Salam, heyyaa,, 

I;ve been one of the JPK during my diploma years and now, 

in my degree years, I've become a SMF

what is SMF,, 

similar to JPK, but, JPK is more toward things regarding the UiTM hostels, 

SMF is more toward the faculty, 

at first, i joined SMF because i thought the merit can be included into the hostel's merit,,

but, it was all a misunderstanding,, 

but i dont regret in joining the team, 

i was introduced to SMF by my friend from diploma time, 

with the introduction as SMF is being under the command of MPP,, 

UiTM's highest student councils

i went to the interview,, 

i dont know much about the organization, but, i joined them , 

i passed the simple interview, 

questions as such;

'ur experience'

'what can u commit?'

honestly, i joined their whatsapp group,

the group was sooooo quiet,, 

a faculty program been spread,, but i know nothing about it,, 

for my opinion, i think SMF should handle the event, 

but why does no orders or notice been giving?

not being satisfied, i speak to the group asking why arent SMF involved in such events?

pointing the facts about the idleness of the group 

a MPP who was in the group too , approach me,, 

saying things like how she admired me being a very straightforward person,,

being brave to speak like that ,

first official meeting held, 

everyone was literally, 

'oh, u're that eira'

'u r the eira ....'

YES,, THATS me,, whats wrong with it?

time passed by, 

there's event and activities that i joined as the newbie SMF 

a new interview happend, to elect the high council members of the SMF,, 

without knowing the purpose at first, i went to the interview again, 

i was informed, it was a filtering interview, 

a new era came, 

i became the secretary of SMF 

me and few other members join the election for MPP,

well, i lost, but i gained so much new experience, 

i experience of being sabotage, 

knowing whose friends and whose foes

 when the MPP was announce, i was the happiest person,, the ones that won , 

was the one that i mostly agreed with that decision, 

new semester came, 

two MPPs elected, 

one from my campus, one from the other

saw their true colors, 

disappointed,, 

one is okay,, another one is,, dissapointing, 

i vows to protect my team, 

to do the best for them, 

to make sure the team's image will not go wasted, 

we're already rising,, the upper authority saw our values, 

always seeking out help, 

always seeking to collab with us, 

yes, i lead them , 

i may not be the president, but, i lead them 

being a secretary sure is busy,, but, 

president should play their roles well,, 

i'm having the other high council members as 'busy' people, 

by the end of the semester came, 

meetings and events were missing them,, 

the team started to depend pn me 100%

i started making decision on my own

discussing only with the top authority , 

i lead so many

i gained so many

people started to judge 

i had many argument with the other campus's MPP

misunderstanding, hypocrisy

argued with their side, 

they came unannounced but rushed us, 

'we did so much, already' is what they're trying to potray

my treasurer back them up, blaming me to treat them harshly, 

'they volunteered to do the research, why r u treating them like this?'

I DIDNT ASK THEM to do that

'they came all the way here, so far, they event rent the car, how can u be like this?'

HELLO, they came here RARELY, its US that always RENT cars to go to their campus,, 

its US that always HAD to go to their campus

they came to our campus only twice!!

where's the fair and square in that?

my assistance back me up, saying 

'is the treasurer stupid?'

but, i said nothing

NOTHING

its time for the new election, 

certificates must be distribute, 

as the symbol

the high council became impatient, as they want their certificate asap

they became unsatisfied with me as i always discussed things behind their back, 

(its them that always idling me, so i gave up in discussing with them) 

pushing about the certificates, i went silent, 

why would they asked me when they can ask the authority themselves?

they said i'm being rude to the president, 

sorry?

i'm only rude to those that rude to me

get what i'm trying to say?

hierarchy or not, if u dont do ur job and take ur responsibilities seriously,,

i'll lost my respect to u

misunderstanding happend, 

its time for my internship, 

new elections of MPP happend, 

being far from them, having my internship in a happy mood

everyday

not being stress about SMF at all..

new semester began 

first week, 

the rest of high council calls for a meeting, 

to dissemble their position, 

to find another high council members

to resign 

where is their promises?

to keep the position on until i fiinish my internship?

i havent finished yet

there is their promises?

why the rush?

where's their responsibilities?

they elects 'incompetent' people to replace them?

what the hell is that?

did u not know their qualification?

election through voting?

no interview?

and official , right awayy???

what the heck is thatt?

i cannot believe how unprofessional can they be

and they call themselves, seniors?

i was once 'marked' as power greed, 

i was elect as the advisor for the team by my MPP

and yes, 

i WILL be the power greed advisor,,

u see

i have faith in my new MPP

and i wont let him down

i wont let the team down, 

hate me

judge me

u WONT know the reasons i do things

dont try 

i gave up on u people

selfish people

i've come this far since the first time i became a SMF

i came from an unknown SMF to a WELL-KNOWN SMF team in the campus

i'll leave and graduate from the PRESTIGE SMF

insyaAllah

hi, salam

konnichiwa

ogenki desuka? minna-san~~

watashi wa genki desu yo~

to b blunt, I used to be in a relay when I was in secondary school,

form 2-5

woww.. look at that, that was long~

yeahhh,, it was good, it was sweet, 

how it started?

let me share....

Dear Mr. Syao ,

" when we first meet, you looked familiar . I watched you anytime I spotted you. I came to know your name . Nice and first time I've heard of that name . 

We began to get close . I asked you to be my friend. We exchange interests. You asked me to join your activities too. You asked for my number and asked me to arrive early , and I did. At that time, both of us arrived early and we talked a lot. 

I became close to your friends. Male. They likes to talk to me about comics and anime which is also my interest. The boys slowly come to fond of me. But, you showed no change, like you didn't care. 

Except for one day, you saw me and one other guy sitting facing each other at the same table. You looked at us showing a lil interest. You came to us and asked the guy to go away. Do you still remember this? I bet not.

My heart start to get hurt when a junior gossips you and one of my close friends. I covered myself and busy myself so you wouldn't notice the change I had in my impression. You came to me, comforted me, we're not even a couple but you did. You talked to me cheerfully. In silent, you sent away those juniors. 

My friends told you about my feeling toward you. Without me knowing it. Few days later, you didn't come to school. I felt uneasy since my friends told me about what they did behind my back. On our class party, you came. You treated me normally, took candids photos of me. 

By the end of the year, we contacted each other and told me, 'I like you the same way as you like me'. Even with that, I am unsure. Until one day, you told me, 'we're a couple, now, right?'

It was a sudden attack. And yes, I AM SURE, you know what you said.

People began on looking at us after that. We became closer. Well-known among the teachers since you're a best student and I'm active on curriculum. Even no one compares us, I hate it. Because I can clearly see the differences between us. Like sky, Like earth.

You did well in your studies and received good marks. I am so proud of you. Sometimes, I envied you. I felt left alone. I never get any jealousy toward you, Not even once. 

Somehow, I felt people compared us together. I felt uneasy and I hate it. You always comfort me. Asked me to think positive, no matter how hard I try. You said that you'll always be there for me. 

You hold a surprise birthday party which I think it was actually you friend's idea. You gave me presents. HOPES.

I honestly believe in you. At that time.

You began to get very busy studying after becoming the school's hope. Even so, you still came to see me at our usual meeting place. We talked alot. I love your eyes. I do. 

Until those days, fade away. Slowly. Those moments, disappeared. You never come. 

I understand , since you're busy. I know. 

Later, my friends who supported us asked me to break up with you. Since you showed no interest in me anymore. I wondered and agreed, after a long good thinking. Alone.

I decided to called off out relay after SPM result. 

On my birthday after SPM, you came. You gave me present. (I dont know where it went now)

Few days later, I heard from your friend, you told him that it's over between us. 

I contacted you and asked for the truth. You admitted it. I was really pissed off. But, I'm OKAY

At our SPM result, you talked to me. I was scared to talk to you at first but, everything went on as usual..

As friends "

Dear Mr. Syao, 

I was pretty shocked to know the news about your new girl

Her identity surprised me

But, yes, I moved on quite a while now. 

I am just surprised,,, to know that she's my replacement

I thinks she's better than me

insyaAllah

I move on , yes I did, I didnt involve in any new relay because I was afraid of perceptions and betrayal. I was afraid to fall

There's people that taken interest in me, but I dont

There;s someone that I've taken interest in but, he doesnt , thou he actually is

But nothing came from it

Now?

There's someone that I'm unsure of

Both of us are playing hard to get

I think both of us are scared, to be disappointed

To move to the next step

I am also, unsure

Whether we meant for each other or not

Dear God,

I'll leave everything in YOUR decision

Salam

hi guys

its been a while, right

ahha

keyboard laptop ni problem skit..so, well..

agk byk problem gk la..

so, byk huruf yg xbley nk tekan,

hope memahami ye..

anyway, 

cik eir nk cter al kisah my diploma convocation

UITM SERI ISKANDAR, PERAK

Konvokesyen yg ke-89

ahha!

bru diploma, relax la

ESTATE MANAGEMENT ; PROPERTY MANAGEMENT

agk excited la awl2 tu, masa mmula check nama kt website, 

pastu dh x excited,

salah satu sbb, alaa, ak bknnya ad rmai geng p0wn masa diploma

so, dh bley agk, konvo ni akn hambar

pkir2, xnk p..xp p0wn still akn dpt jgk sijil tu kan..so

plus, dy bt time cuti midsem degree..cehh

mmbazir cuti ak

but at the same time, tpkir parents jgk

yela, dlu kan kecundang masa kt Matric, so, kali ni Diploma

Alhamdulillah, xkecundang, cuma xde rezeki selempang pink je

so, pergi jela konvo tu..

sjew nk bg umie abah bngga skit

yela, ank dy yg useless ni bjaya jgk konvo dgn diploma

along baru je konvo degree dy dlm october hari tu

nasib baik jgk xclah tarikh..

tp dy xdpt dtg la sbb krja ..sokey sis, sokey

i also xp konvo dy sbb tyme tu dh ms0k blajar sem baru degree

anyway, balik ke alkisah konvo

sbulan lebih gk la plan nk gerak ke perak dr KL tu mcm mana..

lastly, gerak dgn member

stress gler a week before that tu

sampai tahap on the day nk gerak ke perak, i nangis

yela, stress sgt k0wt..

pastu, ssh la, jd the only girl in the group, girls ni competitiveness diorng lain mcm skit

so, i feel like i dont want to get left behind by other groups

klau diam, smer kt group tu diam je..pape p0wn xstart lg, 

group lain dh nk ms0k task lain dh, ktorng..xstart pape lg

dtg lak org lain ms0k campur, bg nasihat ak itu ini

YES

i trime nsihat tu, tp timing salah

dy dh tgur hari tu sruh chill, yeah i chill

i mnx cadangan konsep dr groupmates, sorng p0wn xkasi..

i CHILL

tp, klau u nk i CHILL ON THE DAY shooting...

sorry la bro

bler dh ada sorng approach ak utk nasihat, kali kedua lak tu

pointing out mcm cara ak salah

sbb ak push2 ahli group ak..

mmbuatkan ak rasa, bbdk group ak mngadu kt org pasal ak..

bler dh mngadu tu, okay..

mknanya diorng ad ckp blakang psal ak la

mknanya ad yg xpuas hati dgn ak la..

so, ak rasa cm ak dibenci

YES

ak nangis

ON THE DAY shoot

ON THE DAY ak gerak perak utk konvo

the WORST week ever! 

hari tu mmg bz, submit asg kt uitm shah alam, 

ak sempat je

kwn ak yg drve tu laki, so, dy p0wn bz sbb nk solat jumaat

tp, sempat je submit asg

wpun lewat skit

knp yg lain xsempat...

last minit punya kerja , mungkin

and YES, ak dpt A utk task yg tu

overall , tgu final nnti lak

ssudah sbmit, ak cadang xnk p studio tu jmpa diorng , sbb terasa yg amat

tp, ak p jgk, act as professional

jgn campur MASALAH PERSONAL dgn grouping

yes, ak p studio tu, jmpa dgn talent etc

buat krja, 

ak spat0tnya gerak ke perak kul 5 PTG

gerak kul 8 MLM

sbb PENTINGKAN GROUPING

dimana org lain TAK TAU

sorry guys, ter emo, ye la. kter buat hbis baik utk group tp org x appreciate ..

saper xgeram

kul 8 mlm tu la , ak mkn for the first time tu hari tu

xmkn pape lg weyy

8 mlm tu bru MAKAN

xpela, xnk banding kan ksusahan yg kter alami dgn dgn org lain alami

cuma kdg2 klau kter rasa org tu SALAH, mohon la MINTA pnjelasan and B PROFESSIONAL utk trime dan FIKIR LOGIK dua2 belah pihak

jgn main redah buat kputusan, mas0k campur sana cni

critera konvo la

dlm kul 11 mlm lebih la sampai perak

tumpang rumah sewa Ecah, junior wktu diploma dlu

dkat je dgn uitm, bley jalan kaki 

tdur

esok pg, bngun,

gerak ke uitm

process pngambilan jubah, (u can watch the vid i uploaded in my YT channel)

selesai urusan ambik jubah, went to pre-convo right away

from morning, till night

xpergi raptai konvo

lol

jmpa my parents kt ipoh, they sewa hotel kt ctu,

ambk brg2 from them 

bg diorng pass mas0k dewan etc

abah xnk ms0k dewan so he nk ecah yg teman umie kt dlm

but then umie ckp, 

abah dh bwa baju lengkap, ms0k jela

i was like wowwww...

abah bwa baju proper..xpnah2 lg ni..

i p0wn pujuk la abah, ms0k jela kt dlm, ad aircond, kt luar panas

nnt klau hujan, lg la kesian

so, baik ms0k je

pg tu, i bngun awl and do some make up

for the FIRST time, i did full make up myself

 

 smpai je kt uitm, 

i went straight to tmpat graduan bkumpul, DIAK

dewan ttutup bawah tanah, bawah pusat islam uitmsi

kt ctu la ambk nmber tag giliran nk naik atas pntas nnt

tag tu, pin kt sblah kanan bahu kter

kt jubah tu

pastu, smentara diberi masa, 

smpat la jmpa mmber2 diploma, take FEW photos

pastu berbaris ikut number

dr citu la , kuar, ms0k dewan majlis konvo

parents akn dijemput ms0k dulu, 

then graduan

then para barisan terhormat

kejap je,

segala ucapan , dibuat lepas selesai mjlis

pastu mcm biasa, nyanyi lagu uitm, negaraku

masa mjlis, dpt je break 3-5 mint, dgn persembahan drpd student uitm 

local je

xde org luar

seriously, wktu tu la rasa mcm2

excited

i p ke uitm pg tu dgn ecah, my mom n dad from ipoh, so xde jmpa diorng lgsung b4 that

cntct mlalui ws je

its almost my turn, bngun dr seat, pergi berbaris ke sblah kiri dewan, my seat was at the right side of the hall

berbaris ke bhagian blakang dewan, 

nmpk abah kt hujung kanan dewan, he was recording me

lol

and YES

he was wearing  proper clothing...ohyeahh

for the first time, he finally wears something i asked..kekkee

truskan berbaris

sepanjang check point, diorang tnya saiz jubah ak

ye puan, XS

sy tawww

besar!

naik pentas as soon as nama dpnggil

beside my name, got 1 *

as i graduated above 3.0 pointer~

plg best jgk la sbb pro canselor tu ske borak dgn graduan yg naik trima diploma dgn dy

so, agk lma gk la sorng2 kt atas tu

so , after selesai je smer, acara mjlis

kitorng bersurai la

graduan kuar sbl0m parents kuar, tp, masa kuar tu, ad jgk la jeling2 umie abah

dua2 xdpt dikesan

dh kuar awl la gamaknya

i kuar ikut pintu kanan, but i told them i kuar pintu kiri

lol

so, diorng yg plan nk surprised kan i, xjd

diorng lak yg tersurprised~

haha

met my mom n ecah kt luar

they were holding 3 bouquets

ecah pgg 1, from harry n the geng

umie pgg 2, from her n along and another one from abah

maka bergmbr la kami2 

 

 

 a bouquet from Harry n the geng

from umie n along (handmade)

from abah

 

all together~~

i experienced a lot of FIRST TIMES

on that day~

alhamdulillah, done diploma

starts again after matric 1 year

diploma 3 years

degree , coming 3 years

i experienced sooo many looong journey

i did cried after i saw the clips during the majlis

i remember the hardships and so many things mom n dad did for me

finally, i graduated

Alhamdulillah

i will strive for selempang pink in degree

insyaAllah

Salam

hey yaa~~

its been a while

or not~~~

this time entry is about, 

my second seventeen concert!! yeeheyyy!

the first one was more awesome actually

i dont know how to describe, but, well

i had more fun at the first con than the second one

the same thing is , 

it feels so quick and short

greetings and then , ending ments

the last organizer was IME

the second con organizer was Fast Track Event

based in Singapore

first, 

the venue,

it was held at MIECC

Mines International Exhibition Convention Center.

for the first impression, i was like, 

'exhibition center ?'

when the floor plan of the con came out, it was rather small and far from the stage

the first con floor plan was a lot more better

it was held at Stadium Negara

then, I read the notes about the seatings, 

it says, VIP and CAT1 will be the standing zones

while CAT2-CAT4

will be the tiered seating zones

if its 'tiered' it means, the seatings will be leveled. 

this way, people at the back can see the stage well

a day before the con, 

I received many msg regarding the tiered seating, 

guess what..

CAT2 tiered seatings, isnt tiered at all..

it was flat

Carats from CAT2 were all having heartbroken and felt betrayed.

i kept on my positive mind and just go with the flow, hoping there nothing wrong

on D-Day, 

went to the venue early, at 11am

have some meals, i started to feel good

about my health

me, my sis and my cousin went to a stroll for some freebies

there are some people distributed freebies inside The Mines

while the hunt, we met few new friends

Ezzati and Eli

they tagged along with us

we went to prayer and there we met a Japanese Carat that came from Bangkok (for studies)

her name is Saori

she tagged along too

we went back to MIECC for some more freebies and went separated ways with Saori

she is in the VIP zone

during the waiting, we noticed that it was about to rain so we shelter under MIECC at the parking lot

we waited for another friend of mine, Shidah

we have a talk while waiting for the rain to cool off

we were right beneath the MIECC, the stage

so we can hear the boys were rehearsing

it was so real

their voice sounded so original

the laughed to the mic noticing we're listening to them

those crazy boys

my and my troops went back to The Mines for Asar prayer 

there was when I really am unwell

i started coughing

my voice disappeared slowly

my throat hurts

After a while, we went back to MIECC and started to be in line

actually, we didnt realized that we're in line until we noticed those behind us

they were lining behind us

it was so funny

automatically, we're in the 'line' position

entering the venue, i make sure my sister, cousin and friends stayed with me

entering, I saw a huge SVT backdrop

i want to take a picture with it but the guards seem to rush us to enter the hall

immediately, i did

i sat on my seat and , OMG

i couldnt see anything

the seats are all at the same level

the front heads are blocking my sights

plus, there camera section in front of us too

i started to mumble things i cant even remember, 

i turned back and saw some girls, 

i said 'hi' , they noticed my voice,

i said, 'im not feeling well, i lost my voice before the con even starts' 

and they laughed.

i thinks i was the temperature

the con was awesome

but, i honestly cant enjoy much at all

i cant see well

i cant enjoy well

i dont know why am i there

but, 

i enjoyed listening to SVT 's songs

they are my favs

they ments cheered me up

they made promised to come again

and even made us promised to come again too

leader, naughty boy

they thanked us for the hand banner

which written 

'Thank You for coming again'

they said they were extremely touch by it

they told us to get back home safely

eat something delicious and have some rest

i saw sooo many spoilers

like, the JUMP

the, mini heart

which indicate the sign of SVT n Carat together

formed a mini heart

so many suspicious spoiler

hoshi's the best!!

'I'm your princess'

its actually, 

'i;m ur prince'

lol

cute hoshi

u r a boy

not a girl

i came back home, had a bad fever along the night

next day, went to send over some stuff at my aunt house

when to my hostel

when to UK (clinic)

got temperature measure

it was 38.1

the highest i ever get

still didnt get any MC

wowww

in the evening, i just sleep

my sister took good care of me with putting some cool pad on my forehead

making it a bit cooler

my voice is gone completely

i talked using sign language

peopel really thoughts,

'u scream a lot during the con? thats why u lost ur voice'

no lah!!!

i lost my voice wayyyyy before the con

I'm a Carat but I'm not a typical fan that likes to screams and shouts and jumps around during the con

I just dont have that much energy

in short, I DONT SCREAM OR SHOUT

i just enjoy the con very well

behavely

is it a bad thing?

well, here go so, a short brief abt me going to IdealCutInKL 2018

till next time 

Salam

hey guys

its been a while

its 10:54 pm

and i am soooo damn sleepy

i think i've been very busy thinking about others lately..

hurmm..

others hardships became mine

and i feel so damn stupid

Tales with Eira seems like not going so well

since i'm blank of ideas

anyway, 

its been 3 years now

since Kuhai left us

it feeels like just yesterday we got to know each other..

hangout

meetings

handling events

meetings again

gathering

from being the first batch of the community, 

we became the seniors

and he became the president

well, now, its Eim's turn to b the president

Kuhai's legacy

Yes, 

we set up the community together

but, it's Kuhai's pure legacy

with just continue it

hoping it would last long

and Yes,

it did

we are now having juniors

new batches 

we welcome freshmens

we are waiting to retire

we supposed to retire last year, 2017, but, I guess everyone has the heavy heart to officially leave

our contract has already ended

but, we ignored it

somehow, its automatically got renewed

it was somehow, awesome

Kuhai used to say, 

'i want us to be successful. i want us to be in the news. I ! want to be in the news'

and he did

the news telling the world about his death

everytime 19.09 came,

we will stop any conversation in our group chat

remembering the late Kuhai's memories

everytime 19.09 came, 

we will remembered his words,

everytime 19.09 came,

we will cry

Kuhai is a very positive yet cheerful guy

he solved problems carefully, thinking about the others

putting ahead others 

ignoring himself

sacrificing himself

in good ways

he is the guy u can find in ur dreams, fantasy, drama, fairy tales

he is the one

the friend anyone would definitely want to have

a friend no one wants to lose

dear, HeartStar

this is a special entry , about our dearest friends

who passed away in 2015 due to an accident

Tengku Haizry

hey guys

its been a while, right?

its been a while for me too

honestly, i dont find it

the meaning of living

lol

just saying

its semester break

identity well hidden in the past 1 semester

good job, eira

people have been knowing my friends lately too

my friends befriends each other

trust?

i dont know

i honestly , dont know who to believe, trust anymore

i'm sure my friends think that too

'that impossible'

'eira did that? no wayy'

yup, things around me and whats going on with my life are just, 

too impossible to be believed in

i'm just a girl

a regular girl

ordinary girl

unpopular

not a person people would put in their 'must befriend person' list

i am me

just me

plain dull me

why did i think negatively?

because people around me made me thinks this way

its actually also a part of my fault

i dont try hard enough

well, when i did

people just backstabbing me

anyway, 

i'm active with my vlog in my youtube channel

and , ever since instagram have a new feature, IG TV,

i was wondering of putting up my new program in the house

i proposed this idea when i was in my last semester of diploma,

because of lack of time given, even thou the proposal was accepted, 

the set ups were put behind..

so, i couldnt continue with the program

my wills are quite strong, lol

so, i'm thinking of doing it again, myself

using the IG TV

features?

a lot!!

radio broadcast, podcast, vlog, discussion, etc

its another way to get close with my followers and another way for my followers to get to know me more..

i think, its a friendly way to start~~

lets just hope the new program would be awesome!!!

Tales with Eira, 

coming soon~

check out my ig,

 eira_athirah14

eiraathirah_arts

twitter

EiRa_iAm

 

Salam

hai dear HeartStars~~

Ogenki?

Watashi wa genki desu~~

Ohashiburi desu ne~

I'm almost done with my first semester in degree of Creative Photomedia~

final is next 3 weeks

how was it? so far so good

and I got far now~

Alhamdulillah

its hard , but its normal

learning isnt easy

theres nothing easy in this world.

if it does, how can we taught ourselves to get stronger by the time?

its almost Raya too

baju raya? i dont know

i leave everything to my sister and mom

to tell you the truth, i can feel the pressure and stress well here in degree with this major compare to the last major during diploma

is it because of the level? diploma n degree?

i think so

but, what i 98% sure is, major with assessment sure is hard

u know, what i see around me nowadays are,

i see people are moving toward the different paths already

everyone got their own plans

i see my schoolmates leaving me behind, found their future and belongings 

while i am still searching and learning more

yet, they already find the place they belonged

envied them

but

i trust HIM

i'm always updating my wordpress nowadays

 short stories combining my real stories and make up ones

i am actually very sleepy right now

dont know what to do

a second, i remember what i want to do then another second, i forgot

i just cant wait to end my first semester

also, i will convo this october

i dont really feel like going

i dont even feel like convocation

along will convo in october as well

i just hope we wont clash in dates

but, i do hope that we can both have photoshoot in our robes~

it would be sweetly awesome

dear HeartStars~

do you think the world nowadays are going to get better?

will you be better?

have a better life?

will the world gets harder?

its just, the future is sooo obvious yet so complicated

get what i mean?

i really cant wait to start my own journey where i can gain income to support both my parents and sister

its a long term goal for me

always

pray for the best

insyaAllah