salam

salam satu Malaysia dan salam satu dunia..

hehe..lama gk xupdate blog

stiap kali bka blog, mesti tertangguh nk update

byk kerja..

n tertangguh lak nim.bru just blik from kb.hoho

smbung blik..kne siapkan gk la nm the blog

later, smbung novel cuz moOd nk bt novel mmg ttinggi giler nim..

yosh!

meh nk cter..

mmula ak excited n nervous sal result SPM dh nk kuar nntii

20 Mac 2013

lg 19 hari  k0wt..! adehh

lepas result..my uncle kawen..so sminggu cut bln3 uh..myb kt kg

tlg2 pe y pt0t

result + majlis my uncle

dua benda y aku nervous with excited

mjlis my uncle nervous la sbb nk pkai bju bru...kui3

malu siot !

then, tyme ak kuar smlm..dpt msj ms0k from Areeya

she asked about PLKN batch 2

dh bley check - katanya

ak p0wn nalim . my sis excited

seriously, ak mmg rasa y ak akn dpt batch 2 nim

k0runk kan dh sedia maklum y ak dpt PLKN . cma xtaw lg pagglan ke brapa

ak smpai umh -  dgn hati y berdebar2

fuhh!

nama ak termasuk list sihh

badump!

doki doki shimasta !

hehehe...gtaw my parents, sis

penempatan? hahaha..xyh tawla..t ak blik dr sana bru ak gtaw eh

ak akn bertolak ke PLKN 30 Mac 2013 ini

sebulan je lg ak free tu enjoy being at home

xsmpai sebulan eh, 29 hari je lg

countdown start!

ak ad check aktiviti2 dkat PLKN uh..mnarik bt0l

bulan ni mmg kalut la utk ak

projek kelas kne bt balik byk kali

tempahan customers utk brg2 craft jahitan lg

novel

result

uncle kawin+baju xsiap lg

PLKN

21 Jun 2013 bru blik cnim balik

then insyaAllah ms0k u..smbung ngaji plop

misi appointment kt clinic..bl0m start lg....hurm..bler la nk start

umur makin lanjut nim..xmau la nnti mas0k u bru nk start bt

mmbazir je satu tahun nim..

mummy daddy ! nk bt apponment cpt2 ! please !!!

nk kumpul dut utk bli tiket SUPer Show 2013 lg..

appoinment n tiket !! arghh ! nk !

 Assalamualaikum

since my kazen, hanchan have a sleep over at my house..on 14th Feb : 1.00 a.m

kitr0unk berborak2 hingga pkul 5.00 am

fuhh..mmg bahagia la..dpt berborak2 lma dgn dy

xterpkir y esk ak akn mngntuk

so, kul 5 am lebih..kami tdur..bngun dlm pkul 8-9am cmtue r

esknya..pg2 bngun..tlg2 pe y pt0t

basuh itu basuh ini..my sis kerja..kwn2 start msj tnya sal that day event

dr pkul 12.00 am 14feb..xhnti2 msj wish bestday ms0k

ak bka fb..rmai gk wish..

ak kira2..tmbh2..dlm 90 org wish bestday kt ak..

thn lpas..70-80 jer..xrmai sgt..

then, siap2..ke kb..cri kek

ak n hanchan y plh kek bestday..

then, ke exotic pet shop..wahh! ada labah2..katak..iguana..gecko..cats..

ferret..sugar glider..birds..

ak terkenan kan labah2 n katak uh..wahh..lawa giler dy punya wrna

tp, abh xkasi beli T_T

pulang ke rumah..relax..sedara start dtg..tlg2

akn hanchan g tkar bju..berseluar jeans je..baju labuh

lupa lak nk selca utk dat day punya fashion

kwn2 ak start dtg

first..nurin n che ros..

diorunk bwa hadiah la plop..bahagia tu mmgla..

tp xnk mnyusahkan 

then..bbdk lelaki smpai

geng iichi..saiful..faiz..faiz rosli..hanif

panik ak..dhla dtg beramai2 skaligus

sedara ak start pkr lain dh...haha

sportive je sdara ak layan my frenz

then, xlma tu..adam, eyyo n saifuddin lak arrived

jemput ms0k..adam sruh hampar karpet merah..no3

upi p0wn balik . . lma xjmpa dy

dy kazen lelaki pertama y wish bestday kt ak..smpai2 je tr0s wish

ak mntak hdiah, dy tepuk2 je tgn ak..haha

ak tlg hidangkan mknan kt kwn2 ak y bajet malu uh

tc norma lak dtg dgn her two daugthers..najwa n nabila..

siap bwa hdiah lak uh..adehh..thanks

tyme tu kerat the cake..ak hidangkan2..then nk hdangkan sdara2 kt ats umh lak

naik atas umh..sdara2 perli2 ak lak..ayh p dk peluk2 ak n sindir2 ak..

my sis dk tgk then pggil ak

'yohp dk peluk2 adk..bdk tu dk tgk kt luar..' hahaha..gelak2 kami berdua

nk balik uh, ichi sruh ikut dy kt keter dy jap

hdiah plop ko..? adehh

both ichi n syao bg somthing 

syao bg two things..

yohp bg komik..

tgh2 ak dk capai hdiah from syao..bbdk nim..my frenz..letupkan streamers dkat ak..apa r

meriah pulak diorunk ni wlaupun xsekelas..hak3

bbdk kelas ak sorng p0wn xdtg..

bbdk ST lak y dtg..thanks anyway ^_^

 

 below..cake bestday ak y ke-18 2013

 from left ;- cute doll hp strap..present from syao . right;- redcoins shoe from ichi

from left ;-music box from che ros . right ;- korean style mini watch from nurin..

 

 ketiga2 gmbr ni..hdiah y sama..one day after my bestday..at nyte..

a friend of myne called..asking me to go outside from my house for a while..

honestly..i can guess why..

when i stepped outside..she came out from her car givng me a present..ABOVE

sweet present from NuRuL AtiQaH HuZaiMi and FAMILY

thank you for coming this far to give me my bestday present..LOVE YOU ALLZ!

 

above..a bestday present from my tc..tc norma n family..thank you tc..may God bless you n your famiily..

overall...i love all of my present..thank you all so much..! i'll treasure them for sure just lke i treasure our friendship..

E.L.F

Ever-Lasting Friends

>_<

bye.sayonara.annyeong

..salam..

 

 tertarik dgn lgu nim bler tgk romantic and idol season 2..

BToB Minhyuk played this song and Jewelry Yewon choose this song

the song was cute..so sorri about my background blog song..

mngganggu k0runk tuk dgr lgu di atas ni kan..?

so..bka youtube lah ye...hehe

FinKL - Forever Love

below is the english translation..

LoVe this Song so so so much..!

My love now I want you to be my everything I want to lean on
I need you to promise me you always stand by me called unchanging, eternal love

Himself does not seem to me that your love Do not turning
Uneasy worried about your own future ahead of just
You wish to look better, not greed
Now in love If I'm really happy.

I need you by my side always necessarily want to leave only to me
Listen When you know how to precious man, you're the only

Hard they maybe do not know the time we walk together
But to trust you more than anyone says
Surrender hope for me now to know them a little bit?
I love only you, my little chest full of

I need you by my side always necessarily want to leave only to me
Listen When you know how to precious man, you're the only

Look at my eyes hold in your arms, so my heart
Winding our eyes the distant future than anyone else happy until the day like now
Your love by my side (along with me)

its bothering my mind ever since then

ever since i met him again - i thought we would never meet

but, everything change.kono kanji..wakaranai

jiwonya..!! haha

kono wa kanji..watashi wa wakaranai

am i..how i feel about him

how i feel when he return..

i just dont get it..!!

 dont understand my own feelings at all..i'm confius

am i heppy dat returned? or am i not..mybe i feel burden or uneasy..

knowing the fact that my friend seem to still liking him

then , he looked for me..

my last words dat tyme was very hurtful to him.to hurt for him to face me

but then, why did he look for me..?

i dont want to give him any hopes..cuz i dont want it toO

even if u dont feel anything anymore.but to me, our friendship from that tyme hurt me alot

not only hurting me, but u also hurt my bestfriends..how can i forget that easily?!

its better if u dont contact me! its better if u dont look for me!

but..it happend now.all i can do is just ignore u

but...i cant seems to be able to do that

why u return! why u show up again..?!

why cant u let me forget u..!?

my friends keep asking 'mybe u lke him'

NO!

i dont! and i wont!

i dont care! if u like her than be it.she is one of my precious friends.i need to understand her feelings

kid..i wont fall for u..even if i did..i wont going to consider it

yes..i forgive you..up until now..i forgive u..

but

i cant forget bout it..NEVER

like Kazehaya Shouta-kun..be able to blend with others..

everyone admire him..everyone adore him..

i'm going to be like him one day..

i'm going to be myself starting when i get into the university

star new life.new friends..many friends

no BFF .just many FRIENDS

dats the ME that i'm going TO BE

KEEP COOL AND CALM , EIRA

TAKE a deep breath..exhale..inhale exhale..

you're strong EIR!

KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

ISLAM FOREMOST.future first.friendship second.romance last

ak still ingt..memories of myself when i was still in skolah rendah

hurm.meh nk cter skit sal sorng tu

Mr. MT

tyme skolah rendah..ak envied kwn2 ak ad adk angkt..smak2 plak tu..cute2

so, ak ad ckp 'wahh..nk adk angkt gk la sorang'

sorng kwn ak y dgr tu, ckp nk tlg ak crikan sorng..

she suggest of cute good looking boy..fell in love at the first sight..cehhwahh..

not in love love la..just adorable..adore him.xdela feelng lbih dr kwn uh

so..ask him to be my adk angkt

cute..!

he ckp, mnx izin dgn akak dy dlu

akak dy approve since she is my senior..and she kind of like me..haha

he become my adopted brother.tnpa usul periksa..

a year later

our hbungan maintain.but then..problems happen.

my friend seems to have fallen for him

dont care.but, her adopted brother cared about it.blame my bro

i backup my bro.salah fhm happen again

fitnah blaku..budak2 skolah rendah p0wn pndai fitnah (?)

my bro become attach to that friend of myne

he blame me.tyme slh fhm blaku tu, nmpk mcm smer slh ak

my bro ask me to ptus dgn dy.alah, sbg adk angkt kak angkt je..bknny pakwe makwe.

pesal nk kne declare ptus.lain mcm je.

ak diamkan diri je.ignore him

then he give me a treat letter -->

'lau xbreak hbungan kter sbg adk angkt, kak angkt nim, i'll use force.ak akn buat ko break dgn ak.ak akn paksa ko.termasuklah mlibatkan kwn2 ko skali.jgn mnyesal'

seyes, ak mmg xsngka y dy akn pergi sjuh nim.

so..ak diamkan diri lg.akhrnya, dy dgn geng dy bt kacau

rmai kwn2 rpat ak merana kes dorunk

diorunk bt kwn2 rpat ak nangis.rosakkan brg2 kwn rpat ak..merana kwn2 ak.kwn2 seklas ak y xde kne mngena p0wn kne dek diorunk

dasar gangster..!

lastly, ak buat pe y diorunk nak.ak declare kuat2

'ko nk break sgt?  break arh.xyah mnx dr ak p0wn dh oke.pesal ko pressure ak sgt? pesal nk ak declare break?  fine!! ptus.ko bkn adk ak lg..ak bkn akak ko lgi! ko jgn kacau kwn2 ak lagi.klau ko buat hal lg..walau skali..siap ko, ak blasah korunk, xkira k0runk laki or pompuan.ak blasah k0runk! jgn ms0k cmpur dlm hdup ak dan kwn2 ak lg!'

dasyat x amarah ak...hik3.

smpt gk ak bg ceramah kt 'kwn2' ak uh

dorunk pnya psal la jd mcm ni,..! geram aku..!

xlma uh.tyme khemah agung akhr thn 2007, kes fitnah tu reda.selesai

diorunk taw dorunk salah

mnx maaf.ak boley maaf n lupakan smer bnda y kwn2 ak buat..but, mybe ssah utk ak lupakan ap y MR.MT bt dkat ak n kwn2 rpat ak..xkn..!

one day, dy krim surat dkat ak tyme kt skolah.since it is the last year ak skolah kt ctu

dlm surat tu.dy mnx maaf.dy hope bley baik mcm dlu.boleh jd mcm dlu

bley jd adk angkt ak cam dlu blik.dat tyme ..tyme ak bca surat uh, ak mnghadap dy.

dy duk dkat bngunan seberang,mnghadap ak

ak tgk dy..dy tgk ak..kwn dy y krim surat tu dkat ak dk sblah ak..

ak pass msj dkat kwn dy uh utk bg dkat dy

ak ckp -->

'ak boleh maafkan ko.tp, klau nk hbungan baik sperti basa sbg adk angkt akak angkat..agk mustahil la'

kwn dy uh, pergi smpaikan pesanan uh.ak dk perhati lg.lpas kwn dy sampaikan pesana uh - y ak pasti dy xkn tokok tmbh cuz bdk tu honest la jgk.

Mr. MT pusing kt ak. dy tgk ak.ak buat pokerface slamba badak.ak snyum then blah.

kwn2 ak kt sblah, sengih then jelir dkat dy.ksian gk..but, nk bt cmner

Mr. MT . . btapa seksanya ak.mcm2 cara utk ak try to forget you.finally, dr thn 2007 hingga 2012, pd thn 2012 lah ak akhirnya dpt lupakan ko spnuhnya wahai budak..!

2012 - ak cbuk dgn Spm n so on..busy..too busy..

but...why..!! why did you appear in my life again you IDIOT..!!

ak xtaw ap y ko pk..yeah..mybe you forget about what happen that tyme..but i stll clearly remember ur face that tyme.

bg ko..mmg xpnting..but to me..it is one of the most mportant things that ever happen in my lfe

sbg satu pngajaran..ak xambik adk angkat lg dh.tyme skolah mnengah..no more adk angkt..sori

ak bahagia sgt cuz rmai bdk2 junior mnx ak jd their akak angkt..but..i cant..no more

MR. MT - that tyme. can you tell how much i loved you? of course u cant. u're an idiot.day by day..i found out that i loved you as a big sister. no more. not less.

cuba bygkan..ore y kter pernah syg..ore y kter syg..buat jahat..then, kter cba sdaya upaya utk lupakan dy..akhirnya, kter dpt lupakan dy..ttiba dy muncul blik dlm hdup kter..aduhh..

cnfius ak..but, its okey..dy bknnya cri ak p0wn..dont worry eir

he dont remember you at all..

dy xingt sal that day, right? RIGHT?!

tlglah jgn ingt..ak nk LUPAKAN KAU..!!

satu2nya kenangan hitam aku adalah ko..!satu2  nya org y ak nk lupa adalah ko..!

tabahkanlah hati hambaMu ini Ya Allah..AMIN.

. . MR.MT . .

please dont ruin my life

again

hello there . it's been a while, rite ?

well , spnjng cuti nim . ak xtaw nk buat pe . well , dk kt umh . kdg2 g kerja . kdg2 g zeccom

k0runk ingt lg post ak sal ak nk bli PSP ?

ye ke ? ingt ? 

hahaha . k0runk bca my blog ke x nim ?

aisyhh . xpe2 . 

mmndngkan PSP mahal . so , abh ak decde utk bli Android consul

well . bg ak okey r . cuz ak lg minat android stuff

abh ak order 2 . satu utk ak satu lg , ntahla

lama jgk nk arrived stock android nim

so , lama then lama tgu . . 

terlintas nk g jenguk zeccom . dtg plak andaian , 'abh g mana? ambk my 'PSP' ka?'

 smpai zeccom , abh ak ad kt zeccom gk

dtg ke sni ke sana..ulang alik..mundar mundir . . 

abh ak tgur , ckp 'hadiah adik dh smpai uh'

terdiam ak . 'hadiah?'

tyme ni ak tgh tgu dua jnis brg . satu psp uh , then satu lg . brg on9 y ak order

sbl0m spm lg order . xsmpai2 . adoOi. tp,sokey . ak akn caya kt unnie order tu

smpai kt umh . nk ms0k dlm umh . abh ak y bru kuar dr kete pggil .

'tgk nihhh..tadaaa!!' dy tnjuk kotak berbungkus . bsar nya!!

lawak p0wn ada . dy tnjuk kotak uh cam dy tnjuk kek y dy bli yesterday

'jeng...jeng..tadaa!! jeng jeng jeng'

hahaha . bahagia la tu , dy n mom dah abis exm OUM

standby2 , kmas pey patut . ready utk bka kotak 

wahhhh!!! excited nya !

pkir2 nk ms0kkan game pe

projek updating my android lahh

ms0kkan MP4 video . . haha . enjoy my tyme spending with my Andy

Andy ? wahh!! goOd name . spontan je kluar . hik3

aanyway . i got this on 30 December 2012

new year present la k0wt . . haha

ak mntak dgn abh sjak ta0n 2010/11 lg ehhh

sesapa y dpt slepas tarikh2 berikut . attention ! 'ak x tiru K0runk !'

srupa dgn hp ak . Champ putih

y lma.y mkin murah day by day uh

i got it as PMR present . 2010 lg kay!

so , ak TAK tiru KORUNK !

cehhh . marah nim!! hahaa

akni jnis y xske ad bnda y sma dgn org lain . so , xkn nk tiru org kan

i lke things y ONE AND ONLY je

thats it 

anyway . enjoy my Andy below

thats it all for now . 

so long , farewell . to you my friends . goOd bye for now . until we meet again

ja ne~ sayonara~

ne ne~ mitte mitte

aduhhh..sakit blakang..lama dk mngadap laptop

hurm..tringt lak kisah interview AFS dlu

well . lau k0runk ada bca sal entry ak kisah - interview AFS , korunk akn taw r

how much fun i had dat day . 

well . there is a otouto-kun dat attract me during the interview

by loOking at his appearance , he lOoked somehow unique

at first , i didnt expect anything from him . just participate the activities held like others

have fun

my eyes keep on a chinese girl - bcuz she talked to me first . i knew her first

my ears were focus on what our guide told us . guide? well..haha

then, me and dat otouto-kun got into the same group . i was surprise !

i hear his words

'wahhh! he really knows how to gve attractive words'

without noticing , i pay a lot attention on his words

his english was very goOd and i love them

indeed english have been my life-long-passion , everytime i watch english , hear english . i bcome passionate with it . but , otouto-kun 's english really attract me . he used them very well

i still remember the time when i was loOking forward for more english from him - he keep silent and said 'why you all are so silent.why dont talk?'

hahaha. i cant believe that  respond to his words 

'bcuz, you talk to much!'

i was surprise when everyone n the group gave response to my words - they laughed

i automatically laugh toO

few weeks after the interview . i manage to add his fb account

honestly i dont think he is the kind of guy that always on9 - and mybe it is hard to contact him

meanwhile , i was having problems with my friends back at school . 

i manage to keep in touch with otouto-kun , we exchange phone numbers

 i dont remember when is the first time we msj each other

but , i do remembered that i text him asking opinion about PLKN

that time i was having issues with my friends bout PLKN

he comfort me . honestly , i dont know who to contact or to share my probs

syao ? i dont think he bring his hp

ichi ? i always troubled him and i dont think i'll be able to hear things dat i want from him

ariey ? dont want to bother him

BFF ? well . i dont know . 

i played with my hp and saw his name was being on 'recently added' list

so , i texted him . he comfort me somehow since we both love Japan

then , when i joined a SPM camp . having issues with 'someone'

dont know what to do!

played with my phone again . saw his recent text , 'arhh! lama xdgr khabr otouto-kun'

so , i text him toO in the end

without me noticing it , otouto-kun has become a person that i always share things

stories . opinon . japan

everytime i;m having issues with my friends . this otouto-kun seems to be here by my side..always

thank you otouto-kun

honestly , there are a lot more to tell bout you . but my mind seems blurr

and my sis want to use laptop .

dear otouto-kun , be strong . keep moving forward . be you! most important

keep coOl and Calm . 

for being such a mature nice guy - even u're younger than me . . . THANK YOU

Raja Norizqan

ja ne~ sayonara neko-kun