Tsuyoi..?

today..i felt...
different..
its been a while since i had the same dream every night..
in dat dream..
i was is pain..
really painful..
i can feel the pain 4 the truth..
once i woke up in the morning..the pain is still there..
weird..but..it is the truth...

i try to forget bout it

try to ignore it

try to do sumthing dat might make me forget bout it

try to...

I've already tried everything!!!

mimpi tu..seolah2 betul

betul2 berlaku..

ksakitan y ak rasa tyme tu..

mmg rasa btul2

lpas ak bngun pown, msih sakit lg..

mimpi tue..

hmpir sama dgn mimpi y ak slalu mimpi tyme ak kecil2 dlu..

smpy skunk ak xfhm mksd disebliknya..

ntah2 xde mksd pun..

tp..ak ttap pcaya-ada mksud..

tu aku

tmpat dlm mimpi tu..

sama

suasananya pown..

sama

keadaan ak tyme tu pown..

sama

cuma..

skitnya lain..

kali ni, ia lebih skit bbnding dlu..

apa mkna smer ni!!!???

can someone tell me??!!

obaa-chan! tell me plizzZ

who I am..

or

what I am..!!

tell me!!

dis gift is pushing me hard!!

but, I love dis gift..

really..

I'm still having it..hahaha

ingtkan da hilang 'hdiah' ni..

rupnya ad lg..

yokatta!!!

tsuyoi!!

juz having a 'imagination'

wo0w..

I can feel the energy

ak rasa tenang lpas buat smer aktiviti tu

lpas release smer y ak nk release

lpas, enjoy myself, not remembering my probs

lpas luahkan smer y ak xpuas

stage one..

I can be strong

I have to

tsuyoi..

strong..

stage one utk ak lngkah ke dpn-complete!!

klau mcm ni, biler2 msa ak down, bleyla ak jd tsuyoi balik!!

ak da pndy kawal diri utk jd tsuyoi dgn baik!!

dgn sempurna!!

Alhamdulillah!!

i cant give up yet..

next stage..

Honki!!

serious!!

need to complete it in a short while!!

yeah!!

i can do dis!! kitttoooo!!!