pg2 stay kt umh..

buat apa y pt0t..

xsdar lak y dis is the last day of 2010

w0ow

dat was quick!!

..then, ptg tue

..syafiq dtg umh

..pakat ke pasar mlm chbng 3 dgn along

..abh xksi monggek

..kih3..

..last2 ajak ak-g dgn kete

..bli mkanan d psar mlm

..usha2 bbdk ni

..kowt2 ad

..borak2

..fiq mention nk ke kb mlm ni

..nk ikut, tp xtau r abh kasi x

balik umh

along kasi tau abh sal hajat besar tu

abh snyap je

then, naik atas-buat2 apa y pt0t

on9 jap

then, yoh pi call

abh pnggil kitorng suh bersiap

bersiap!!!

then, yoh pi dtg ambik

abh krim Mcd

ajk ariey-but dy prefer stay at home-lorh!!

xpela..

then, mnuju utk ambik fiq n kak lin

mnuju ke kb mall

shopping brg2 fiq utk dy bwa ke KL nnti

utk kak lin pown

ak n along juz usha2 brg

first tyme g kb mall xmsuk popular

jln2 dgn along

yoh pi ikut skali

org tgk yoh pi pelik

'smak ke..?'

ignore them

singgh tgk2 baju

then, pet paradise-usha2 pe y pt0t

yoh pi ajk masuk butik

tgk2 bju kt c2

w0ow!!

co0l!!

wish ariey would taging along juz now

he would love dis!!

then, me n along trun tngkt bwah

beli marshmalow coklat

fav along

naik tngkt atas balik..

kumpul2

smpt jgak usha DVD

chech2 tjuk anime

blik cri dlm int

mnuju ke McD

bli apa y pt0t

my fav

McFlurry Oreo

then, mnuju balik!!!

awalla pula blik

slalu kul 1 xblik lg..

kih3

new year pnya kes

lgpun, fiq kne naik bas awal pg esk

huhuhu

balik umh

nothing special

but, spending tyme wif them do release my tension

yoh pi pesan utk choose bdang/mnat ak

lau xdpt klas sns..

bek ak tkar skola

dptkan klas sns

sbb ak mnat sns

sns target prtma ak

yoh pi bg tklimat jap

then, ak fkir blik..

'btul jgak eh'

terfikir lak sal azam thn bru

'apa azam thn baru ak eh??'

'hurm..'

azam ak

ak nk

buat smer org hepi

nk try my best

lpakan smer msalah

juz head for my career

fkir sal my future je

then, target utama ak!!!

blaja sunggguhh2 dlm sns!!

utk ke JEPUN!!!

matte ne~~

i will go there

n study there

zettai!!

kitto!!

mitte2 ne~~~

dats atashi yume

my dream..

yumeiro pattisiere

gud bye 2010
hello 2011!!!

xsngka ak da msuk 16 thn!!!

hahaha

w/pun besday ak 14 hrbln 2 ni

anyway, hepi new year

buat kwn2 y wish dkat fb or msj..

sorry cuz ak xsmpat msj..

xsmpt reply...

hehehe

azam baru aku thn ni...

nk buat smer org hepi!!!

n japan!!!

here i come

nk fully enjoying myself

plus-nk buat sesuatu dgn serious

juz like i always said..

tsuyoikini, honki, mutekini, suteki...

genki, kyuuki!!!!!

well...hapi new year everyone..

hope everything will be okay

hope ur new year-going well!!!!

today..i felt...
different..
its been a while since i had the same dream every night..
in dat dream..
i was is pain..
really painful..
i can feel the pain 4 the truth..
once i woke up in the morning..the pain is still there..
weird..but..it is the truth...

i try to forget bout it

try to ignore it

try to do sumthing dat might make me forget bout it

try to...

I've already tried everything!!!

mimpi tu..seolah2 betul

betul2 berlaku..

ksakitan y ak rasa tyme tu..

mmg rasa btul2

lpas ak bngun pown, msih sakit lg..

mimpi tue..

hmpir sama dgn mimpi y ak slalu mimpi tyme ak kecil2 dlu..

smpy skunk ak xfhm mksd disebliknya..

ntah2 xde mksd pun..

tp..ak ttap pcaya-ada mksud..

tu aku

tmpat dlm mimpi tu..

sama

suasananya pown..

sama

keadaan ak tyme tu pown..

sama

cuma..

skitnya lain..

kali ni, ia lebih skit bbnding dlu..

apa mkna smer ni!!!???

can someone tell me??!!

obaa-chan! tell me plizzZ

who I am..

or

what I am..!!

tell me!!

dis gift is pushing me hard!!

but, I love dis gift..

really..

I'm still having it..hahaha

ingtkan da hilang 'hdiah' ni..

rupnya ad lg..

yokatta!!!

tsuyoi!!

juz having a 'imagination'

wo0w..

I can feel the energy

ak rasa tenang lpas buat smer aktiviti tu

lpas release smer y ak nk release

lpas, enjoy myself, not remembering my probs

lpas luahkan smer y ak xpuas

stage one..

I can be strong

I have to

tsuyoi..

strong..

stage one utk ak lngkah ke dpn-complete!!

klau mcm ni, biler2 msa ak down, bleyla ak jd tsuyoi balik!!

ak da pndy kawal diri utk jd tsuyoi dgn baik!!

dgn sempurna!!

Alhamdulillah!!

i cant give up yet..

next stage..

Honki!!

serious!!

need to complete it in a short while!!

yeah!!

i can do dis!! kitttoooo!!!

wahh..hepinye today..ntahla..
ak pown cba nk hepi2 ni..
hurm, pg2 lg dgr suara umi n ajk along g kb..
smbng tdur..
then, alng grak
tnya nk g kb x..?
ak tnya
'nk buat apa?'
'jln2 la..abh pergi tmpt dy..kita g kbmall, jom!'
stuju jelah
ajtnya nk beli buku rujukan skit..
utk thn dpn..
komsas pe smer..

smpai kt kbmall

abh psan suh tgk hp jg

me n sis mnuju ke tingkt atas

tingkt kedua

wjib naik tingkt atas dlu..

intai kt kdai parkway jap

cari hdiah y alng jnji kt ak

bear-katak...kih3

ak mnat katak sblum citer putera katak lg ye!!

ntahla, nmpk cutela..

kih3

ak pnah pgang katak..xgeli pown..

gram nk penyek...hahaha

then, mnuju ke kdai DVD..

usha2 crite baru..

urm, smer da tgk da...

then, ke citijaya

ad sekor bear katak

tp, diluar kmampuan along

byknya bear y cute2

mnta2la my bf belikan..

kih3..

bkn stakt bf je..

smer org..

lau nk pjuk ati ak..sila kan beli bear dkat ak ye

gerenti OK

then, ke cosway..

beli brg2 umi..

ada y xdop stok

biarkan

then, mnuju ke mana...

pergi ke popular lak

kdai wajib ak lau pergi kbmall

memula usha dvd kt c2

then, usha komik

then, usha novel BI

mahal2 blakow

then, join my sis cari nvel BM lak

xbeli jgak

then, ak tnmpk mjlah epop bru smpay

bertuahnya!!

dpt awal!!

kih3..bru smpai ke..?ntahla..

at least bln 12 punya..

kih3

last2 beli mjlah epop,komik, n bku cinta utk along

gna member card ak

biler siap bayar..

kuar dr popular

then, tersisih dgn Intan!!

kih3

ckp2 jap..

lupa nk tgk muka abg dy..

fkiran ak ke len je td..lpa nk salam dgn mamanya..

biadapnya ak..

isyh3

sorry mak cik..

then, nk turn tu

terserempk dgn mamat bkas pjaan ak

pujaan lama..kih3

'eh, tu mcm zaiman'

tgk bkn men lama

ckp kt along..

nk jmpa!!!

lma xjmpa

ni ad chance jmpa xtgur lak

bknnya sng nk jmpa zaiman..

kontact pown ssah skunk

no dy pown xde

umh plak xknal..jauh lak tu

mybe

aduhh..

akhirnya mngalah..ak ckp..

'lau ad jdoh, jmpa lgla tu...kih3'

gelak along

'syao nk cmpak kt ner?'

'jodoh pertemuan la..bkn jdoh kawin..tr0s mkir along!'

trun tngkt bwah skali

dkat lot parking kete bwah tanah

usha2 baju

xbeli pown..

jmpa dgn kak dayah n kwn dy..

lpa nma pe..

naik atas balik..

then, peri usha hp abh

xdop

xjmpa

pergi order pizza

20 mnit

lmanya..

akhirnya, naik tngkt paling atas..

terserempak lah dgn zeman..

sama-sama tgk..

dy intai balik..

then, berhenti..

sama2 tgk..

dy snyum..ak snyum..bg 'peace' kt dy..

then, blah cmtue je

xterkata..

ingt balik ayat ak kt akak ak td..

'ad jdoh' - along usik ak

kih3..sengal r ai ni..

xley2..curang nihh...xley2

tp, sronok tul dpt jmpa zeman!!

lma xjmpa..tyme inilah ak btul2 sdar, ak rindu kwn2 skola rendh

suasana skolah rendh..

bler nk kumpul sama2 pula ni..

rindu k0runk..cuyunk korng..

then, naik tngkt paling ats..

usha2 baju kt c2 lak...

otw turun..jmpa jejaka smak lak

along jeling2 da..

isyh2

buat xtau..

bknnya smak pown..

ak kenan kt baju dy adala..

tuan empunya..? X!!

tyme trun tngga bergrak tu..

jmpa dgn iwani lak..aisyh..

rmainya jmpa org!!

sronok lak..

kih3

hepi smcm ak

ambik pizza..jmpa dgn abh

abh nk intai hp jap

cari casing utk hp baru ak..

pergi bli air n aiskrim dgn along..

then, blah..

fiq call..tnya sal uniform smkt

nk beli utk syamir nnti..

huhuhu

then, blah..

sronok tul todayy!!!

hope buat reunion dgn kwn2 skola rendh

n skola menengah pown

btw, hanis-my kazen

ad mtak skolah ayh abe

lau dy dpt..mybe ak akn pergi sana jga..

xpe, ayh abe bley tlg ejaskan...

kih3...

bley jga ak rpat dgn hanis..

amin..

AMIN

crite 23/12/2010

awl plak ak bngun ari ni..
hurm..bru pkul 9 lebey..
nk g ambik result pkul brapa ni...?
tgk my sis, still dreaming lorh..
hurm..msj2 bbdk ni dlu..
rmai ckp nk g tgh hari..
msj tc...tc kta result xsmpai lg..
mybe lmbt skit..

then, pkul 11 lebey
bersiap..
msj2 fiq suh bersiap jga
lau lmbt tnggl..
bersiap2..msj2..
korie ckp dyda tau result dy
pnyelias asrma y kasi tau..
mknanya, result da smpay kt skola...
naling tul!!!
along pkat ejek ak..
ckp along naling..
yela, mundar mandir ke...kih3..

lawak2

..nk ke skola tu
..trun tngkt bwah
..umi n abh snyap smcm
..naling ak
..ttiba umi tnya..
'dkyh da tau ke result dkyh brapa?'
..tkjut ak..tros snyap..
..along mai dkat ak n tgk umi..
..sengih2..aduhhh..
..then, sala dgn abh..
..abh gelak2 da..
..umi lak..
..senyum2 da..
..along ckp gerenti umi n abh da tau result ak
'yela, umi n abh kan rmai kenalan..'
'mesti kenalan diorng y kerja dkat ppd bgtau'
'xpown, check dlm int'

pergi ambik fiq kt umh dy
smngt pelik dy nk ambik result ak
isyh2
mok da ucap gud luck tyme tue
syamir pown..huhu
mkin naling ak..
kih3
smak smcm fiq pkai bjuj today..
ak n along x abis2 perli dy..
hehehe

then, smpai kt sko0l..
jmpa dgn kwn along dlu dkat smk dato'..
then, parking kete..
along n fiq lak y laju smcm ke dwn..
along nk cari ckgu2 dy..
fiq, juz followed her..
memula ak jmpa dgn niniey..
tnya, dy dpt straight..huhhh
hebat r..thniah..
mkin naling ak..
then, jmpa ANN..dy dpt 7..
kire okay r kan..thniah..
then, jmpa adam..
dy dpt straight jgak..
ttiba pengetua mari dkat ak n peluk
heran ak..
dy tnya ak dpt brapa..
ak jwb..
'xg ambik lg..hehehe'
'owh, gud luck la ye'

cari di mana along n fiq..
nmpk klas ak
3k3!!!
pergi..
tc tgk ak..
my sis n fiq dtg dkat..
tc lyan yien dlu..
then, cari nma ak..
bg my result..
ak tgk..
kira ad brapa A
tgh mngira tu..
my sis rebut kt tgn..
dahla tyme tu ckgu ambik gmbr...isyh3
ak tgk dlu..
Allah!!!
heppinyer rase..
then bg kt my sis n fiq..
diorang ckp..eh, cpai target ni..
'kena belila gundam nmpknya'
'along pown, kne bali hdiah la jg..sbb da jnji'

bisik2 dkat tc sal offer y ak dpt..
tc pown terkjut..
'asal awk dpt awal sgt..?'
'cptnya awk dpt offer..'
heran tc mislia..
'hbis, nk trime ke..?'
'xtau la tc..sy nk tgk sns dlu ajtnya..'
'tgk sns?'
'yup, lau sns sy A..sy nk tmpu sns'
'laa...awk A sns..'
tyme tc ckp ak A sns..terdiam ak..
'sy A sns?'
'yela..try awk tgk'
ak check balik result ak..
Ya Allah!!!
sns ak A
xsngka tul!!!!
Alhamdulillah sgt2..

w/pun result ak xsbrapa gempak..
tb at least..
ak hepi sgt!!!
xsngka sns ak A
mknanya bley g aliran sns r kan..huhu
hepi tul!!!
mybe duk klas 3 jg kowt....kih3
so, decision..?
ak xtau..
ariey dpt 7 A's
juz like syao..huhu
omedatou!!!

salam2 dgn ckgu..
then, tros blah..
xtgu sesapa da..
tc ruslidza bngga jgak sbb ak A BI..
kui2
coki cam nk pnggil ak..
tp, ak buat xtau..
sian adik..
sorri ek..
I'm in a hurry..
busy lately wif some cases!!!
huhu
bbdk ni pkat tnya..
certain people je noe bout my result
n bout dat offer..
ckp2 dgn nik jap..
then blah..
dis tyme, fiq duk seat dpn..sblah my sis..
along bwa kitorng ke tumpat dlu..
dlm kete, ak msj2 sdara mara y nk tau sgt sal result ak
'nk tau sal my result, byar siya'
kih3
bgtaula diorang..
my kazen, anis dpt 9A..
thniah..omedatou!!!

..along bwa ak n fiq ke tumpat
..jmpa dgn ckgu skola rendh
..bgtau dy
..along nk intai2 hdiah utk ak katanya
..eleh, bajet
..pdahal nk intai baju n date dgn fiq
..huhh
..last2 beli aiskrim n roti je
..ak ad call abh
..misskol..
..then abh kol balk
..tyme ak angkt tu
'abh tau da..dkyh dpt ......... kan?'
hahaha..cmner abh tau!!!??
..da agk da..
..ssah tul jd ank org y dknali rmai..
..smer nk skodeng..
aisyhh!!!

blik umh..
tr0s ke kb..
tman abh service kete dy dlu
then, ke billion
bkn men lama abh service kete dy
psang tv la plak..
isyh3
then, ke billion
hampir2 khlngan my fav bracelet tyme ni...
huhu..
nsib bek smpat ambik n prasan..
mrantau btul..

then, pergi ke tmpat mnjual hp..
huhu..
ak kenan kt samsung corby actually..
tp, jmpa y new one
tauke hp tu plak kwn abh
so, dy promote kt abh
dptla offer skit
ak plih wrna putih
nmpk smak skit..
new member of da family
my new 'child'
!!!welcome!!!
'Samsung Champ'
luv it..
thnx dad..
I'll treasure it indeed..
my sis da cop hp lma ak tue..
hp lma ak tu kecik..
tu dy kenan...kih3
samsung jga..huhu
first tyme dpt hp plihan sndri..
slama ini pkai y scondhand abh n along..
lucky..
Alhamdulillah..
abh pun seems t0 like dat hp
huhu..sbb len dr y len tep..kih3
ad org tnya..nk nmakan pe..
lwak lak, hp pown kne bg nma ke..
hurm..
oleh sbb Champ tu adlah nma kump. pngrah cter Cardcaptor Sakura n Tsubasa Chronicle..
serta Xxholic..battle doll anglic layer..
citer2 favs ak!!
so, ak nk nmakan..
"Sakura"
wrna dy pown putih..
bnga sakura wrna putih..
bmksud, sacred..pured..honesty..
wahhhh..mdlm tul!!!

blik umh..
solat2..
then, tr0s ke umh mek lak
smpy kt pintu msuk umh tu..
da dgr suara ayh pi
'mana dkyh..?'
isyhhh
ak masuk je
smer mata tertumpu kt ak
naling ak..
then yoh pi pnggil..g dkat dy
dy tarik, suh duk tepi dy
dy tnya
'so, dpt hdiah apa..?'
'nk tgk ke?'
ak pun kluarkanla sakura dr poketku
tkjut yoh pi
'haha..hp dy ganas lg weyy'
sohorkan kt uncle2 y len..
ak tr0s ke dpur, leaving sakura wif all the uncles
xpe, abh ad..dy bley jga

kt dpur, aunts' lak pkat tnya sal result..
mmula g salam dgn mok teh dlu..
huhu..syg mok tehh..
muka dy cam arwah mek..huhu..
teringt kt mek biler tgk dy..
then, aunts' smer pkat kritik sal statu fb ak
'uncle2 n auntie2, jgnla tnya sal result lg..mkin tension lau asyik tnya ni'
y tu..
kih2
kritik2
then, join eka n fiq kt dlm blik sue
tgk diorng men game
kuar kt ruang tamu utk ambik sakura
then, show her to fiq n eka
diorng men sakura dlu..
fiq ckp
'waduh eka, dy dpt hp baru'
'canggih lak tu'
'tau kan..xsrupa dgn kter eka'
aduhh..perli!! sengal punya kazen!!!
syamir plak perli..
huhu
'ni junior smkt ni' - syamir
haha..xpe2..nnti tirah buli syamir dehhh
'kiter geng dua r nnti, kak tirah jgn pndh skola lak'
'mmg bcadang nk pndh'
'xley2..xdbnarkan..'
hahahaha..

ngasuh2 bdk..
bncang sal wedding yoh pi nnti..
hurm..
pnat..
xsmpt nk rest btul2
pg2 g ambik result..
then, ke tumpt..
then, kb
then, umh mek
aduhh..
xdang duk kt umh lma2 tul..
huhu..

overall
i'm lucky having such a family..
sporting..
hehe..
ase cam ank buah kesayngn diorng lak today..
caring..
sama2 kenakan ak
perli ak
gurau2
heppy starting tul..
Syukur sbb ad fmily y sbgini..
but, still..
hope da secret bout our family, r still secured well..
AMIN...

thniah buat bbdk y dpt result y gempak punya!!!

today, exam RAE..
well, first, l0ok at the tyme!!
OMG! its 12.44 am!!
fine, i'll juz act like it is still 22nd Dec..haha
exm RAE 4 da 2nd tyme!!
well..it turned out okay..
soklan2 bleh blah..haha
tp, overall n hopefully okay aje..


msuk dwn..fuhhh..
rmau gler..
pak ciks y rmai..mnang anugerah plg rmai
adlah boys!! girls da pupus ke 0oii..
lgpun, kureng gurl mnat bnda2 cmni,..kan3
ak n sis duk jauh antra satu sma lain..
along duk ujong blkng/!! ak..? dpn2
start exm..kul 2 lebey..2.07 ptg..
slama 3 jam..tp, ak..pkul 3.30 da kuar
actually, pkul 3 ptg lg ak siap jwb smer soklan..
skali dgn check 3 kali,.hurm..
bkn nk bbngga..tp..
heran je...fuhhhh...
then kuar dr dwn..
my sis bl0m siap lg nmpknya..huhu


kt luar dwn, jmpa umi..
dy kol abh..
g toilet jap..
then, jmpa dgn abh..
abh soal2 ak jap..
xlma lpas tu, along kuar,..
9w2six soal ktorang sal exm tu..jwb je..

then,blik..
smpai umh dlm pkul 7 lebey..
dpt surat..
dari.....???????
secret..xley bgtau lg..
it isnt the rite tyme t0 heboh2 yet..
bukak fb..
tnya2 sal result lak..
tension ak
skodeng2 bbdk ni
tnya2 dorg pkul rapa dorg nk pergi ambik..
then, tnya tc..
tc hani kta pkul 10 pg result smpai
tc norma ckp..
pkul 11 kitorng da bley ambik..
huhhh..
cmner ek..
pakat dgn fiq-kazen
ajk dy tman ak ambik result jgak
bley jgak along buat date dgn dy..
kih3..
skandal sjak kecilla katakan..
hepi giler dy biler fiq dtg umh td..
dy men laptop ak jap
then, bgtau ak sal kamen rider baru..
tunjuk gmbr gundam baru..gundam SD..
jgn tnjuk weyy..result xdpt lg..
lau hmpa..sedeyhhh..huhu

then,pkat2 utk dy join skali esk..
tp,ntahla,,
biar dy bncang dgn skandal dy lahh..
ak xnk ms0k cmpur...kui3
rmai tul mnanti n mnanya sal my result...weyy!!!
jgn gni..tension ak..
ak taula ak ank buah fav famly ni...
kih3..
sumer nk knekan ak ye..
uncle2..auntie2..kazen2 smer...
siap korng..isyh3
nnti byk btnya la,..
kita tgk je esk cmner,..
ak nk off hp..kih2
bru tau..

..sal surprise lak..
..mmg surprise giler..
..ttiba ad surat utk ak..
..sampai je kt umh..
..ajtnya nk trus naik tngkt atas n mndi..
..then, along ckp ad srat utk ak..
..tkjut ak..
..tgk sampul..
'eh, surat rasmi ni'
'dr siapa?'
..buka2..
'uisyhh'
..cmner erk..?..
..xpe2..nk tgu n tgk result dlu..
..bru fkir balik..
..ke cmner, ariey?..
..it is an offer latter..
..to me..
..offer dlm pe or sal apa..
..xyah tau..
..tiba msa ak kasi tau..
..nex tyme ye..
..ak nk tgk result dlu..
..surprise tul..
..which decision should i make?..
..wat ever it is..
..i have to make it wise..
..or I'll regret 4 therest of my life..
..well, ganbarimassu!!!!..
..hope 2 see u so0n..
..u 2 ariey.,.nnti ko blik sana, jgn lpakan ak ye!!..
..yakusoku dayou!!!..

final make up!!!
watashi kokoro...Un...Lock!! >.< ehhe..

wat should i do??

zan me ban?? hurmm

doushiyooo!!!

..cari citer best dulu..

..tgk..

..skodeng apa y pt0t..

..huhu..

try being cheerful 4 the 1st tyme in my life..

well..

try being me!!

..haha..

asal nk try lak

kan ak mmg cmni..

..isyh3..

exm RAE mkin dkat..

well, wish us luck..

the very best luck...

ehh..atashinchi do danshi ada!!

yes!!!

ariey! jom, tgk movie mlm nie..

..hehe..

tp ak ad klas mlm ni..huhhhh

my kazen ajk kuar..ntahla

ttba mention bout my result..

mcmla dy da tau my result dpt brapa..

..siyh..

musykil tul..

jnji nk beli gundam SD..

kih..

salah sorg my kamcing's kazen..

..syafiq..

owhh..jnji nk beli gundam ye..

ok, lets see bout dat..

tu pown lau result ak capai target..kui2

mlm ni nk tgk citer..lau dang

then, mnuju ke klas..

rabu exm..

khamis, result..

hurm..then, new year!!

wahhh...bestnya!!!

ariey lak..kne blik sana..di sana..di sana...

..kih3..

hurm..wat to d0..

owh ye, ak da start studying bout sns teknologi

..hopefully..

dpt aliran sns..

tp, lau dpt..ak xjd pndh sko0l!!

arghh..

buntu2!

nk start new novel

..btjuk Ceritaku, Diriku..Bukan Diriku

..haha..best x tjuknya..?

..sayonara bl0m siap lg..

..huhu..

tp, skunk ntah napa..

xde mo0d nk smbung sayonara..

tp, jln citer sayonara best..

..bg ak la..

huhu..cmner ni..?

well

gotta keep going..

gotta keep moving

huhu

moving forward, eira!!! yoshhh

thn baru hmpir mjelma..

yokatta!!

new year..new dreams..new future..new adventures..new frenz..

but...

still..

..the same..ME!!..

dat would definitely change, ne~ ariey-kun..

..it is the principal of life..

ak buntu nk buat apa skunk..

jujurnya ak ckp..hati ak pedih..

khilangn sorng ahli kluarga y disayangi..

kwn karib y dihrap..

asal smer jd mcm ny..

erm..ak tau ko baca blog ak..

tp, xtau la..

hati ak pedih sgt!!!

mls nk pegi ambik result nnti...

biar ak mngarut kt cni jap...

ckp pape..

hurm..

kes korie, da selesai kowt..

gud 4 u..

ke my sis pown..

smakin selesai...

gud 4 u

i cant believe Im saying dis, but....

berhak ke ak wujud kt dunia ni..?

berhak ke ak dpt anugerah kturunan ni..?

berhak ke ak berdarah ktrunan ni...?

asal smer org nakkan waris drah ak ni..?

sjak rhsia family ak terbngkar - ntah sapa y bngkarkan..

rmai seems to targeting our family..

sbb tu, ariey ckp..dy perlu jaga ak

in other words..

lau hal ni terbongkar luas..

bahaya mnunggu..

arghh!!!

xpt0t..

btul ckp Syawal dulu..

org mcm ak xberhak berkwn..

Li selalu dgn ak tyme dlu..

skunk..ntah ke mana..?

ak xberhak ad kwn...'

sbb ak slalu kta diorg mnyakitkan hati..

pdhal ak y mnyakitkan ati diorg...

sori guys..ak xkan kac0 korng lg da...

rose-sori sbb byk bebankan ko

dayah-ko mmg sengal..tp, thnx 4 being my frenz

che-awk mmg pndgr y setia..cayunk awk

dilah-kenangn tyme skola rendh..ttp di hati..thnx

sihah-haha..sy byk terhutng budi dgn awk

che teh-awk co0l..tp, kdg2 ssah nk fhm cara awk fkir..

intan-awk mmg cheerful..

coki-adek y terbeik!!!

adam-BFF y terbek jgak!!

eyyo-abg ak y sgt disayangi..

sya0-Im ready when u r..when dat tyme comes..bye2 2 u..

sho-stop pretending..I noe u..but, lets end dis rite now sbb ak xmampu lg da..

tqah-thnxs..4 being my frenz all dis tyme..but, stop pretending t0o..

all of u..

lets end dis rite now..

end our relationship..

end our..memories together..

tamatkan permainan ni..

sbb sy dah xmmpu nk men lg da..

mcm k0runk..hidup kiter sngkt..

mybe, ak lebey sngkt dr korunk..

..haha..

knapa ak ad pnyakit ni erk..

anyway...

..bye-bye..

wahhh..kerap tul ak tulis blog skunk ni kann..

excitednya..

ada org skodeng ak r...

kih3

tau2 plak..hahahaha..

ermm..

smlm borak dgn ariey jap..

me-amcm..ad bdk luahkan prasaan kt ko kan..?

ariey-yup..

me-so..?

ariey-mcmla ko xtaw..aq reject a

me-asal..?

ariey-aq xnk pkir sal ny lg..lgpun, stia pd yg satu k!!

me-haha..siapa la y ko syg sgt tu..untung t0l

ariey-kwn baik aq..teka a

me-ak xnk prasan...tp, let me guess...hurm.. MAY!!

ariey-haha..itu crite lama la..

me-so, xkan nk curang kt may kowt

ariey-kan aq da ckp..stia pd yg satu

me-hurm...step up forward la bro..ksian ko

ariey-i noe..skunk, aq nk tlg ko dulu k

me-xyah nk pkir sal ak skunk ni..ak xnk ko end up cam 'kwn bek' ak dlu..

ariey-apsal..owhh...

me-jgn terlalu rpat dgn ak..ak xnk kiter ptus persahbtn...

ariey-ko yg ungkit kisah lama

me-dah2..y pnting..jgn pkirkan ak sgt ye!!

ariey-dah...tu mission aq k. tgas khas yg atuk bg..aq pom xbantah..

me-jd butler ak knon..hehh

ariey-haha..jom, g amusement park..tmpt fav ko

me-kt cni mna ad y tgh buka

ariey-kt jpun le..aq balik sana nnti, ko ikut erkk..jnji!!

me-xnk..ak mmg nk pergi..tp, nex tyme la..ak nk pergi sana utk enjoy..tyme2 xde mo0d nk enjoy ni.xnk..

ariey-ko pkir sgt sal msalah ko tu...

me-hurm..dah tidur!!! esk tlg ak kmas tmpt men kite..

ariey-haha..tgh syok men dgn sai ny..

me-tidur!!

byk tul masalah y mlanda ak sjak dua menjak ni
but..hitori janai..
i'm not alone
ariey keep supporting me
my frnz t0o
che, anis, ielah t0o..
others also..should i pronounce them one by one??
heheheh
no need to

fell a bit relief after watching SPIRAL
natsumi ayumu..natsumi kyotaka's brother..
he's the best!!
spiral ni, cm citer conan sket2
pnyiasatan..
tp, at least ad 13 episodes jer..
conan?? berjuta2..kih3
biler la dy nk besar ek..jd shinichi kudo y ensem...kih3
kuroba kaitou pown ensem..
kaitou kid-sama ne~

buka2 fb..
tc norma announce..
sal result dis thursday..
wo0ow..
dat was quick!!
em..lau ambik result..mesti jmpa dgn kenkwn blik..
is dis a gud thngs..or bad things??
ad bdk y ak xnk jmpa..
ad bdk y ak nk sgt jmpa..
mcm2
jmpa dorg nnti, grenti ingt kisah silam..
kenangan bersama lakk...
aisyhh

nalingnya
then, che linn ckp kt ak..
'xpe..jgn bmbng..flying colors punya'
hurm...
keyakinan gue btmbh!!! yeayhhh

hopefullly lahhh..
AMIN
beik ak pergi ambik result tgh hari..
lau g pg..jmpa bbdk ni...
xnak!!!
rmai y btnya nnti!!!
mls nk jwb..biarla result ok powmm..
cbuk je...hehe
tp, tu y btul,..
kan..
pelik pula..
sal result rmai lak y mybe btnya..
y mungkin cbuk nk tahu ak pnya
tp, tyme ak mo0dy..ada masalah..hari2
ada ke y tnya ak??
ada ke y ambik ksah sal ak??
ada ke y tnya..
'tirah sihat?'
'tirah borim x?? jom kuar'
'tirah ada prob ke?'
'tirah ok skunk? lama xdgr khbr?'
'tirah tgh watpe? rindu r'

ada?!!
ADA!!???
xde..harammm
ak akn syak siapa (kwn) y memula tnya sal result ak nnti..
tu pown bgntung pd pndngan ak je,,
hehh..
cbuk jgak nk tahu sal ak..

let juz wait n see

ak slalu kne yakin!!!!
tsuyoikini, honki, mutekini, suteki, genki, kyuuki, shinjitteru kara!!!
strong, serious, marvelous, matchless, energetic, courageous, believe!!!!

tlg la...ak mohon sgt2!!

w/pun ak sndri xtau cmner nk atasinya..

sbb ak sndiri y start..

ak buka profile fb diorg..

'aik..mesra smcm la plak'

xkisah sbb..pduli ap ak dgn hbngan diorg..

'tp...skunk, asal 'dy' xlyan ak cmtue da?'

ye jgak erk,,

biler diingtkan balik..

stlah incident ai tu selesai...'selesai'

'dy' layan ak len

xmcm dlu lg da..

renggang smcm..

salah ak jgak..

ak xpt0t bka fb diorg berdua..

mnyakitkan hati n mata je..

pliz la eira...

stop hurting urself..

hati ko y sakit..bkn hati org lain...

kan ko da nekad xnk buka fb diorng..

asal ko mungkir jnji dgn dr ko sndr..?

stop it pliz!!!

sakit mata mbaca kmen2 diorg..

kmen2 mesra diorg...

sakit ati tul!!

lpakan ak!!!

cmner nk suh diorg lpakan ak sdgkan ak sndr xley lpakan diorg..?

tr0k!!

knapa ko layan ak cmni..?

perlu ke ak bgtau siapa 'orgnya'??

knapa lyan ak lain dr dulu..

dulu...

xmcm ni...

ye...ak bkn si dia..y ko puja..

tp, at least ak nk ko sedar..

u r my precious frenz..

ye ..

ak sedar...ko xknal n xrapat dgn 'mama' ak..

sbg mana ko rapat dgn 'mama' dy

mesra dgn family dy..

sporting dgn family 'dye'

but at least...

lau ad kwn baik y baru..

jgn la sisihkan kwn ko y mmg tersisih ni..

ak mmg alone..sjak dulu lg..

ssah org nk fhm prasaan ak..

ssah org nk knal ak dgn btul2..

fine then...

never make another contact wif me ever again..

I'll never believe if dat happen..

juz want u to noe..

U r 1 of my precious frenz..

u r my PRECIOUS FRENZ...

let me use dis BFF keywords..

'A Day Without U Is Like A Year Without Rain'

to all my precious BFF..

but rite now..it is only 4 u..

SHO

SAYONARA

Sincerely from me...

eiRa/TiRah

ak da start new novel

Sayonara

lpas novel ini...

tgk r lau ak rjin, ak nk siapkan

cafe cinta rahsiaku

atau start new one

ak jd sorrow balik lpas tgk...

'diorg' mesra smcm..

hurmm...

knapa la ak jd kwn y mcm ni..?

mjur ariey n hiro ad

syao pown, kdg2 je tgur ak

hurmm...

mkin srabut lak biler bka fb

ajtnya nk delete fb tu nnti

mybe dis new year..

pape pkembngan ariey bley bgtau ak

along ad jmpa skola kas utk kulinari

16 thn ke atas..

mybe ak akn mhon masuk thn dpn

umi pown ad sbut sal nk suh ak msuk mrsm

tp,...

mlas lak nk ambik exm utk msuk mrsm tuee

cancel jelah..

ak sdg mncari lg cth2 soklan RAE

dgr2 thn ni ak exm kt UTM k. TRG

along join sama

sbtg haram ak kureng fhm..

cmner nk exm..well, juz believe i can do it

dats my line

now, everyone keep asking me wat to do 4 my future

miraiii

i du not noe

since my aunt bought me dat bo0k

i was thinking

how about i change my interest in da universe nex

how bout i try my luck in science's course

welll

then, ak pkir blik..

ak kne plih satu je

asal ak mnat byk bnda ek..

ak mnat grafik art, stars n galaxies...

photograph

arghhh!!!

xtau lahhhh

hurmm..

asal ak xley tgk 'diorg' hepi erk

hurm...

enough eira!!!!

its over!!!!

huhh...yeah

hitori dake..

Im all alone..

no one understand me

even i had my family...ariey..hiro...

everyone..

but, in reality...Im all alone!!

hitori dake!

my heart filled wif sorrowness!!

Im all blank..

yosshh..

I've made my decision...

kulinari...bakeri...chef...

cafe!!

dats my miraii..

my future..

I have to focus on my future from now on!!

keep moving forward eira!!!!

ganbarre!!

juz..be urself..ignore everyone..

ignore ur probs..

dun let ur probs win against u

be...

tsuyoikini, honki, mutekini, suteki, genki, kyuuki!!

strong, serious, matchless, marvelous, energetic, courageous!!!