Salam

Ogenki desuka?

Atashi wa genki desu. 

Notice the title? hee..

seventeen will be coming to Malaysia this september. 

at first mmg ase nk p..

mmg kompom nk p

sblom raya, mcm2 plan. itu ini

kumpul duit bagai

got myself BongBongie and Chibi Bongbongie

even got myself CaratBong

semangat kan? heee

raya, berdebar tgu hrga tket release. tk0t xmmpu la kononnya

yela, tk0t mahal

svt kan, popular, rmai lak tu..

berdebar.. 

lpas raya bbrapa hari, hrga tket p0wn release. 

okay, mmpu.. berbaloi

bley byr

bley p

tp, something terdetik dlm hati

xtaw knp ttba rasa xsdap hati

klau gtaw umie abah, kompom diorng xkasi g..so, nk p diam2??

tgh pkir lak alasan nk turun KL tu.. kne la alasan y munasabah, 

alasan y umie abah akn trime

ssh

tu first msalah ..

second, lpas pkir alasan y bley dtrime umie abah, 

tlintas lak tarikh tu, bt0l2 dkat dgn tarikh ak ms0k intern. 

9/9/2017 concert svt 

a week before that, ak kt perak..

hbiskan sisa baki semester last

disbbkan bru je balik dr perak, umie abah kompom xkasi ak ke KL

yela, bru je balik dr perak, nk merantau dh. mmg xla

klau jd, ak balik umah dlu then naik flight ke KL, 

8/9 fly, 9/9 cncrt, 10/9 fly balik, 11/9 intern

wahh

packed gler..

ak tpkir jgak, knp ttba mcm byk je halangan ni

tlintas lak xnk p

knp kter bley tfikir akn the second choice?

klau kter nekad dgn kputusan first, knp kter bley tlintas dgn second choice?

ada something ke?

tfikir lak sal duit etc, 

kewangan skrng sgt pnting doe

study, kerja, nk kumpul duit for future planning lg..etc

klau nk p concrt tu, baik bli tket vip tros. puas hati tros

so, ak cancel la niat ak utk ke cncrt tu

nk nangis tu yeah, sbb ak fanatic diorng. I am a Carat

ye, ak mngaku. ak syg diorng..kwn kan

mesti la syg

ak smpai ada rasa nk nangis xdpt p cncrt tu taww

 hahaha

ak jnis nk something, ak akn usahakn smpai dpt

tp, kter as mnusia biasa y pnjm hrta Allah ni, kne la taw erti mngalah jgak

erti back down..

org y bt0l2 knal ak je taw ak mcm mna dan akn taw sbb sbnar knp ak cancel p

yela, ak bkn jnis y back down on my words.

kta nk p then xjd lak..ye, ak bkn jnis mcm tu

tp, ak xsnggup

xsnggup nk p cncrt tu behind my parents back

wang byk tu hbis mcm tu je behind their back

kos study ak byk gna duit

ak lak bt simpanan pnting utk msa dpn ak

bg ak, next tyme je la ak p, bli tket vvip tr0s

skali p p0wn jd la..

ms0k dlm bucket list ak

pnting nya bucket list ni, xsmestinya kter kne bt smer..

bucket list ni, klau tercapai, Alhamdulillah

klau x, xde rezeki..ada la ketentuanNya

cuma kter ni usaha stakat mmpu je

lgpun, ak dh nk intern. ak rasa berkat xde klau ak p cncrt tu bt0l2 sbl0m ak ms0k intern

its not proper

nk dpt kan duit tu, sng ke?

ye, ak bkn jnis mnx duit parents.

elaun p0wn diorng xkasi slagi x mnta..

ak dua bradik cri duit sndiri..ssh

ktorng wpun berdua, xsmestinya dpt je apa y kter nk

byk y xdpt

abah umie ajr erti, 

'keperluan'

mybe kitorng knal erti 'susah' lpas tgk kesenangan org k0wt

bestnya diorng, dpt bilik sndiri drpd kcik, berhias..ada tema

bestnya, papa dy sponsor trip tu skali utk kwn2 rpat dy

bestnya, g travel oversea je

lpas tgk kesenangan org ni la, ase taw erti ssh..

 sng kan?

sabar 

redha

pasrah

berserah

tawakkal

one day

it'll be better 

insyaAllah

Salam

hi minna!!

konnichiwa!

its been a while right?

I'm currently on a long term break for this semester. 

so, I got works to do. 

I wont be able to enjoy the holiday much since there are so many plans made. 

ehhe

what plan?

hi mit su

secret~

btw, since I'm chasing the time, so..

I'll just cut the chase, kay?

here, I'm going to promote to you guys about my new works!

you've read 'StarHeart'? 

no!???

omg!

thats my latest novel

I've post it on

wordpress

my other website for writing other than wattpad. 

Well, i did posted it on wattpad too

but , those StarHeart version in both wattpad and wordpress arent the final version

the final version are getting ready to be publish

insyaAllah

do wish me luck , okay!!

so, here, i would like to announce another news!

jeng3

I've post another online novel

via wordpress

you may find my works on

eirastarheart.wordpress.com

the new novel , entitle,

Mienai Hime

a.k.a

Invisible Princess

I kind of got the ideas for this novel from a certain occasssion

not the plot

the story telling ways

huhuh

do rate it and comment

and promote it to anyone else too

thank you so much

get back to you guys some other time

love ya!

bye~

sayonara~

 hye

salam

yuhuu

 haa.. lama xjmpa kan?

bknnya jmpaa, tp, dgr berita.. ke cmner

sorry la, cik eir jrg update blog skarang

asal buka je xtaw nk tulis apa..

 asal ttup je, berlambak lak idea y mai.. adeh

cik eira busy dgn assngmnt byk ni

final year la katakan

nk buat acanor

entry kali ni?

cik eir nk citer skit sal bru2 ni cik eir p hiking ..

sempena birthday cik eir ke......(tutt)

hiking ke mana?

nnt cik eir gtaw

sebenarnya, rancangan ni , cik eryn y suggest..

katanya nk lepak sempenan birthday ak..

(wpun dy xde gtaw cenggitu, tp ak bley agk)

LOL

so, pergi la kami ke KL

me n syahir

utk hiking,

smpai kt TBS at about, kul 4/5 ptg gk la..

merempat jap tgu shidah dtg pickup

bdk tu dr Singapore, ad kerja..

jmpa eryn kt TBS

shidah lak xdpt dhubungi, 

dpt2 je, dy cm lmbt lg nk smpai ambk kitorng, 

so kitorng p lepak MidValley kjap

'xpe, syahir ad jd bodyguide'

lepak, dlm 1pg.. shidah pick.. 

lama x? 

lama kan? tgu bdk tu dtg pick up.. adehhla..mereput

balik ke umah msing2 n me with eryn tduq umah shidah

xtdur p0wn, rehat ja..sbb kul 3 pg kuar p pick up syahir n encik fizie

drive, dr umah fizie.. about 1hour duration. smpai la bkt y dtuju

Bkt Broga

kitorng p lpas dgr briter org hilang kt ctu

dasyat

rmai kata 'brani nya korng' 

well, tawakkal

insyaAllah xde pape

kitorng hiking awal pg sbb nk kejar sunrise..

hiking dlm gelap, lead by me n syahir

bertemankan lampu suluh, lampu hp je

sejuk tu, agak la..kurang sjuk

smpai je, dlm 15-30 min for sunrise..

penat.. yes

mencabar .. agak yes

sbnarnya msa naik kurang mncabar , cuma penat

and tinggi memanjat skit

huhu.. tiba je kt atas, ak nmpk lampu2 bndar..seronok ak

tros lompat2 ke puncak

its a breathtaking view

dduk jap semntara tgu y lain smpai

ambk nafas lega.. Alhamdulillah

kt cni ak sertakan gmbr masa nk sunrise..

  y ini plak, ak mnx tlg shidah jd model ak.. talent ak. ..

masa ni, sunrise bru je nk jd.. heee

kanan
detik sunrise tiba... heee..
kter tgk bertapa rise nya ciptaanNya ni... nyaman..

haaa.. ini la...tyme gelap
sebenarnya, xgelap, tp sbb blakngt tu cerah, gelap la jdnya
tp, gmbr ni nmpk cool kan? heee..

ni la sunrise y kitorng tgk live tu
first tyme bg ak tgk bnda alah ni atas bkt..tmbah2 lpas penat lelah hiking..
wuishh. mncabar
dhla gelap..scary
tp, tgk 'dia' ni muncul... lega sgt.. to be able to stay alive until now..
Alhamdulillah, lg..

 yang ni lak, ak mnx tlg eryn jd model ak..model xbbayar.. heee
bley lak dy gna shawl dy .. ala2 dilwali.. yolah ehh
xpe, asalkan ak dpt shoot and scoop yang best.. thanks babe..
much love~

 kaki ni? ni kaki shidah..
sajew ak post skali sbb nk nmpkkan sikit rupa atas puncak tu.. berbatu..
so, hikers akn dtg, nk hiking broga kne hati2..tkot terpeleot..sbb ad byk batu kt cni
kne hati2..
ak dh kne.. sbb angin.. kt puncak ni angin kuat taw, sbb atas bukit, jd angin putar dan pusing terjadi..
with the pasir2 bertiup..msok mata..hbisla..

another save the last for the best shoot

ni dh cerah!!

ce teka msa ni pkul brp?

i think, its about 8-9am ..

huhu

lawa kan

the blue sky

misi ak lpas ni, hiking lak

lol

nikmat y Allah kasi

Alhamdulillah

berakhirlah adventure hiking broga cik eir n kwn2

sempena ulang thn kelahiran pd 14Feb2017 yang lalu

tp, pergi awal skit..

sbb 14hrbln tu cik eir ad trip fakulti.. heee

dpt jgak la mkn mknnan sdap on that

wpun xde celeb .. (T_T)

tp xpe, cik eir balik umah nnt cik eir tuntut kek dgn umie abah n along..

kekekeke

thanks kpd kwn2, family, kenalan

smer y wish birthday

thanks sgt kt crew y mnjayakan hiking broga ni

siap nyanyi atas puncak tu kt ak..

malu babe!

kwn mmg penting

bila berjauhan dgn family ni

kwn mmg sgt penting

sbb tu cik eir syg kwn cik eir.. 

anugerah y Tuhan bg kt cik eir sbb cik eir jauh dgn family n trime hakikat ni, 

adalah

kawan

well,

see you all soon

till next time.. 

INSYAALLAH

Salam

hye gais

HeartStar

its been a while, right?

I'm currently in my fifth semester studying

i should get ready for practical 

notice the tittle?

Eira and Phocus

Phocus is the name of the club i came up with

for me and my team

Photography and Travel geng

there's only 5 of us anyway

thinking of scouting more members but,

since we're in our senior year. it would be unnecessary

i think

recently, we've been travelling a lot lately with Phocus

taking a lot of photos

and i enjoyed

Its a good thing that my friends are positively treating me and have fun too

we were all good in this

still looking for the next target place

we went to Victoria Bridge situated in Kuala Kangsar

it was about 1 hour from uitm

Victoria Bridge is an old, ancient train railway situated in Karai

It cross a river there. Next to the bridge, there's a new railway since the old one isnt in use anymore

however, many people go there for some photography and interest. 

it was very interesting

then, we went to Ipoh. Looking for Taman Jepun

my friends wanted to go there and try to feel like a Japanese

However, it started raining heavily and we head to our next destination

we aborted the Taman and went to Kampar

in Kampar, we went to the University Square, located in Bandar Baru Kampar

there, there's a lot of medium sized building that are very colorful

it almost like we're in overseas. 

since its raining, we all wore thick and long jacket. 

adding to the point to make us look like we're in overseas in cold season

we are still looking for our next Phocus activities

so far, we had our Phocus activites in the campus only

we targetted for a hiking or jungle trekking

but, we still havent any suitable place to go

my next target is Bukit Broga, Selangor

and Gunung Kledang, Perak

travel 

live the life

lively

salam

hye hye

I'm home!

cuti study week

and then got family matters skit

so, balik lak

plan nk balik dua tiga hari je

tp, since ad hal..

lma la skit lepak kt umah

heee

knp tajuk cmtue..?

hhee

me n my crush lah..

lol

ak ad mnx ramai nasihat

since ak bt novel english,

novel english ssh nk publish kt msia..

samada nk publish sndiri..jual sndiri

or ceburi dlm bidang Malay punya..

popular or stabil dahulu..

bru la cri modal utk terbitkan y english tu

ohho

cm interesting

editor ak p0wn sruh ak try Malay..

tu p0wn sbb dy taw gaya penulisan  ak

jd, ak sbnarnya dh lama bli satu buku Frostbite and sequence ke dua

bknnya ambk idea dr ctu.. but

the books, is really..

idealing

jd, ak dpt la smngt dr ctu

I am already starting to write Malay book

not novel

something else

it might be interesting

it might be not

but, I'll try...

huhu

suggesting for the book, title

Pensil: Nostalgia

insyaAllah,

sbb ad editor cntct ak n berminat

dy y offer sruh ak try bt something in Malay

insyaAllah dlm masa terdekat ak siapkan

tp, i'm in roadtofinal ni

lol

pndai2 la ak bahagikan masa..

tgh cuti kt umah ni, mybe bley tulis

slow2

skit2

InsyaAllah

doakan y terbaik

amin

salam

hye gaiss.. 

FADED

i just learned that words another meaning yesterday.. 

people say Im good in English but, I think Im still lack of vocab. 

anyway, lets proceed to todays topic that i would like to share with everyone

have you ever dreamed of havin something that u cant own easily? 

i did. 

and its a camera

DSLR camera

ak xtaw la sjak bler ak start interested nk bli dslr ni.. dlu mnat bese je.. gna digital camera pown dh kira okay.. 

but, then.. my dream got bigger.. 

i loves taking photos as everyone loves them. it made me happy as seeing them smile adoring my photos. it was awesome. that feeling

never forget it

tapi, bkn sng nk dptkan your own dslr.. 

its not cheap

mahal sgt

depend on quality and brand

hurm

at first ak mnat Nikon but then, Canon

well, mmula canon, tp beralih ke nikon.. then Canon balik.. lol

Canon bjaya tawan hati ak balik.. bguih nya.. 

seeing anyone y ad dslr..makes me jealous.. i did

cmner korng bley beli? 

mahal kowt

abah taw ak mnat dslr.. but , he was hasistating to get one for me.. 

sbb mahal

and cm xde function blikan utk ak sbb xde kaitan dgn kos y ak ambk kt U

he did said, i can ask anything from him in September

ak berniat nk try mnx dslr..

until one day, he said

'3.5 ke atas tros abah blikan'

sentap ak.. hurmm

yes. i cried

xde kyakinan nk dptkan pointer tu..
ak sedar , study ni bknnya makin sng
makin susah
ak xde kyakinan nk dpt dekan..
hurmm

abah berniat nk blikan ak hp
sbb , dy nk sama tarafkan ak n my sis..
sbb mmula along tkar hp..
tu hp prtama y bt0l2 blikan utk along
then, my mom tkar hp sbb hp dy rosak..
then abah lak..
straight lak hp diorng rosak..
berjnji agknya hp2 tu.. lol
 ak pnya hp dh lma rosak, sblom bli hp umie, slpas bli hp utk along
tp, masa tu, xde bajet n ak p0wn xde mnx tkar..
abah bg hp lama dy..
tu p0wn y dpt pcuma.. ehhe

ttba abah sebut nk blikan satu..
ak xkisah..
dy y malu..
sbb kwn2 dy slalu sebut2..
kwn dy slalu order hp dgn abah,  utk ank dy
mahal2 lak tu
bler kwn abah tnya,
'anak ko pkai hp apa?'
abah ckp,
'hp murah ja..RM100 tu p0wn dpt pcuma..'
kwn dy ckp,
'uishh.. bgusnya ank ko..xminta2 eh?'
abah diam je

aku xkisah
aku lg prefer dslr..
tp, hurmm
org offer betis, nk paha..
so, ak trime la

tp ak minat photograhy
xdpt dipertikaikan
kdg2 nk pnjam dslr kwn tu.. smpai dy kne kelentong mcm2
nk gna la itu ini..
ak jd segan
slalu nk pnjm xdpt..pdahal dh gtaw awal2
nmpk x permainan nya dsitu
sakit hati
kecil hati
kecewa

sebak

smpai ak terlintas dlm hati,
ak nk give up photoraphy
ak nk stop
slagi ak xdpt y sndiri punya, ak xkn terlibat lngsung dlm photography
tu apa y ak ckp
ak niat

tp, xsmpai sehari,
ak dh terckp kt kwn ak..
dy tnya,
'eir, nk p mna?'
ak ckp,
'mna lg..p shoot la'
padahal ak nk g lepak2 ambk angin ja..
hurmm
eira eira

ak nangis..

ak cntct hudal..
ak gtaw dy
hudal sruh tabah
dy kata, xde dslr xsmestinya ak kne give up
bersabar

bt0l tu

cuma agk sakit hati
terkilan je

aku dh faded
faded..
bukan fed up

selalu iklan kt tv sal kmera
canon
lau ad photo show-off
abah mesti pggil
'adik, ni photo-face-off ni'
dy jgak y galakkan ak..
dy taw ak mnat

tp tiap kali iklan dslr kt tv..or mna2..
ak tgk.. ak pndang
snyap
abah p0wn snyap
awkward dctu

anyway, final dh dkat
ak nk focus final
ad rezeki..
ada la
ad jodoh,
dpt jgak dslr tu..
ak xperlu merintis..
heee
insyaAllah

Salam

hye gaiss!

ni, cik eir nk ckp y cik eir skrang berada di rumah !!

balik kejap..

release sgala anak branak stress.. hee

i go back alone..

on the day before coming back ..to hometown, ak lepak jap

dgn bbdk JejakJepun

im the only girl.. huhu..well, its only 4 of us thou..

kami2 jmpa kt uptown campus

lepak2..sorang2 dtg.. im the first to arrived wpun ak ingt ak lmbat

lol

then, Aki dtg..

lepak dgn dy jap.. got everyone eyes on us..

cm bese la..persepsi.. lau laki pompuan dk berdua , mcm2 la org akn pk..

kan

bese la tu..

manusia

so, back to the topic...

tgh2 borak dgn aki tu.. ak ckp la..

niat ak utk p ke sana balik..one day

backpacking..

he was like..

'really...?!!'

then he said, 

'klau korang nk backpacking lg, ke sna ke..jgn lupa ajak ak wey'

ak - mesti weyy...mesti..ajk punya

him - wuisyh.. lau kita backpacking skali..dgn ko p0wn skali..ak nak..

terdiam ak..

did he realized what he just said?

then he add

'sronok doe, dgn korang..dgn ko skali ad'

wuuuu~~~

chiaaa

lol

ak gelak je mampu..masa tu

seyes ly tergamam

first tyme org ckp cmtue kt ak..

lol

ak mmg rmai kwn..

but, first tyme org ckp mcm tu kt ak..

sronok lau ad dgn ak..

haaa..cm tue..

then, anwaar n afiq dtg..

join..

lepak..

borak

flashback memories

diorang share criter diorang

apa y jd kt diorang masa kt sna

mcm2 sbenarnya

ak dpt knal diorang dgn lbih lg..

its fun

the best thing that happened msa lepak tu,

photos from Aki's camera been revealed !!

lol

byk jgak gmbr ak dlm his cmera rupenya.. hahaah

simpan2..

also, the best thing that ever happened when at Japan was

hanging out with them

knowing them

meeting them

befriend them

its fun..

those journeys that we all made together

being friend

from strangers, to friends

then go on travelling the world together again

bonding session got more and more improved..

insyaAllah

i have to go to sleep now..

gotta go back to campus tmorrow morning.. 

urgh lazy !!

anyway, 

nytez~