pk

sifat kelakian ak wajib muncul bler ak nmpk another 'weak' person dpn ak

automatik ak akn rasa y ak nk 'jaga' diorunk

asal ak jmpa je org jnis cmtu..automatik the male me kuar..

mmg ak terkilan gler tgk dy nangis kuat hari tu..mimiey je tenangkn dy..

ak xtaw nk bt apa..just froze..

otak jd blank..kpala just pk, ak nk jmpa mnusia ni n hentam dy hbis2an..

mnusia y bt dy cmni..lau ak jmpa dy..mmg nahas la..

(pkiran kelakian ak kuar)

bler dy badmood - first thing y ak akn buat..pastikan geng2 y lain xtmbh lg moody dy

pastikan smer org taw dy badmood and jgn kaco dy..

yup, ak xske tgk dy badmood..

smile~

ak terkjut bler dy stuju utk take part dlm sketsa group ak..

since my group xckup member..ak mnx tlg dy join..

dy join..and stuju utk jd fixed member..

ak enjoy bler nmpk dy enjoy take part dlm sketsa ni..

automatik ak enjoy bler zehra join jgak..

i like people that i;m close join aktiviti y ak enjoy buat..

ak nk diorunk p0wn rasa enjoy..

kdg2, bler dy badmood n ak p0wn badmood at the same thing...haha..mmg skepala la beb

jgn mai dkat dgn kit0runk..haha

dua2 jnis panas..kik3

ak suke hang out dgn dy...sbb xde aktiviti y dy ske bt..ak xske..

thats why..ak ckp..im lucky..

kenal n rpat dgn dy..tu bkn stu pnyesalan bg aku..

last day at KMJ...

ak tkjut bler dy nangis tyme dy say 'bye-bye' to me

diorunk smer bkumpul kt bilik Ko-k..

but, ak kne chow awal..

dy kjar ak kuar bilik..

dy ckp nk ckp something kt aku..but, msa dy ckp uh..otak ak dh ke laut

ttba ak nmpk mata dy berair..and dy ckp dy nk nangis..last2 hujan~~

haha..let it go..let it go~

terkilan ak..

pesal ko nangis? - ak tnya dy

ak taw..ak xley stay ctu lg lma..lau x..ak p0wn nangis..

tr0s ak blah..

tjumpa dgn si amir A17 kt laluan dataran ke blok kdiaman...

dy tgur

ko nangis, eira?

ak jeling dy..dy gelak..dy ckp 'meh, ak tlg nangiskan wkil ko'

'ko pehal ?' - aku

'cpt gler kan..smer dh tamat' - amir..tr0s dy blah..

perghh..ayat ko, amir...!!

hari kdua last..

kitorunk photoshoot..

the gengs!!

enjoyed..

ak lega bler tgk natra n dy baik

peluk

selfie together again

lega ssgt..

the best ending ever!!

Eryn

ak mnx maaf bbyk sbb lma xcontact ko..

ak taw ko trase dgn ak sbb xde story morry dh dgn ko

ak rasa cam..xde motif nk story dgn ko sbb kter dh jauh

ssh nk story jrak jauh and ak xbiase

ak biase story dgn ko scara dpn2..

dgr suara ko..

tgk muka ko..

sbb tu..pape probs..crite..pkembngan sal ak..ak simpan je..

lau x, kt blog p0wn ak dh cter..

ak xtaw..ak xrasa akn jmpa pnggnti ko..utk dgr crite2 aku..

sbb tu..smenjak ak balik..mmg ak abaikan tr0s

wc..ws..twit..

ak tr0s hilangkan diri..jauh dr ko..bkn stakt ko..bbdk klas kter

everyone..

ak xcontact bkn dgn ko je..

dgn smer bbdk klas..

aku mnx maaf ssgt sbb buat ko sakit hati

ak xde niat

ak xtaw cmner nk mulakan cerita.

slalunya..ak naik bilik ko..or ko dtg bilik ak..automatik, akn kuar crite dr mulut ak

skunk..nk taip gna keypad..keyboard..kekok..

aku xbiasa..

mianei chingu ya..

NuRul AiRen AbduLLaH

missing you!

thanks for being my besties in KMJ

i could never find a replacement for u

just be urself..stay as u are..

next tyme we meet..lets enjoy our tyme together as usual..

missing the old days..

sayonara

~baii!~

OHho..salam..lma xupdate..haha..
Ai tu cuti bmlm sblom exam week..
Since cuti dua hari je..ak n rumate plan ke melaka..lpas tension..

Went to melaka by van pakcik hussein..then he dropped us at melaka central and we went looking for taxi..plaza mahkota, that is our destination place..

KItorunk sewa bilik kt ctu with Branded Hotel..bertemakan pink n hello kitty..since the room is the cheapest i can found and kwn ak ad pngalaman dk ctu..kitorunk sewa..bilik pnya byaran??xyh tawla..ak dh lupa..haha..mmula booked a purplish room but the customers bfore us xcheck out on time..Ahsan gege bg kitorunk bilik family btemakan pink..light pink..gelak je eryn n mimiey sbb diorunk taw ak xske pink..haha - aku ke melaka with eryn, my classmate and mimiey, my rumate.

Rehat n tkar bju..tros kuar ke mahkota parade..there..karokk..karaoke and bowling..jumpa ajiq, my classmate kt sna and we hanged out together..then ke dataran pahlawan..bli hdiah utk annual dnner kmj..balik ke bilik utk solat..ajiq xley masok n he went solat at surau sblah mnara tamingsari..

Asar..mimiey trun dlu menemai ajiq..me and eryn joined them short after..badmood little..but, relax and keep cool..lepak dpn tasik..eryn snapped few pics of mine..balik ke bilik utk maghrib..when badmood tu, ajiq marah n ckp nk balik sbb ak badmood punca dr dy..dy xnk ak badmood..dy kol his friend utk ambk dy but eryn pjuk dy utk stay..eryn sruh ak cool off sbb ksian kt ajiq..dpn surau, ak lak xsuke tgk ajiq badmood..tros ckp kt eryn, mlm ni pnya planning..lepak kt mahkota parade tgk movie..she ajk ajiq, he looked at me and sengih..tergelak ak sbb ak xley tgk muka dy sengih ttba kt ak!!arghh..ajiq ajiq..ko mmg pndai layan angin ak kan..

BALIk bilik..solat..trun utk mkn mlm..msa tgh tgu eryn mimiey bsiap..ajiq kol ak..tnya lma nya bersiap..haha..first ayt y ak bg kt dy msa ak angkt dy pnya phonecall, 'mcm pelik je ko call aku' terdiam je..hahaha..slalunya dy contact sorg lg utk taw planning..lma gler nma dy xterpampang kt screen hp ak..haha..ak laju je trun sbb dy dh lma tgu..aik, pkai bju baru lk dy..dy jln sblah ak..bajet nk ambk hati ak lpas ak badmood ptg td ke...?

Jmpa dgn bbdk kmj kt psar mlm bwah bilik kitorunk..ak lngsung xtgk diorunk..alihkn pndangan..diorunk nmpk ajiq n tgur ajiq..ajiq pnggil aku..aku pusing  diorunk tgk...tergelak ak..aduhh..slow2 ak gerak ikut eryn n mimiey..ak xnk bbdk kmj pk lain la..

Mkn mlm..agk lma kitorunk spend time kt ctu..then gerak ke mahkota parade..planning nk tgk mvie xjd sbb ajiq nk karaoke..mmula ke games arcade..main game.satu token rm1..bli 4..bg sorng satu..huhu.main2..theb jumpa adam, classmate n his rumate, aniq..

Bergerak ke karaoke..majoriti ak n ajiq je nyanyi..eryn n mimiey malu..last2 nyanyi gk skit2 tp xlma uh eryn dpt phonecall n kluarlah dy dr bilik karokk utk bergayut otp..karokk dgn ajiq..dy dh pesab, msa karokk dy haramkn kitorunk rekod n ambk gmbr dy..haha..tp ak record suara dy nyanyi gk..gahaha..byk gk recording ak record tyme kitorunk karokk..

Balik..lewat dh..eryn n mimiey nk lepak lg dgn geng ajiq..ajiq mnx diri sbb nk lepak dgn geng dy lak..ak blah sorng2 balik bilik..mmula ajiq ad ajk ak..since eryn n mimiey dua dua nk pergi..ak ckp xnk..xelok..lewat2..tmbh2 dgn rmai bbdk laki d tmpt lepak mat motor..melaka tu bkn kawasan n tmpt ak..so, ak xsuke cari pasal..no one know what might happen..

Ak blah sorng2 mnuju ke bilik..last2 ajiq kjar ak...'meh, ak hntr ko balik dlu' dy ckp..ak ikit je..borak2..dy ske jln dgn ak n eryn..sbb kitorunk-kan dh selesa..knal lma..lpas hntr ak dpn tangga utk naik ke bilik..ak masok dlu..then dy blah..
Ak naik ke bilik n siapkn beg utk balik esknya..prepare..chit chat dgn Ahsan gege n tgu eryn n mimiey balik..tdur..

Esknya..breakfast dgn mimiey kt McD..theb balik bilik kmas beg..say bye bye kt gege n dat akak..tgu my sis kt luar bngunan..went to mahkota parade..berpecah dgn eryn n mimiey..went lpak with only me n my sis..bought a panda cap..pkai spnjg jln2 kt melaka uh..

My sister friend..hntr kitorunk balik ke kmj..then diorunk balik..have fun and enjoyed...hehehe

Ak crite seringkas yang mungkin...huhu

SALAM..
ni ak nk cter skit sal wat happend recently among me n my classmate..

~Z~
Ko ni mmg..xreti nj bsabar..then ckp ko asyik jaga ati org...ak dh bsabar dgn ko dh..lau ak xpkir nk jga ati org..dh laMa ak balas kta2 perlian pedas y ko bg kt ak uh...

Hari rabu ai tu..yes..ak n eryn mmg bsalah sbb dtg lmbt..ttba ko mrah2..fuhh..sapa xterasa..ok fine..then ak cam ambk positif..ak ckpla..nk mrah..ckp dpn2..ko terase..
ko asyik mrah2 je sjak kebelakangan ni..mrah kt org lain..org lain y kena..then ko ckp..ak dh mrah dpn2 la ni..xtawla tu..

Ak snyap lg..
Then..yaya ajk ko main bola..dy ckp nk bt pmilihan..then ko perli eryn..bt2 xtaw sal pmilihan tu..ko ckp 'laa..nk bt pmilihan ke..pesal xckp awl2..meh2,nk plih..korunk main dlu..meh nk tgk' .. ak ingtla kata2 ko..tp..perlian ko tu..wlaupun ko bg kt eryn  tp ak terase sbb eryn kwn ak..ak knal dy lg rapat bbnding korunk knal dy..

Ak taw ko xtujukan kt aku..tp tujukan kt eryn..tp ak xley trime  sifat ko y panas uh..mmg ak xley trime..ko tawww nk mrah org je..nk perli org je..dhla kuat...bahasa klntn..kt pdg lak tu..ak seyes xley tahan dh..ak xsuke ko y asyik2 nk mrah je uh..cubala bsabar skit..ak taw..ko akn ckp, ak dh byk kali dh bsabar..dh byk kali mngalah...asyik jaga ati org je..org xnk jaga ati ak?? Apa salahnya..kter bt benda baik tu..perlu ke ada balasan baik? Perlu ke harapkan balasan?? Ko suke n raw byk sal Nabi kan??pesal benda ni ko slalu lupa??

ak blah dr ctu sbb tu je..y ko pergi ckp dkat org y ak terase dgn ko xbrtmpt tu pesal??ko ckp ak mrah2 ko??bler?? Lau btolla ko rasa ak terase dgn ko,pesal esoknya tu ko xde tnya ak?pesal esknya tu ko jauhkn dr ak...xtgur ak..xdduk sblah ak...tgk ak pown x..??nmpk cam ak y cari pasal dgn ko..nmpk cam ak y bsalah..then ko ckp ak mrah xtbtu pasal...biler ak mrah ko..??

Lau ak xblah dr pdg hari tu mmg ak akn mrah ko..tp sbb ak xnk mrah ko la ak blah dr ctu...ak xnk gaduh dgn ko..tp ttba ko xbertgur dgn ak..ko bt ak sakit ati..ak tahan..ak sabaar

Then today..korunk mrah2 ak n eryn kt ws group..hnya sbb ak n eryn xtrun pdg..korunk ckp kitorunk online?? Yes..mmg kamk online..tp xsmestinya kami bca ws uh...maNala taw..kami tdur..ws masok je..sbb line ad..tp xsmestinya kami bca..korunk ttba mrah kitorunk..tros bg kata2 pedas..ak tahan..ak bca msa ak nk trun pdg..tkjut gk..

Yup..ak trun pdg..dgn eryn..n rumate ak..sajew nk ambk angin..teman mimiey... jumpa ntra kt pusat sukan..ak ad bca ws yaya sruh ko kol shini n shida bgtaw diorunk sal futsal...ak kol diorunk utk taw saMada futsal ad ke x..samada diorunk tawww ke x..diorunk lngsung xtaw.. shini n shida xtaw..diorunk ckp xde org contact pown diorunk..pesal ni?? Kt bbdk laki y slalu lwat dtg klas..bley lak kol??ak bkn nk kata apa..tp, biar adilla skit..
Ak trun pdg dlm pkul 6 lebih...xjumpa korunk..tros ak blah..ingt kitorunk ad krdt ke nk hbungi korunk..lgpun korunk tgh mrah tyme tu..mmg x la..
Korink perli2 kt ws group...ko ckp ak n eryn xpndai mngalah...tp..spnjng korunk perli n mrah2 uh..ad kitorunk mnjwb..ok..myb eryn ada..tu pown sb korunk dh mlampau .. korunk xde kol n msj kitorunk pown..utk inform sal futsal..at least msj or kol...ws tu xde gunanya gk..

Then ttba nk mrah2..
Ak xde pown baash ko..xde pown blas kta2 ko...ko sakit ati sbb ak mrah ko xtntu pasal??tu je??ak nk tnya..bler ak mrah ko??ko y terase tu pesal?ak xtrase kt ko..ak taw ko mrah n tujukn kt eryn..bkn sbb ak terase..jgn slh fhm nnti mkn diri..

lau xbtolla tu je y bt ko skit ati..apa lg y ak bt??ak xpnah mrah2 ko..ko xbt BI sgt..ak xde mrah2 ko..apa y bt ko skit ati dgn aku..??ko xde gtaw ak...ak xde pown skit ati dgn ko..TAK PERNAH...ak just xley tahan tyme ko mrah2 je...aku xsuke..xssuai dgn ko utk mrah2..tak elok org tgk .

Laau btolla sbb tu je ko sakit ati dgn ak .. xlogik... ko ckp dgn eryn 'eryn, ko gtaw KAWAN KO tu'...ko bahasa ak sbg 'kwn ko'

Ak ada nama...nama y PARENTS ak bg..nma y ada nma samaran as eira..both nur athirah and eira ada mksud...ak mmg xsngka ko bley kuarkn ayt tu utk ak...so..mknanya slaMa ni ak bkn kwn ko la.....owhh. ok..thanks sbb bgtaw...nmpknya slama ni ak anggp ko kwn ak tu...camm...sblah tgn je la..

Ko ckp..ko dh xtahan dgn ak..?apa y aku bt?? Kt atas tu ak dh jelaskan smer dh....apa lg salah fhm y ko xjelas..? Aku dh jelaskn smer dh..ak mention nma ko sbb ak xnk aibkan ko..ak xtaw nk tulis kt ner dh..sbb ak bkn mcm ko y ad kwn satu kelas y berpihak kt ko..smer bash ak n eryn..yes..ak taw..

Ak taw..lau ak chat ko..ko akn pngkah ak..so..biar ak tulis kt cni je..bknnya ko bca pown..drpd ak xdpt jelaskan dgn smpurna..baik ak jelas kt cni..lisa ad sruh ak gtaw hal sbnar..jelaskn slh fhm ni..tp..ak nk tgk..tahap mana korunk nk bash kitorunk kt group ws uh..mcm2 perlIan ad..tu la rupe sbnar korunk..

Ak taw..korunk xkn reda..sbb tu ak xtgur...lau ak tgur cam eryn bt..smer nk mng..korunk sma2 kalahkn eryn..eryn dh mnx maaf pown still korunk peerli dy..ak taw korunk xsuke eryn..tp tryla trime dy..ak pown dlu xley stick dgn dy..tp mmndngkn kami satu blok..ak try utk trime dy dan skunk ak lg knal dy bbnding korunk..korunk xske dy dan hnya nmpak jahat dy je..benda baik y dy pnah bt..korunk still ingt ke??korunk pertikaikan ke x??dy blnja korunk..dy bt korunk gelak..dy bg korunk pnjm duit..wlaupun kdg2, tp dy ada baiknya dy..korunk pown ada baiknya korunk n ada jahatnya korunk...people are the same..ak pown..tlglaa..

Jgn slh fhm sgt bley x...dgr penjelasan..byk bsabaar..ni..mrah je..korunk xde tnya bbdk laki kelas kter ke sal kter??korunk xtaw..apa y adam ckp..apa y namie rasa..apa y ajiq pk..apa y imie nmpk?? - bbdk pompuan kelas kter kuat perang der..baran..masing2 baran..

Tlgla..ni je ak mampu tulis...lega skit...ak xkn ckp bedpn dgn korunk sal ni sbb ak taw..ak xkn dpt bsabar..n mybe perang mulut akn jd..

Dear readers of my blog..sorry eh..sdikit luahan kt sni..eira ad masalah skit dgn bbdk klas..err..dont take it serious..kami ok..next i will post something nice..okay ??

see u soon..bye..

SAlam
Korunk..
Pnah sakit hati x??everyone in this world mesti akn pernah mngalaminya..terutamanya girls..

as for me..even when my heart hurt..i got no one to share..to God..He cant reply..beside Him? I hve no one..
Its rare for teen to share their probs with their parents,rght? Me too

If its about friendship..i would never share with my family..they would say things like 'they not worth to be ur friends' abd i dont like it..got no one to talk to..no one that could comfort my heart..say things i wanna hear and would make me feel at ease..

Girls..why are they so complicate??why does girls are so easy to misunderstand and would go berserk in a misunderstanding??!!i hate this feeling..

Girls . Biler mrah je..tros mngadu. Tokok tmbah itu ini . Girls . Bler nk mrah kutuk blakng..bler ckp dpn2,always make them looks right..wlaupun dy y slh..

Ckp xblapik..always..always...
Girls..cerewet...emotional...ckp lepas..wheb it comes to arguing, lg kasar dr lelaki..lelaki wlupun sakit bertumbuk..kire ok lg sbb bley sembuh..lau girls..mnyakitkn org gna bahasa..mulut uh..kasar gler!! Mnyakitkn hati..bley smbuh ke lau sakit ati??

Kdg2, ak tpkir...seyesly ak xsuka..
Pompuan..xpuas hati..nk mrah2..lau bley nk bg satu dunia dgr..then bt dy jd org y xbsalah..aduhh..

Knapala girls ni complicate sgt..finding some true friendship is so hard...korunk lau dh xsuka someone tu..lngsung xley nk cuba trime dy kan??lau lelaki,korunk bley lak blajar trime..pompuan..pompuan..

smer benda dy bt..smer slh..

When someone advice u to try to accept her..korunk bngkang..tros korunk bash bdk y bg nsiht uh..free free

Ego y tinggi...
Seyes ak ckp..ak malu jd pompuan..sbb spesies pompuan ni sng cari gaduh..jujur ak ckp..walaupun ak kasar..tp ak xske cri gaduh..lau org tu cri gaduh dgn ak?mmgla ak mrah..ttba nk cri gaduh dgn ak pehal..?

syesly..can anyone help me soothe things up here..still..atashi koko wa hitori desu...ima mou..tabun,itsuma demo...

Eira..fighting!!!