facts myne friendship life

hurm. smlm je update blog . then update plak . xserik2 si eira nim kan?

hahaha

dah borim namanya . hurm . 

today i did something beyond my planning

i coulour my hair . well , with inai lorhh

with my aunt 

i heard my dad talked on phone with my mom . pe hal lak?

my mom n sis skunk ni dkat KL . well , my sis nk konvo . both of them g dlu by bus 

me n dad xtaw la bley g x . i got classes

last2 . i think we can go ^_^

but , need to plot some planning towards my revsion for my next exam

economics

text to my besties 

ajk dorunk join studyesk n lusa . mybe ak xdpt join da third class

dorunk reply y dorunk xley

dorunk dk satu  umh . lepak2 , x ajak ak p0wn

dh terasa dh . lau lepak2 kt umh dorunk mmg ssah nk ajk ak

outsider la katakan

msj ak p0wn xde sgt - haram!

nk buat cmner, ak gna maxis . dorunk celcom

hey! bkn salah ak . dh daddy ak bg nmbor tu kt ak

n buat cmner . 

tersisih la pulak!!! hadoOi

tmbh2 lpas dorunk inform ak dorunk tgk korea skali - xstudy p0wn

cehhh! mntng2la ak xbrapa minat korea n bru nk2 minat korea

lngsung lupa sal ak (tu pe y ak pk r) - terasa beb , biler geng sndiri xajk lepak , terasa r!!

seolah2 kiter je anggp dorunk besties  dorunk xanggp p0wn ak besties dorunk

cehh! perasan siot ak upenya

plus , dorunk xdpt join study dgn ak . hbis, ak nk ajk sapa lg?

alasan n kata2 dorunk wlau sesopan mana p0wn, mmg buat ak mrah!

dhla ak xbrapa pndai ekonomi . yup, bkn xbrapa..

mmg xpndai lngsung p0wn!

mrkh ak dlm eko . mkin lma mkin down beb! last2 fail je trus2an

argh!! lntak k0runk lah.k0runk dh pndai EA . dpt A last exm . ak? skit je lg..!!!! nk fail

k0runk xnk tlg ak (bkn xnk tlg, xdpt tlg) xpe..fine!! k0runk study la sesama

ak kol suhana..kwn sorng lg

tell her my niat . she agreed to help me out . ni bru kwn , pntingkan kwn dr diri 

jnji utk jmpa esk

text reeya . hoping she could join in as well . reeya xreply lg msj ak

berbalas2 msj dgn the twos . mmg mrah n panas r msj dgn dorunk . skit ati dicmpur aduk

mmg nk nangis r . tmbh2 dgn msalah fmily ak skunk ni . 

ak xtaw nk pk pe lg dh

the twos , no one can understand my feeling . 

nak mngadu dkat ichi , who is he to me?

recently kit0runk dh xrpat lg dh . ichi dh lain dgn ak

i just noe it

syao? haram ak nk mngadu kt dy . lau ak msj p0wn bknnya layan

ak je beriya2 msj geng2 ni . xde y pduli . ichi , syao . anyone else

lau reply p0wn . not the reply i wanted

last2 the twos said they can join my study

well . ak dh xde mood nk jmpa dorunk

automatikally - xyhla..xjd..cancel

bley plak they blame me ckp abh ak xbg ak kuar ka? napa xkompom awl2..?!

pehal lak abh ak xkasi?! dh ak ckp kt dy y ak ada klas - xkn dy xkasi . pk logik la

mmg naik berang ak for the first tyme kt the twos - xyh! xyh join..xyh mai..xjd cancel..ore study dgn org lain

agk2la..dlu ckp ak ni terlalu snsitif . ak xska org pnggil ak snsitif .

lpas ak sdar y dorunk pggl ak gtu . tr0s ak buat xendah dgn perlian dorunk . 

y sorng tu okey la..ak bley mas0k r dgn perlian2 dy . tp y sorng lg uh , ak tawla ak ckp ak xkn ambk ati dh . tp agk2 r lau nk bgrau p0wn . ada had gk r . lau ckp dy xpnah terasa ati , xdenya . tipu la tu

tipu diri sndiri  . tipu perasaan diri

Tuhan xcipta la manusa y xde perasaan . xde hati

jgn nk nafi ciptaan TUhan la wey

mmg berang ak tyme tu. 

terdetik dlm hati - ohh..nmpknya ak bl0m jmpa kwn baik y serasi dgn ak

ssah bt0l 

felt like being alone . biler disisih oleh kwn sndiri . 

my aunt lak nk blik ke umh dy . 

lau she blik , ak dk sorng la jwbnya . 

abh ak dh tdur . ak xske jd org last tdur . dtinggalkan sorng2. dat is just not me!

i'm telling you! i hate the dark . 

naik ke blik tdur . kmas2 pe y pt0t

hurm . . nk nangis ase

pesal Tuhan suke uji ak dgn gunakan kwn2 ak

pesal ujian ak slalu psal kwn, persahabtan..?

pesal ssh sgt ak nk jmpa kwn y serasi dgn ak?

baring2..standby utk tdur..

ttba ad msj ms0k..

siapa lak kaco ak tyme ak tgh nk berangan ni..?!

bca msj . from reeya . 

-bru bls msj ak bdk ni- hahaha

reeya tulis ' tirah, ok..ore g esk.ore join tirah study..ore g deh..jmpa esk ^_^'

tergamam ak...hujan semulajadi turun dh...bnjir dh!!

terharu siot beb . ! reeya text ak ckp nk join ak study!!

perasaan cam 'wah!! reeya nk mai ajr n teman ak study esk!!! yeay!'

excted giler . terharu sgt2

smngt ak hidup blik kes reeya punya text . love you reeya!!!!!

smpt gk ak termenung

dlm dunia ni . mcm2 jnis kwn ak jmpa

smuanya akn mnyakitkan ati kiter wlaupun skit . 

wlau sbaik mana kiter dgn dy

mnusia xsmpurna

masing ada hati perasaan y berbeza

kita xslah.hati kita xslh

kiter just kne kawal n latih hati perasaan kiter utk SABAR

tu je . 

terdetik gk dlm diri ak

arghhh!! lbih baik ak sorng2 je . being alone is better . 

tringt kt trademark ak dlu - i will never ada kwn baik lg dh!

i will hdupkan blik trademark uh

ada geng . tp . . . . . 

X AKAN ada KWN BAIK