Eira's 3 Years

Salam

hey guys

its been a while

its 10:54 pm

and i am soooo damn sleepy

i think i've been very busy thinking about others lately..

hurmm..

others hardships became mine

and i feel so damn stupid

Tales with Eira seems like not going so well

since i'm blank of ideas

anyway, 

its been 3 years now

since Kuhai left us

it feeels like just yesterday we got to know each other..

hangout

meetings

handling events

meetings again

gathering

from being the first batch of the community, 

we became the seniors

and he became the president

well, now, its Eim's turn to b the president

Kuhai's legacy

Yes, 

we set up the community together

but, it's Kuhai's pure legacy

with just continue it

hoping it would last long

and Yes,

it did

we are now having juniors

new batches 

we welcome freshmens

we are waiting to retire

we supposed to retire last year, 2017, but, I guess everyone has the heavy heart to officially leave

our contract has already ended

but, we ignored it

somehow, its automatically got renewed

it was somehow, awesome

Kuhai used to say, 

'i want us to be successful. i want us to be in the news. I ! want to be in the news'

and he did

the news telling the world about his death

everytime 19.09 came,

we will stop any conversation in our group chat

remembering the late Kuhai's memories

everytime 19.09 came, 

we will remembered his words,

everytime 19.09 came,

we will cry

Kuhai is a very positive yet cheerful guy

he solved problems carefully, thinking about the others

putting ahead others 

ignoring himself

sacrificing himself

in good ways

he is the guy u can find in ur dreams, fantasy, drama, fairy tales

he is the one

the friend anyone would definitely want to have

a friend no one wants to lose

dear, HeartStar

this is a special entry , about our dearest friends

who passed away in 2015 due to an accident

Tengku Haizry