Salam

hai dear HeartStars~~

Ogenki?

Watashi wa genki desu~~

Ohashiburi desu ne~

I'm almost done with my first semester in degree of Creative Photomedia~

final is next 3 weeks

how was it? so far so good

and I got far now~

Alhamdulillah

its hard , but its normal

learning isnt easy

theres nothing easy in this world.

if it does, how can we taught ourselves to get stronger by the time?

its almost Raya too

baju raya? i dont know

i leave everything to my sister and mom

to tell you the truth, i can feel the pressure and stress well here in degree with this major compare to the last major during diploma

is it because of the level? diploma n degree?

i think so

but, what i 98% sure is, major with assessment sure is hard

u know, what i see around me nowadays are,

i see people are moving toward the different paths already

everyone got their own plans

i see my schoolmates leaving me behind, found their future and belongings 

while i am still searching and learning more

yet, they already find the place they belonged

envied them

but

i trust HIM

i'm always updating my wordpress nowadays

 short stories combining my real stories and make up ones

i am actually very sleepy right now

dont know what to do

a second, i remember what i want to do then another second, i forgot

i just cant wait to end my first semester

also, i will convo this october

i dont really feel like going

i dont even feel like convocation

along will convo in october as well

i just hope we wont clash in dates

but, i do hope that we can both have photoshoot in our robes~

it would be sweetly awesome

dear HeartStars~

do you think the world nowadays are going to get better?

will you be better?

have a better life?

will the world gets harder?

its just, the future is sooo obvious yet so complicated

get what i mean?

i really cant wait to start my own journey where i can gain income to support both my parents and sister

its a long term goal for me

always

pray for the best

insyaAllah