tlg la...ak mohon sgt2!!

w/pun ak sndri xtau cmner nk atasinya..

sbb ak sndiri y start..

ak buka profile fb diorg..

'aik..mesra smcm la plak'

xkisah sbb..pduli ap ak dgn hbngan diorg..

'tp...skunk, asal 'dy' xlyan ak cmtue da?'

ye jgak erk,,

biler diingtkan balik..

stlah incident ai tu selesai...'selesai'

'dy' layan ak len

xmcm dlu lg da..

renggang smcm..

salah ak jgak..

ak xpt0t bka fb diorg berdua..

mnyakitkan hati n mata je..

pliz la eira...

stop hurting urself..

hati ko y sakit..bkn hati org lain...

kan ko da nekad xnk buka fb diorng..

asal ko mungkir jnji dgn dr ko sndr..?

stop it pliz!!!

sakit mata mbaca kmen2 diorg..

kmen2 mesra diorg...

sakit ati tul!!

lpakan ak!!!

cmner nk suh diorg lpakan ak sdgkan ak sndr xley lpakan diorg..?

tr0k!!

knapa ko layan ak cmni..?

perlu ke ak bgtau siapa 'orgnya'??

knapa lyan ak lain dr dulu..

dulu...

xmcm ni...

ye...ak bkn si dia..y ko puja..

tp, at least ak nk ko sedar..

u r my precious frenz..

ye ..

ak sedar...ko xknal n xrapat dgn 'mama' ak..

sbg mana ko rapat dgn 'mama' dy

mesra dgn family dy..

sporting dgn family 'dye'

but at least...

lau ad kwn baik y baru..

jgn la sisihkan kwn ko y mmg tersisih ni..

ak mmg alone..sjak dulu lg..

ssah org nk fhm prasaan ak..

ssah org nk knal ak dgn btul2..

fine then...

never make another contact wif me ever again..

I'll never believe if dat happen..

juz want u to noe..

U r 1 of my precious frenz..

u r my PRECIOUS FRENZ...

let me use dis BFF keywords..

'A Day Without U Is Like A Year Without Rain'

to all my precious BFF..

but rite now..it is only 4 u..

SHO

SAYONARA

Sincerely from me...

eiRa/TiRah

ak da start new novel

Sayonara

lpas novel ini...

tgk r lau ak rjin, ak nk siapkan

cafe cinta rahsiaku

atau start new one

ak jd sorrow balik lpas tgk...

'diorg' mesra smcm..

hurmm...

knapa la ak jd kwn y mcm ni..?

mjur ariey n hiro ad

syao pown, kdg2 je tgur ak

hurmm...

mkin srabut lak biler bka fb

ajtnya nk delete fb tu nnti

mybe dis new year..

pape pkembngan ariey bley bgtau ak

along ad jmpa skola kas utk kulinari

16 thn ke atas..

mybe ak akn mhon masuk thn dpn

umi pown ad sbut sal nk suh ak msuk mrsm

tp,...

mlas lak nk ambik exm utk msuk mrsm tuee

cancel jelah..

ak sdg mncari lg cth2 soklan RAE

dgr2 thn ni ak exm kt UTM k. TRG

along join sama

sbtg haram ak kureng fhm..

cmner nk exm..well, juz believe i can do it

dats my line

now, everyone keep asking me wat to do 4 my future

miraiii

i du not noe

since my aunt bought me dat bo0k

i was thinking

how about i change my interest in da universe nex

how bout i try my luck in science's course

welll

then, ak pkir blik..

ak kne plih satu je

asal ak mnat byk bnda ek..

ak mnat grafik art, stars n galaxies...

photograph

arghhh!!!

xtau lahhhh

hurmm..

asal ak xley tgk 'diorg' hepi erk

hurm...

enough eira!!!!

its over!!!!

huhh...yeah

hitori dake..

Im all alone..

no one understand me

even i had my family...ariey..hiro...

everyone..

but, in reality...Im all alone!!

hitori dake!

my heart filled wif sorrowness!!

Im all blank..

yosshh..

I've made my decision...

kulinari...bakeri...chef...

cafe!!

dats my miraii..

my future..

I have to focus on my future from now on!!

keep moving forward eira!!!!

ganbarre!!

juz..be urself..ignore everyone..

ignore ur probs..

dun let ur probs win against u

be...

tsuyoikini, honki, mutekini, suteki, genki, kyuuki!!

strong, serious, matchless, marvelous, energetic, courageous!!!

hari ni genap sthn ak n syao...

alhamdulillah!!

well, mula2, sakit aty jgak..

sbb ingtkan dy lupa..

then..

bngun pg2..tgk2

ad org antar bnda kt wall fb ak

'owh..my sis upenya'

'aik'

ucapan thniah sal aniversari rupenya!!

tergelak ak..

then syao cm xlayan agy..

ak pown mls nk msj dy...

sbb jd jerk cmtue...

ingtkan dy bt0l2 xingt...huuu

then, mlm ni..

ak bka fb blik...

'aik..amenda ni..?'

'siapa pla Libra ni..?'

baca pnuh nma fb tu..

'Libra Syaoron'

wahhh!!!

'syao ke..? hontou ni..?'

tgk gmbr profile..

tgk profile..

'cam xcaya je..'

'Im so touhced!'

terharu sgt2!!!

syao buat nma tuu..?

ssah nk percaya..

ase nk nangis lak...hehe

hepinyer!!!

SAYANG KAM0o0O

rmai jgak y wish kt kit0runk..

y xley blah..

rmai plak y mntak khdmat nasihat dr ak today..

che rose, danieal...korie..ijat!!!

rmai2

mkin bertmbh beban ak..

overall,

ak akn buat apa y pt0t utk kenkwn ak..

ni ta0n terakhir kan!!

mesti buat y terbek...OH!!

I told myself right..

till the end of dis year!! kore kara..

I'll do anythings it take to help minna!!

tlg kwn2 ak...

be cheerful..genki desu!!

minna-san wa tameni!!

thnx buat korunk y wish kt ak :-

rose,ariey,hiro,along,kak tiqah,tqah,ielah,ckin,adilah,adik-coki!

k0runk2!! thanks!!!

hope can sleep well tonight!!

jom, kita tamatkan permainan ni

well, stelah ap y blaku kt ak slama ini..

setelah lma ak mnyendiri slma ini..

setelah lma ad bersedih slma ini

setelah lma ak pndam slama ini..

setelah lma ak mnyeksa dan keseksaan slma ini..

akhirnya,

I've made up my decision..

till the end of dis year..

I'll try to cheer myself up..

lgpun,
ta0n baru hmpir tiba
lau ta0n dpn ak pindh
gerenti ak akn lupakan smernye
k0runk2
smer
well, oleh sbb ak xley break dgn syao
agknya, dy sorg je kowt y ak xkn lpa
and also a certain frens
such as - rose...and the geng..
others to0

ad jgak certain people that i really want to forget
permainan y ak mksudkan ini
pertma - persahabtan
ttup buku frens ta0n ni..ta0n2 sblumnya
kt smkt
then ta0n dpn bka bku frens baru
ak nk lpakan smernya
tamatkan permainan persahabtan ni
permainan ak dgn sho
persahabtn kt0runk pown mkin renggang nmpknya
bak kta che rose 'dy da ad BFF baru kan, mcm itula'
hehh..bt0l jgak ek..
tmtkan segala permainan dgn sho
teka teki kit0runk
kenangan kitorunk
gmbr2 memory kitorunk..
everythings...

permainan kedua - agknya dgn syao

ssah nk lpa dy..tp..

if ak pndah skola..

ak nk tuju ke arah cita2 impan ak dlu..

utamakan itu dlu..

tp, ak akn still syg dy cm skunk...hahaha

nnti, bile tiba msanya..

ak akn umumkan biler permainan ini akn tamat..

wait for it k

matte kureru ne!~

huhu

rmai suh ak jd myself

even someone..

but

dgn jd dr ak inilah mbwa byk musibah

so much for not losing a frenz

hurm

I made up my mind

bye2 SMKT

bye2 FRENZ

bye2 sensei/s

bye2 memories in SMKT

I cant take it much longer..

bnda ni jd mkin tr0k

tsk..

Lire's right

I should start everything from the beginning

Lire said :-

juz do want u things that is right

jgn pksa dr ko utk bnda len

head it 4 ur dream

u're not born as who u are

u're not like any ordinary kids

so, treasure ur bloodlines

hahahaaaaa!!!!

cant take it much longer

Im not a saver

itula..dlu tyme 'bnda' ni mlep2 je, xnk n slalu nk 'bnda' ni hlang

skunk 'bnda' ni ttiba jd len smcm..

serve u right, eira

obaa-chan, adk xtaw nk buat ap daaa!!

wish u were here..still here by my side

but, that is one thing that I cant change

God, klau bt0lla 'bnda' ni mmbwa kpd kbaikan..

I want it

I'll treasure it for the rest of my life...

huhhh..skitnya jntung!!

ap y ak mrepek dkt Dayah td erk..

hurmm...

I remember..well..

ariey!! bt0l ckp ko..

kita xpt0t brada dcni

bt0l ckp ko!!

ak xpt0t pndah ke SMKT

ak xpt0t jmpa diorg!!

ak xpt0t jmpa Syao, Sho, Hiro..

kwn2 y len..ckgu2

ak cma..mnyeksakan..

ak da nekad...

SMKT!!

BYE-BYE

Im not gonna turning back on my words..

k0runk! maafkan ak :-

maafkan ak klau kita jmpa ak buat2 xknal korunk

maafkan ak klau ak xkontact korunk lg da

nnti, kt skola len..

ak xnk..bkwn lg da...

skunk..Lire jd tmn hdup ak

Syao! ak syg kau..

Sho! kau mmg kwn y terbek

Syauqi! kwn sprt ko xad pngganti..

Hiro/Adam! & Eyyo! ak ske kwn dgn korunk bdua..

Tqah-chan! bye2..sy ttap syg awk

Ckin! kita ttap satu fmily wlau jauh mna kita brada

Dilah! sksn..ttap dihati..

Rose/Dayah! w/pun k0runk byk mnyakitkan aty ak..tp, korunk plengkap harian ak

Nik 3k3! sy ske teasing awk..sbb sronok..

overall, utk smer..

sy SAYANG k0runk!

SAYONARA

gud bye-

Till we meet again..

InsyaAllah

ak byk nyusahkan geng ak skunk

dhla dorg tnya sbb ak xdtg sko0l, ak xjwb

keep myself away from them

skitkan aty dorg

aarrggghhhh!

serabutnya!!

itu y buat ak mlas g sko0l tu!!

ak serabut dgn dr ak sndri

why cant i control myself better..?!

asal ak xley kontrol kelebihn ak nie!?

ak buntu skunk!

ad msalah

tp, xtaw pe bnda masalah tue

asyik 'nmpk' bnda bkn2 je

asyik fkir bkn2 je

bingung!

minta maaf Sho

kwn2 y len

y ak tlh skitkan aty spnjng mnggu nie

ak mmg lost control

ai tu, bley tahan la

sbb mlm tu ad bdk ceriakan ak

so, kire ok r jgak

skunk, biler da timbul msalah len

ak jd..

mcm dlu blik

cant even lo0k where am I going

falling while I'm not lo0king

I'm a failure as a frenz

sorry

today dgn hepinye ak pergi skola

erm, jnji dgn sapa ek..?

smpy skola, lpak kt pondok jaga dlu

the, mnuju ke dewan

mula2 dwan pngawas gna

ak n tqah pergi jln2 cm bese r

kit0runk jln mlalui pndok nilam lab

sho bkn men kritik bout my shoes

how dare u!!

buat xtaw

borak2 sal syauqi dgn tqah

mungkir jnji r syauqi niiiii!!

skit aty t0l, smlm bkn men nk dtg skola

jahat kam0o

then, jmpa sho blik!

kritik sal my shoes again!!!

thats not my shoes ok

pink is not my color

that was my sister's

ak mlas nk pkai slipar jangok ke sko0l!!

then, kmen sal sweater ak!

skit aty t0l

ungkit topik 'smlm'

uwaaa!! geram3!!

then, blah ke dwn..

bca komik dlu..tgk2 gmbr in my kamera

then, join tqah kt geng sho n dila

tqah buat apa la kt c2

ak tnggu dye bkn men lma..

join kt c2, men 'dadu' n 'aji' dgn dye

sho asyik tgk kita je la tqah oi

haha

dye tgk tqah tu

bbdk ni ckp, rugi xambik gmbr diorg kih3

tyme rehat, g koop

then tqah g PSS

kul 10.45 ak g 'ambik' dye

hurm..

smbng blik men kt dwn

borim2, last2 ak g ambik menan y plg ssh dlm dunia

try men buat kali kdua..kui2

ai tu men dgn mek nan dah

ak buka je mainan tu-da dpt tarik phatian rmai

kih3

sapa suh xmai tyme mainan tu mula2 dirasmikan

mula2, muiz dtg dkat ak n tqah

dye join men sma

ak, tqah n muiz je y men

then, piji lak

tyme men tu, sho lak y dtg..

duk tepi tqah

bbdk ni start gosip da..haha

'xsngka lak mainan ni dpt trik perhatian rmai'

hahahaha

pkat komplen habis sbb ssh

last2 men soal je

xlempar buah dadu pown

last2 sho duk tepi ak

erm, coverline malu sbb bbdk ni gsip dye dgn tqah kowt

kui3

xkisah, asalkan jgn sntuh ak suda

lau tersentuh xpa..jgn sngaja

kan naik pelempang atas muka bru taw

smbil2 soal, smbil2 sho ambik sweater n beg ak

habis dia tgk

then ak tringt sal bku ak n syao dlm beg tu

bgtaw tqah n dilah

diorg bgtaw sho y dlm beg tu ad rhsia ak

bkn men berang ak tyme tu

brapa kali ntah sho cri 'rhsia' ak tu

last2 tyme dye jmpa tu

ak lengkup muka kt meja

bkn nk nangis pown

sjew je xnk tgk dye bca bku tu

then, tqah n dilah ckp ak nangis

sho lak pntang lau buat org nangis

susah..

biler ak angkt balik muka ak

bbdk ni ckp y ak tipu

buat2 nangis

sapa y salah fhm sbnarnya ni..?

xpela, ak trima

tp, xtaw lak y sho ambik seyes bnda ni

tak0t ak tgk muka dye mrah td..

SHO jgn mrah kt ak

ak mntak maaf!!!

mcmla ko bca blog ak, on9 pown tdk

hurm..

anyway, ak mntak maaf!!!

sori

gomennasai dear understanding frenz

p/s : mna hdiah..?