Salam

hye gais

HeartStar

its been a while, right?

I'm currently in my fifth semester studying

i should get ready for practical 

notice the tittle?

Eira and Phocus

Phocus is the name of the club i came up with

for me and my team

Photography and Travel geng

there's only 5 of us anyway

thinking of scouting more members but,

since we're in our senior year. it would be unnecessary

i think

recently, we've been travelling a lot lately with Phocus

taking a lot of photos

and i enjoyed

Its a good thing that my friends are positively treating me and have fun too

we were all good in this

still looking for the next target place

we went to Victoria Bridge situated in Kuala Kangsar

it was about 1 hour from uitm

Victoria Bridge is an old, ancient train railway situated in Karai

It cross a river there. Next to the bridge, there's a new railway since the old one isnt in use anymore

however, many people go there for some photography and interest. 

it was very interesting

then, we went to Ipoh. Looking for Taman Jepun

my friends wanted to go there and try to feel like a Japanese

However, it started raining heavily and we head to our next destination

we aborted the Taman and went to Kampar

in Kampar, we went to the University Square, located in Bandar Baru Kampar

there, there's a lot of medium sized building that are very colorful

it almost like we're in overseas. 

since its raining, we all wore thick and long jacket. 

adding to the point to make us look like we're in overseas in cold season

we are still looking for our next Phocus activities

so far, we had our Phocus activites in the campus only

we targetted for a hiking or jungle trekking

but, we still havent any suitable place to go

my next target is Bukit Broga, Selangor

and Gunung Kledang, Perak

travel 

live the life

lively

salam

hye hye

I'm home!

cuti study week

and then got family matters skit

so, balik lak

plan nk balik dua tiga hari je

tp, since ad hal..

lma la skit lepak kt umah

heee

knp tajuk cmtue..?

hhee

me n my crush lah..

lol

ak ad mnx ramai nasihat

since ak bt novel english,

novel english ssh nk publish kt msia..

samada nk publish sndiri..jual sndiri

or ceburi dlm bidang Malay punya..

popular or stabil dahulu..

bru la cri modal utk terbitkan y english tu

ohho

cm interesting

editor ak p0wn sruh ak try Malay..

tu p0wn sbb dy taw gaya penulisan  ak

jd, ak sbnarnya dh lama bli satu buku Frostbite and sequence ke dua

bknnya ambk idea dr ctu.. but

the books, is really..

idealing

jd, ak dpt la smngt dr ctu

I am already starting to write Malay book

not novel

something else

it might be interesting

it might be not

but, I'll try...

huhu

suggesting for the book, title

Pensil: Nostalgia

insyaAllah,

sbb ad editor cntct ak n berminat

dy y offer sruh ak try bt something in Malay

insyaAllah dlm masa terdekat ak siapkan

tp, i'm in roadtofinal ni

lol

pndai2 la ak bahagikan masa..

tgh cuti kt umah ni, mybe bley tulis

slow2

skit2

InsyaAllah

doakan y terbaik

amin

salam

hye gaiss.. 

FADED

i just learned that words another meaning yesterday.. 

people say Im good in English but, I think Im still lack of vocab. 

anyway, lets proceed to todays topic that i would like to share with everyone

have you ever dreamed of havin something that u cant own easily? 

i did. 

and its a camera

DSLR camera

ak xtaw la sjak bler ak start interested nk bli dslr ni.. dlu mnat bese je.. gna digital camera pown dh kira okay.. 

but, then.. my dream got bigger.. 

i loves taking photos as everyone loves them. it made me happy as seeing them smile adoring my photos. it was awesome. that feeling

never forget it

tapi, bkn sng nk dptkan your own dslr.. 

its not cheap

mahal sgt

depend on quality and brand

hurm

at first ak mnat Nikon but then, Canon

well, mmula canon, tp beralih ke nikon.. then Canon balik.. lol

Canon bjaya tawan hati ak balik.. bguih nya.. 

seeing anyone y ad dslr..makes me jealous.. i did

cmner korng bley beli? 

mahal kowt

abah taw ak mnat dslr.. but , he was hasistating to get one for me.. 

sbb mahal

and cm xde function blikan utk ak sbb xde kaitan dgn kos y ak ambk kt U

he did said, i can ask anything from him in September

ak berniat nk try mnx dslr..

until one day, he said

'3.5 ke atas tros abah blikan'

sentap ak.. hurmm

yes. i cried

xde kyakinan nk dptkan pointer tu..
ak sedar , study ni bknnya makin sng
makin susah
ak xde kyakinan nk dpt dekan..
hurmm

abah berniat nk blikan ak hp
sbb , dy nk sama tarafkan ak n my sis..
sbb mmula along tkar hp..
tu hp prtama y bt0l2 blikan utk along
then, my mom tkar hp sbb hp dy rosak..
then abah lak..
straight lak hp diorng rosak..
berjnji agknya hp2 tu.. lol
 ak pnya hp dh lma rosak, sblom bli hp umie, slpas bli hp utk along
tp, masa tu, xde bajet n ak p0wn xde mnx tkar..
abah bg hp lama dy..
tu p0wn y dpt pcuma.. ehhe

ttba abah sebut nk blikan satu..
ak xkisah..
dy y malu..
sbb kwn2 dy slalu sebut2..
kwn dy slalu order hp dgn abah,  utk ank dy
mahal2 lak tu
bler kwn abah tnya,
'anak ko pkai hp apa?'
abah ckp,
'hp murah ja..RM100 tu p0wn dpt pcuma..'
kwn dy ckp,
'uishh.. bgusnya ank ko..xminta2 eh?'
abah diam je

aku xkisah
aku lg prefer dslr..
tp, hurmm
org offer betis, nk paha..
so, ak trime la

tp ak minat photograhy
xdpt dipertikaikan
kdg2 nk pnjam dslr kwn tu.. smpai dy kne kelentong mcm2
nk gna la itu ini..
ak jd segan
slalu nk pnjm xdpt..pdahal dh gtaw awal2
nmpk x permainan nya dsitu
sakit hati
kecil hati
kecewa

sebak

smpai ak terlintas dlm hati,
ak nk give up photoraphy
ak nk stop
slagi ak xdpt y sndiri punya, ak xkn terlibat lngsung dlm photography
tu apa y ak ckp
ak niat

tp, xsmpai sehari,
ak dh terckp kt kwn ak..
dy tnya,
'eir, nk p mna?'
ak ckp,
'mna lg..p shoot la'
padahal ak nk g lepak2 ambk angin ja..
hurmm
eira eira

ak nangis..

ak cntct hudal..
ak gtaw dy
hudal sruh tabah
dy kata, xde dslr xsmestinya ak kne give up
bersabar

bt0l tu

cuma agk sakit hati
terkilan je

aku dh faded
faded..
bukan fed up

selalu iklan kt tv sal kmera
canon
lau ad photo show-off
abah mesti pggil
'adik, ni photo-face-off ni'
dy jgak y galakkan ak..
dy taw ak mnat

tp tiap kali iklan dslr kt tv..or mna2..
ak tgk.. ak pndang
snyap
abah p0wn snyap
awkward dctu

anyway, final dh dkat
ak nk focus final
ad rezeki..
ada la
ad jodoh,
dpt jgak dslr tu..
ak xperlu merintis..
heee
insyaAllah

Salam

hye gaiss!

ni, cik eir nk ckp y cik eir skrang berada di rumah !!

balik kejap..

release sgala anak branak stress.. hee

i go back alone..

on the day before coming back ..to hometown, ak lepak jap

dgn bbdk JejakJepun

im the only girl.. huhu..well, its only 4 of us thou..

kami2 jmpa kt uptown campus

lepak2..sorang2 dtg.. im the first to arrived wpun ak ingt ak lmbat

lol

then, Aki dtg..

lepak dgn dy jap.. got everyone eyes on us..

cm bese la..persepsi.. lau laki pompuan dk berdua , mcm2 la org akn pk..

kan

bese la tu..

manusia

so, back to the topic...

tgh2 borak dgn aki tu.. ak ckp la..

niat ak utk p ke sana balik..one day

backpacking..

he was like..

'really...?!!'

then he said, 

'klau korang nk backpacking lg, ke sna ke..jgn lupa ajak ak wey'

ak - mesti weyy...mesti..ajk punya

him - wuisyh.. lau kita backpacking skali..dgn ko p0wn skali..ak nak..

terdiam ak..

did he realized what he just said?

then he add

'sronok doe, dgn korang..dgn ko skali ad'

wuuuu~~~

chiaaa

lol

ak gelak je mampu..masa tu

seyes ly tergamam

first tyme org ckp cmtue kt ak..

lol

ak mmg rmai kwn..

but, first tyme org ckp mcm tu kt ak..

sronok lau ad dgn ak..

haaa..cm tue..

then, anwaar n afiq dtg..

join..

lepak..

borak

flashback memories

diorang share criter diorang

apa y jd kt diorang masa kt sna

mcm2 sbenarnya

ak dpt knal diorang dgn lbih lg..

its fun

the best thing that happened msa lepak tu,

photos from Aki's camera been revealed !!

lol

byk jgak gmbr ak dlm his cmera rupenya.. hahaah

simpan2..

also, the best thing that ever happened when at Japan was

hanging out with them

knowing them

meeting them

befriend them

its fun..

those journeys that we all made together

being friend

from strangers, to friends

then go on travelling the world together again

bonding session got more and more improved..

insyaAllah

i have to go to sleep now..

gotta go back to campus tmorrow morning.. 

urgh lazy !!

anyway, 

nytez~

Salam, hye guys

Ak always bg salam kan

sbb Islam

anyway, here i would like to make a declaration

about what? 

there seems like people reading my blog much more recently than before

without knowing it, they needs something thats arent good

so, anyway

for those y ada grudge or dendam or xpuas hati at me

u should say it aloud , face to face

if there's any

knp ak declare kt cni?

well sbb xde bukti ad org xsuka ak, dan xtaw saper.. 

who knows they might be reading this

sedangkan Rasulullah sebaik manusia ada org benci.. 

mcm Baginda gk, bler dpt taw ad org bnci ni, xsenang dduk.. tkot org tu lak berdosa sbb kiter

ke acaner

di sni, 

I wanna say, im sorry 

nk minta maaf la..

kt brg siapa sahaja org tersebut

kite manusia xde y sempurna

tp, at least, learn how to ..

MOVE ON

I did

kwn2 y dlu ak pnah slh fhm etc, skrang tgur mcm biase.. klau jmpa.. lau x, xtgur la..lol

nk mention nma, xyh la.. i respect my friends' privacy

yes, dlu mmg ak sllu luahkn smer kt blog n medias.. now.. not anymore

people change

and I

targetting to change to be better

thats all

lau ad silap salah, mohon la jmpa dpn2 eh

thanks

xperlu kowt ckp sy y criter heboh kat org sal korunk sdgkan korunk pown bt bnde y sama

i apologized

anyway, im still a student and i wish to have a vrry happy peaceful students life

i wish urs too

note for all

and myself

guysss!! Hye...

Salam

lama x update blog..

gomenn

sorry

ak bz gk sjak dua mnjak ni

manage online bler klas kt lab or kt libr je

hurm..

im freezing

typing p0wn slow since tgn sejuk gler..

skrang tgh tgu lecturer ms0k..

lg 5 minit k0wt..

anyway

nampak x tajuk tu..

heee

blush blushh...

bkn apa, hari tu ak bz sgt design logo utk assngmnt..

kdai sendiri, kami2..

so, ak in charge kne bt logo.. ntah la ..nnt la ak tnjuk..sbb xsiap lg

bz ssgt dek asgmnt.. ko ghase..

svt bt comeback lg..acaner nk menduload ni.. byk ni.. sobss..

ckp sal Haru

yup, ak dpt Haru !!!

heee..

what is it?? 

ni haa..

(@_@)

comel kan.. 

ni la haru..

mmula nk kasi Aoi.. in Japan means blue..

tp, bunyi lain mcm bler org lain y sebut..kekeke

so, tkarla..Haru, spring in Japan.

lg comel..

saper kasi??

errr..

dlu, kwn ak ad tnjuk y senior dy y jual ..bt bisnes ni..

bebear ni.. ak p0wn usha la..sbb hrga cam okay.. hee..kaler p0wn rare n lawa je..

ak usha..cm bekenan..dy siap bt delivery + card 

cm romantik je

ak p0wn dgn scara x malu nya, mnx kt org2 sekeliling ak

akak ak

my kwn2

smer xnk kasi..puiii..xpela..ak bknnya serious nk diorng bg..

mesti diorang nk bg p0wn ssh since ak kwn bkn makwe..

bkn someone special..

kwn ak la power 'baik ak bli kt diri sndiri doe'

lol

ak p0wn kt webpage, StarHeart..webpage kami2 je..

bt entry skit..

xtaw lak y 'diorang' akn tgk post tu..

nsib lak ak bt in English, fhm la..

lau ak bt in Malay.. mmg x la nk fhm.. kan..

so, they contacted a friend of mine.. 

sruh kwn ak tu handle..

order, pos kt ak..

prank? ha ah..kne prank dek diorang..

seyesly kuajar..

nurul gtaw ak, ad org hntr postage kt dy..
dy mnx tlg ak p ambk sbb dy kata,
dy tulis alamat, details ak as pnerima..

katanya, dy malu nk p hambik sbb bnde tu bsar..
so, tpaksa ak p hambik dgn syarat2 y ak tentukan.. heee..

p ambk dgn ecah, besar doe.. packaging..tebalkan muka je
balik bilik, ak buka as nurul bg ak geledah..
ak n ecah dh dpt agk bbear sbb kaler n blu dy..
kaler y ak nak.. ngamuk la ak.. nurul ni.
nk bli bbear pown, jgnla sama y ak nk!

dlm proses ecah bukakan, jatuhla satu keping kad ucapan, ak grabbed the card..
and baca dlm hati smbil ecah geledah bbear..
tergamam ak bler bca kad tu

ak tjuk kt ecah, dy y first jerit..
OMG!!!

HAAA
 sampai la rmai tnya saper bg.. i canot say la u.. kekekeke..
gomenn

this is the real HARU.. hee

kaler biru tu

introducing u to him..

comel kan .. lol

thanks korang y terlibat prank ak

thanks y bg

fufufufu~~~

salam

hye guys

its me again

wuhuuu !!

okay, I'm being the traveller me again..

I did mentioned that I went to Japan few months ago, right?

Haven't told about the trip yet, maybe next time..

I'll you guys everything about the JejakJepunEira trip

in another entry, kay..?

this entry, I'm being me again !!

I went to KL, Serdang..to Farah's hometown

well, it supposed to be 4 of us, Farah and her roommates,

me and mine

but, it turned out to be only me and Farah.. well, I promised. can;t break it..

On the day, i got no class so for the whole day, I slept. 

waited for Farah to contact me, and that evening, we went to the bus station at 3.45pm

we got 4pm bus.

it was very tiring and I plugged in my earphone ignoring farah in the bus, she was fast asleep..

deeply..

we woke up, 1 hours before iftar..

i ate the bread farah got me..

we arrived at bout 8pm ..and went to seperate ways from Ayu and her friends..

we both went to the mines and hangout there.. we went to karaoke..

and we had our mcD.. I ate the most filled McFlurry Oreo ever !
it was defnitely awesome..that ice cream..

anyway, went back to her home with Shidah's driving
did our prayers...
sleep
woke up at 5
sahur..
get to know her family
did our prayer..
sleep

woke up at 10..
depart to PWTC, via Axia
it was very crowded
shidah drove like a crazy person
it was my first time to PWTC act..
went strolling in the PWTC mall beside it..
it was..not bad, like the architecture of the building

contacted Hudal, asked him if he wanna join for iftar
agreed
met him at KLCC
it was my first tyme being in KLCC after, few years ago..
i got double excited and my buddies can see it clearly.. LOL
sorry, this is Eira
'Eira is being Eira' - they said
yup !

Iftar, at food court
I ordered Fish Grilled plus whipped potato
RM14 i think
forgot
not bad..it's good..
Harry contacted me asking to go to his house..
he's going back to Germany the day after that
gotta refuse his offer..since I'm with my friends. we promised first.
His mama called later..
I explained to her..she accepts..

His fmily are beiing verryy friendly.. oh no

my friends keep saying stuff about me and Harry
guys, we;re just friends..

departed from Hudal..
head back home
I drove since Shidah very sleepy
I did !
Went to a mamak
lepaking and had supper
again...eating
lol

went back home...

I didn't do any shopping, since ... well.. i guess..its not worth it
buying something that I dont really falling for..
However, once again

My goal succeed !!
Travel with friends...
plus introducing my friends to each other..
Goodness..
it was me, indeed..

short entry since I gotta go to class...
bye..
going back home tomorrow.. hee
Happy Eid !